Tiffany's POV

Laughter echoed around the room.

"Now , let us hear our SHINee's crushes!"

"Minho! Now , tell us , whose your crush?"

Minho smiled shyly and covered his face with his hands. 

Oh , this boy.

"Yuri"

"Ohhhhhhh~" Everybody started teasing him.

"Now , how about you , Onew?"

My heart thumped , silently , I wished he didn't have one , or better , his crush is me.

He smiled and Key nudged him.

"I have a crush on Yoona"

crush

crush 

crush

My whole world came tumbling down immediately.

Yoona?

So , everything was just part of my own wishful thinking?

"Ohhhhh~" The teasing went on and Yoona blushed deeply.

I bit my lips as hard as I could , keeping the tears from falling , Taeyeon looked at me , she was the only one who knew about my feelings towards Onew.

The filming lasted for another 1 hour , my lips were numb , they kept discussing about it , can't they stop?

"Annyeong!" I happily bid the staff goodbye , if only they knew.

I kept that smile on my face , as SNSD and SHINee walked out of the building together.

"Gwenchana?" Taeyeon asked me softly.

I nodded and smiled at her , for once , my mood lightened up by a little.

"Yoona yah!" Onew and Yoona ran around , just like little kids.

It should be me.

"Yah! Stop messing around like this!" Taeyeon stopped them.

Thank you Taeyeon.

"Fany yah , your lips are bleeding"

I touched my lips , and indeed , they were bleeding.

I must have bitten it too hard.

" I'll accompany her to the ladies " Taeyeon said and dragged me away.

"Are you sure you are okay?" Taeyeon asked me again.

I nodded , was I really okay? I didn't know.

"Yah , don't cry"

I looked up to her and a tear dropped to my palm.

I was crying?

Taeyeon stepped up to me and hugged me.

Great , I needed it.

I let it all out , all the fustrations.

"All right , all right"

I stepped back and thanked her.

"What's there to thank for? Yeobo?"

And for the first time after the filiming , I laughed.

"That's my Miyoung"

When we headed outside , all of them were waiting for us.

"What took you guys so long?" Onew asked.

"It's none of your business."

From the corner of my eye , I could see Taeyeon shooting Onew a dirty look.

We continued walking back to our dorms.

"Careful , we are going to cross the road , raise up your hands kids!" JongHyun joked as Jessica snuggled up against him.

"Onew Hyung , wanna have a SHINee dash across road race?" Minho suggested.

"Sure"

Babo!

Doesn't he know it will be dangerous?!

"Onew oppa , it's dangerous" 

He looked at me and smiled " It's not"

"Oppa Hwaiting!" Yoona showed her ageyo towards Onew.

Maybe Onew does love her...

"Go! Go! Go! Go!"

Minho , Taemin , JongHyun and Key immediately dashed over to the other side.

While , Onew , being the clumsy one , fell down.

All of us laughed , DUBU Onew.

The moment he stood up...

"BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!"

The world freezed immediately infront of me , the car , a car was speeding , towards him.

Without even thinking , I rushed forward and pushed him away with all my might , I know this is worth it.

BANG!

"TIFFANY!" "FANY YAH!" Screams echoed around me , as people rushed towards my side.

I wanted to say that I'm alright , but the pain didn't allow me to.

He crouched infront of me "Tiffany , why are you so stupid?!"

I smiled at him.

Just three words.

All I wanted to hear

All i wanted to say

My eyelids were getting heavy , threatening to drop in any minute.

Mustering all me strength , I lifted my hands and carressed his face , my hands , it was bloody.

I know I couldn't stay for long , I strained my eyes to look at my 8 beloved sisters , all of them were sobbing.

"Do..Don't cry"

I couldn't hold on any longer , it was a torture , my bones felt like it has been crushed for countless times.

I looked at him , he was crying too.

"On..Onew"

He looked at me , will I ever see this face again?

Mustering up all of the last bit of strength in me , three words.

"I love you , Onew"

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There! :D