So, wishing for something to happen isn't too bad, hindi ba? 

June 18. UP Diliman. 

Me and my friends have gathered here sa Diliman to have a picnic date with each other bago kami maghiwalay ng landas. The others are going somewhere after this, whilst the others left have some of their own plans. That includes me. 

Grabe, it brings such a nostalgia to have come this far with your own friends. I mean, who's sure of what might happens next? Wala. 

The next seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months after this... Might be the turning point of our lives, but today, we're going to spend this day like this is our last day. 

Just like how we planned. Mag picnic sa Diliman altogether, to cherish this little memory. Para kahit magkahiwalay man ng landas, hindi namin malilimutan ang isa't isa. 

Anyway, stop the drama! Stop the car, kuya! Eme. 

Currently ay nandito kami sa Sunken Garden, sitting on top of a picnic mat with our foods scattered. 

Seeing students and some people walk, or just simply sit and enjoy their time makes me want to always comeback to this day. To this moment. 

Attachment issues na kung attachment issues, pero I've treasured my friends so much. Kung wala sila, baka wala ako ngayon dito. 

Ayun, enough of the drama nga ulit. Syempre aside from mewling about having to have this moment as our last time together, I'm also thinking of Karina at the same time. 

Nandito kaya siya? 

Is she as nervous as I am about waiting for the results ng exam? 

Ako kasi, gusto ko talaga makapasok ng UP. I don't know why, pero when I started having interest in UP, biglang nag-bloom yung desire kong makapasok. Although I'm just an average student. Kaya 50/50 talaga ang chance. Well, wala namang masama. The only thing I'll lose is the chance. 

Pero kasi, not at all times do we have that chance. May times na it's a "now or never." Taking the risk has always drained me of my courage, pero ginagawa ko pa rin naman. 

Because it's not the courage that I'm there fo