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In a special place, on a winter night

Prologue
 

She was in the bathroom. Alone. Thoughtful. . She was lost in all of those thoughts, getting dragged into them. She found herself at night, after having just left the bathtub, with the steam still covering half the mirror, wondering who she really was and how to achieve peace. She didn’t know it yet. She didn’t have any answers to those questions.

She wasn't sure who she really was, whether Jimin or Karina. In private, she was Jimin, but in public, she was Karina. Jimin and Karina, however, they seemed to mingle with each other to such an extent that sometimes, when looking in the mirror, she was no longer certain who one was and who was the other. This confused and consumed her further, making her feel worse. It was like she didn't know who she really was. She wanted to search and find herself. Wherever she was, whoever she was. She wanted to get to her.

This was one of those lonely nights. When she stared at the mirror trying to understand who she really was.

She had to choose which side of herself let go. Within her it was as if two p