A/N: Song lyrics will be written in italics and will be in the middle of the page. Enjoy ~

I can't belive you did this to me Mir. How could you play around with me like I am some toy. I thought you loved me...

I clear my head and look at myself
In the mirror and tighten my fist more
Now i don’t like this either and
I erase all the memories in my head
Pride ain’t the thing, gave up that dream,
What more can i do to keep you my queen (king)
Should i fix up my face? Should i kneel down?
A waste of my time

Was i not good enough for you? Why must you play with my heart? Don't you undertand that I loved you more than life. I walk through the house that is missing your presence. I don't think i can go on if I can't stop thinking about you. I don't know what to do. All the time we spent together was a lie. I can't imagine what possesd you to treat me this way. Why did you hurt me?

Cause every step i take you fade away

I’m scared but girl (boy) i’m okay
It seems like you’re just testing me
But i’ll just close my eyes to it, don’t go
Did you date me with a true heart? Oh no
Why did you pretend to be my lover?
You know and i know and thats why i go
I’ll leave and i’ll never come back yeah

I have to use all of my strength just so that I wouldn't look back. I have to leave, otherwise you'll only keep on playing with me. Teasing me. Pretending to love me. Why? It seems like you never loved me at all Mir. 

U hurt me, i’ll let go of my memories
U hurt me, though i gave you my everything
U make me so bad u make me
So mad u hurt me i never wanna be in love
U hurt me, i’ll fly away my memories
U hurt me, i’ll smile in front of you
U make me so bad u make
So mad u hurt me that’s why
I’m gonna live without you

Live without you yeah yeah

Now you are screaming my name. Now you don't want me to leave, but I have to live without you. I know you'll never love me so why must you keep pretending. Why must you hurt me more? You make me so sad...

I dreamed of romeo and juliet
But i’ll rewind to my life before you
I wanna replay my life without
Me knowing who you are

I wish to forget you. I don't want to remember those painful memories. Those lies. All those times you said you loved me. You liar. How could you do this? Don't you feel guilty for torturing me? Do you even have a heart?

It was you, who made my heart so miserable
It was you, who stopped the laughter in my heart
I loved you forever but now i will never
Never again, never again

I don't think I'll be able to love again, and it's all your fault Mir. I can't bring myself to love you again. Not after what you did to me. "Joon don't leave me." Are words that I no longer wish to hear. I want to wipe you away from my memories.

Cause every step i take you fade away
I’m scared but girl (boy) i’m okay
It seems like you’re just testing me
But i’ll just close my eyes to it, don’t go
Did you date me with a true heart? Oh no
Why did you pretend to be my lover?
You know and i know and thats why i go
I’ll leave and i’ll never come back yeah

You can't make me come back. It's too late. Stop with the calls and move on. Forget me just like I'm trying to forget you.

U hurt me, i’ll let go of my memories
U hurt me, though i gave yo my everything
U make me so bad u make me
So mad u hurt me i never wanna be in love
U hurt me, i’ll fly away my memories
U hurt me, i’ll smile in front of you
U make me so bad u make
So mad u hurt me that’s why
I’m gonna live without you

I don't want to see you no more. "I'm sorry Joonie, please come back to me," is all you say. "I love you Joonie." Lies. I can never trust you again Mir. I'm sorry but I'm never coming back to you. The scars you left on my heart are for forever.

As i sleep every day, in my dreams,
I’m getting you back
All the laughters and tears were all lies, it was a lie
I don’t know what else is left of me
All these scars and pain are
What’s left of me
So i guess this the end of me
I need myself to smile
Come to think about it i’m glad as
To who i am now i’m back

In my dreams I wish that you had loved me back. Why do you realise what you had after its gone. I'm gone Mir and its too late. I'm sorry but it's too late for me to love you again. I can't. I just can't do that to myself again. I can't bare anymore of that same awful pain.

U hurt me, i’ll let go of my memories
U hurt me, though i gave yo my everything
U make me so bad u make me
So mad u hurt me i never wanna be in love
U hurt me, i’ll fly away my memories
U hurt me, i’ll smile in front of you
U make me so bad u make
So mad u hurt me that’s why
I’m gonna live without you

I don't want to see you anymore. I don't want to hear your voice anymore. The person I thought i loved has hurt me the most and I just can't glue my heart back together. Its not the same. Living without you seems wrong, but its what I have to do. I'm gonna live without you Mir. 

"I'm sorry Joonie."