Jaejoong woke up one early evening,  he knew he was alone

‘ wonder if the sun come up or did it rain...’

He thought but again he’ll never know.

He felt the acid in his stomach rise against his  as he looked on his phone.

He saw there was a message from his mom, his mom that he forgot for someone.

It was received from 7am

Mom: “hi jae…I missed you so much my son….how are you?....you don’t visit me now…….i thought I forgot what you sound…please visit me sometime okay?...”

Jaejoong cried again.

He crawled out of his bed onto the floor, unconcious and denied by someone.

Jaejoong: “I hate life……….it’s just like a stupid journey…….he beats me till im black and blue………and decides when im in or out…..but its just when im through im through…”

There a café around the corner.

Jaejoong sit and played suduko as he figure some things out.

He drank the first’s day coffee and he smoked the last cigarette.

He decided to suicide

‘I'm wondering out of all the crazy places that I've been
Would it ever be as good as sittin' here just with yunho?’

Jaejoong listens to dbsk song, it’s like he is with them.

Jaejoong remembered his friend junsu the night yunho dumped him for somebody.

Flashback

Junsu: “are you gonna be okay?”

Jaejoong tried to say yes, wanted to say yes, needed to say yes but just nodded.

End.

He got back to his home and got greeted by memories of yunho’s.

He got down his bed and took out his sleeping pills cause he can’t sleep with the picture of yunho in his mind most of all yunho dumping his heart like thrash.

He didn’t noticed how many pills he gulped down.

He felt he slept peacefully but his mouth foamed as his body shook violently.

The last movement stopped the minute a knock was heard on his door.

Jaejoong was through.

Yunho: “jae!....im sorry!”

yunho knock again

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A\n: pretty lame :D