Hyukjae, now an market analyst team manager was so stressed from the rising competitor in their industry at ngayon nakahiga nalang siya sa couch ng apartment nila ng long-term boyfriend nya habang inaantay ito makauwi galing din trabaho. Walang gana kumilos, kahit mag-hubad ng medyas eh hindi pa nito nagagawa masyadong maraming natakbo sa utak niya na hindi nya na din maintindihan kung may patutunguhan ba ang pag-iisip niya, basta siya gusto niya ng katahimikan at cuddle ng boyfriend niya, Donghae. 

 

Donghae, is now working in one of the start-up company in advertising field with his friends from college, Siwon and Kyuhyun which are also from the same circle of friends na meron sila ng boyfriend niya. They all came from one company in the same field but they want tp grow and try some new challenges kaya binuild nila ang sariling adverstising company na ito na is now running for 2 yrs successfully, since hindi na din bago sa field ang pangalan nila dahil magagaling talaga ang tatlo dito madali sila nakakapag-pakilala sa market at nag-karoon ng mga clients, hindi pa man kasing dami ng naglalakihang kompanya at ng kompanya na pinanggalingan nila ang mahalaga ay meron at 'di nawawalan, they are not rushing din naman at they know they had a long path to take to become one of the greatest in the field, they are learning as well. It was already past 8 ng mag-out sa trabaho si Hae dahil may naka-assign sa kanyang project at kailangan maipasa kay Kyu para ma-finalize dahil by Thursday i-pepresent na nila sa client, sobrang rush ng project na 'to kaya halos sa opisina na matulog si Donghae for the past 3 days at eto na ang pinakamaaga niyang uwi, he wish gising pa ang boyfriend niya pag uwi because he had to admit he misses Hyukjae so much. 

 

 

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Pag-bukas ng pinto ni Donghae ang sumalubong sakanya ay Hyukjae na nakatulog na sa sofa ng apartment nila nakasuot pa ng socks at ang bag from work ay nasa lapag lang hindi muna pinakailaman ni Hae ang boyfriend at dumiretso sa kwarto nila para makapag-bihis, nilabasan nya na din ng damit pamalit ang boyfriend bago pumasok sa cr para mag-shower saglit. 

 

 

"Hyukkiee" malambing na pag-gising ni Hae sa boyfriend pero hindi ito nakilos

"Hyukkiee, loveeeeeeee wakeyy" 

"You are finally homeee hae"

"I'm sorry my love, nakaayos na po ang damit mo sa cr shower ka muna love? while i will just gonna cook something for dinner hmm?"

"Alright, thank you love."

 

 

Hae cook just a light dinner for the two of them since pagod na din siya at ko-konti na din ang laman ng ref nila dahil matagal na ang huling grocery nila. 

 

 

"Hae, Kuya Jungsoo called last night na kung pwede ba daw tayo sa weekend for dinner sakanila, they chatted sa gc pero pareho tayong hindi nag-oonline kaya tinawagan niya na ko"

"Oh really? Why? Anong meron?"

"They have news to break daw ni Kuya Heechul i bet he proposed already or they are now adopting i really dont know but just maybe isa diyan" 

"Ohhh I think my schedule is free this weekend naman since tapos na yung rushed project namin non, confirm to them na love na we are going"
"You sure? I can say no naman if you just want to rest"

"I'm fine love, and i miss the barkada plus they're jowa's" 

 

 

They ate silently but comforting, they both know they are exhausted by each other's career but everyone knows how proud are them for each other. 

Hyukjae and Donghae's relationship is one of the most admirable relationship when they are in highschool, they started dating when they are in 3rd yr being legal with both of their parents even tho it was a rough ride to make their parents fully accept who they are but it is all worth it, they graduate with academic awards and until college they come to one university and a consistent dean's lister and graduated with Latin honors as well, as what their friends always say: SANA ALL, for others that not is part of their circle they may look that the two's relationship is so perfect and a magical relationship being that long, but their true friends know how rough ride it is, since highschool when they tell their parents about being in a relationship with same gender, Hyukjae's family become cold with him, he was treated like a ghost in their house not accepting that the household by their term has "different". They just gave his allowance weekly and nothing talk much happens, he was the only son, he has no one to talk to in their house when he is home, he somehow felt that it will never be a "home" anymore, it lasted for almot 4 months him just crying with his boyfriend or friends or crying alone in the night because afterall, he misses his family. But one night some magic happens, he thought. His dad with open arms welcome him from school and his mom a bit teary was also waiting for his chance to hug his son, his parents told him how sorry they were and how disappointed they are to themselves and asking for another chance to redeem themseves to their son, but Hyukjae in a heartbeat tell them even before they are sorry he already forgave them. Months after he knew that Donghae secretly talk to his parents and tell them how happy they are with each other, and that being in love will never be a sin and no gender or age or whatever can give boundaries to love, and eventually after some awkward tears, smile and silence Hyukjae's parents understand that their son and Donghae are really serious and who they are to stop the love that is in between the two. 

 

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7:25 am wednesday, parehong nag-mamadali si Hyukjae at Donghae para pumasok they are both very busy with each other's businesses that they already forget it is their anniversary. 

 

"Love mauna na ako ha? kanina pa natawag si Siwon may bagong client daw na nag-inquire kahapon gusto na agad ng meeting ngayon. i'm sorry love hindi na kita mahahatid, bye love."

 

hindi na nakasagot si Hyukjae sa sobrang pag-mamadali ng boyfriend at umalis na ito agad, halos nasanay na din si Hyukjae sa ganitong set-up dahil before Donghae become this busy sya yung naging ganito na halos nga umabot sa point na hindi nya na talaga nakikkita pa si Donghae, uuwi siya ng hating-gabi at dahil ayaw niya magising ang boyfriend sa sala na siya matutulog tapos aalis din agad siya sa umaga bago pa makaalis si Hae, this happen when Donghae, Siwon and Kyuhyun is starting to plan for their company at nakapag-resign na din si hae sa previous work nito. They handle their own time while Hyukjae is starting to prove himself that he deserves to be in his new position that he worked har for so many years. It was one of the episodes of their relationship where they thoght everything will end after almost 12 yrs of love. 

 

*flashback

"Hyukjae naman nung una ko inopen sayo na mag-reresign ako pumayag ka, sabi mo you will support me in whatever i will do, that you will always be there for me ano 'to ngayon na parang nag-du-duda ka sa mga desisyon ko?"

"Hindi sa nag-du-duda ako Donghae, i am just saying if you are really sure about this what if nadadala ka lang ng burn-out? if you just needed a break from work or form being at work? what if this will fail Donghae? Can you endure it?"

"Seryoso ka ba Hyukjae??? hah"

"Yes"

"Then yes, i am serious and sure in everything that i am doing, and no this is not just impulsive decisions because i am burned out of work or i just needed a break, and yes I am ready if this will fail i am now 29yrs old Hyuk, I've been in that company for almost 7 yrs, i handled a lot of pressure from you, my family, my boss and every client i handled and now i reflected time to time and learned that those pressure will always be there, hindi na siya sa kung gaano ka bigat na-pressure I learned how to handle them and how to work under pressure so if this is you pressuring me, alam kong kaya ko Hyukjae, at bago pa namin umpisahan ito nila Siwon we make sure that we can handle the cons that this venture, on what world we are coming in, I thought that if i break the news to you that we will officialy open next 3 weeks you would congratulation me with a kiss but here we are arguing because of ing what???? you not happy that i am pushing with this company?"

"It is not that i am not happy, i am happy and i am so proud of you and our friends but i just want to assure you because Donghae this is something big it is not just ordering some plants and if you dont want to continue to take care of it you can abandon it and give it to someone, this is more than that Donghae, i just want to assure you, this is your name and your career on the line if this will fail i dont think your previous company can still accept you for making this and that as their competitor."

"Bull Hyukjae, can't you just be happy? and stop with those ing failure???? for this once?? be honest, are you thinking that i will fail? we will fail?"

a long silence. 

"To be honest, yes. This is so new to you, Kyuhyun and Siwon, going in a business? this big already? you all are just part of a big company who handles different advertising projects but this time it is you who handle not only the project but the business it self the whole process, this is----"

"Cut it hyukjae, i'm sorry i can't handle with this anymore. I have to go home and clear my head because i think im ed with all your bull and non-sense. If you can't support me with this i'm sorry hyuk but i would not chose you for my dream."

 

Hyukjae was froze, everything seemed perfect a while ago he was congratulated but everyone due to his succesful project, he was complimented by his boss he was so happy but Donghae broke the news that their business is almost complete to operate and will officialy open in the next 3 weeks, but instead of being happy about it he felt jealous that he, building his career in the capitalist world making money for others, and having just enough , but here he is being happy for a mere compliment from others while his boyfriend being happy for creating his career in his own, for building his own company, for making his path a new one not under the norms, the jelousy just strucked and this happens. His boyfriend now is packing some things for him to use when he goes home, his boyfriend asking for some space because he cant handle everything anymore. And here he is, Hyukjae stones at the couch of their apartment wanting to make his boyfriend stop but he has no energy, power or pride to do so because he is guilty, he is guilty of his own emotions eat him up and he just don't know what to do. 
 

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That was one of the biggest fight they ever have in their 14 yrs relationship, not one I think pero pinakamabigat na ata talaga, they don't easily fight because they are established as rock and they know every little thing with each other and that fight lasted for 2 weeks, they do not spoke with each other, see each other or even peep to one's social networking sites (as for Donghae) but before the opening of Hae's company Hyukjae can't keep it anymore and he goes to the office of the three that soon to be the headquarter