I went to the mall with one of my classmates and I had a great time. I'm all happy now and I am walking home from the mall since it isn't far from my house. I was on the half way home when my phone rang. It was weird since I usually don't have many people calling me. So I got the phone out of my pocket and saw the caller's name. It is Mari. I am kinda happy she called me. So enough of this :D I picked the phone up.

"______?"

"Yeah Mari, what is it?"

"You won't believe this! I was at the park walking around the town and then I passed a hotel. And what do you think who I saw?"

"I don't know, TELL ME"

"Okay, don't freak out"

"Omg, who was it? Why should I freak out?"

"Okay, it was..."

"JUST TELL ME ALREADY, I'm dying here"

"Okay, it was TAEMIN, LEE TAEMIN, member of SHINee, in ESTONIA"

I couldn't believe what she was saying. I was in a total shock. I mean who wouldn't be if they hear that the guy they are married to in their head is near them. Literally only 1km away from you. 

"You're NOT joking right? Because if you are I AM going to kill you"

"NO, I'm NOT joking!!! It is him"

"Are you 100% sure it is HIM?"

"Yes, it is him!"

"Oh my god, where are you exactly, I'll be there in a sec"

She told me the hotel and it was indeed a km away so I basically ran since I just couldn't wait to see him. To see him not during a concert but in real life situation. With my own eyes.

Now I knew what was happening. Taemin went abroad. He probably came to Estonia since people in here know literally NOTHING about kpop. He wanted to have some rest. Maybe I should respect that? Naah, I wanna see him, no I wanna talk to him! :D

There was just too many emotions in me during those 5 minutes. I finally got there and saw Mari. She had a really sad face on. I was scared and confused. I asked her what had happened and she said the thing I even thought that could happen.

"He already went inside"

These 4 words crushed me. Literally. The love of my life is only 100m away from me and I can't see him (Oh you're probably thinking why am I not going into the hotel, well we can't, it is a special hotel, only people with reservations are allowed in and those reservations are darn expensive. Lol, tbh, this isn't the real reason :D I just can't let you meet him right now, sorry :/)

I felt devastated, the worst feeling in my life. I was crushed into pieces with those 5 seconds. I felt my life was over. I started to cry. I cried really hard.

"Hey... Don't cry!" Mari said

"Why? The love of my life is only meters away from me but still I can't meet him." I sobbed

"Well I don't know about you but I have a plan for us..." Mari said