At restaurant

So here i am at my best friend restaurant, i booked this place for my special moment. I want to make sure my feelings and her feelings. Yeah there is nothing called gambling in bussiness if we are not really sure about it then don’t do it, even just 10 % sure, its better than 0%. So here i am checking my appearance in the bathroom i looks perfect like what everyone called me, i checked my watch i still have 10 minutes before she came. I took a lungfull of breath and check for the last time before i came sit to the table that already prepared by my best friend sooyoung. Ohh talk of the devil

“hi Tae, are you ready?” sooyoung ask me

“yeah but a lil bit nervous, is she already here?”

“Yeah she is parking her car down there, don’t be nervous just ask her if she doesn’t feel the same then just be with me i will gladly accepting you and stole the world wide heartrob” she said playfully to enlighten the mood and i appreciate her so much to make me smile

“Yeah like we gonna let each other become TOP in our relationship” and we laugh hard

“just good luck tae” she hug me and leave me alone, so i walk out the bathroom and take a seat in one of the booked table

Just another minute the lift opened and here she is the love of my life, not really my love cz i need to make sure about our feelings. She is so gorgeous in her red strapless dress, how can i describe her,  she is a goddess and i feel like the times is going in slow motion and it just me and her.

“hi Tae” she said and hug me

“sorry i am lil bit busy so i can’t contact you” she said

“oh, yeah its okay, you are a model so i know how busy you are”

“are you insult me tae? Cz i know you are bussier than me” she pouting ughh i just want to kiss her right here right now

“i am just kidding fany ah” and i pulled her chair cz i am a gentle woman

“so what you want to order?” i ask her

“i dont know, you are who know the owner of this restaurant should you suggest me something?” she said

“Okay” and i called the waiters and order for us after that the waitress leave us

“so hows your work?” i ask her as i sipped my wine

“its still tiring i need to travel here and there, but i love it cz i can explore the world, and know many people”she answer it with her signature smile that i love

“thats good to hear fany ah, but don’t forget to eat you have to keep healthy”

“of course tae, and how about you miss world wide heartrob?” she ask me playfully and wiggle her eyebrows

“nuhh heartrob is just a fans made, but i am still who i am a bussy CEO with the same old habbit, wake up, eat, meeting, works works works, meeting, works learn, going home and sleep, that happen everyday”

“your life is so boring tae, i can’t live like you” and i think like my heart clenching like i know what answer that i will get from her, but i still need to ask her so i push away thats feeling. And here the waitress came with our food. We spend the time with talking about our work, movie, and other random things like a dog, car or some gossip around us.

After we finish our food i bring her to the balcony, its a nice view of night Seoul here come the nerves wrecking moment that i am gonna ask her, but i let her enjoy the moment for a bit, cz her eyes sparks with the view of Night Seoul.

“tiffany, you know that i am bussiness woman right?” i ask her

“yeah of course tae, why you ask that?” she ask still her eyes glued to the view but for me the beautifull view is her she is the definition of perfect view

“So i want to tell you that i would never doing something before i sure about it before i do” and she look at me now with her questioning looks, i admit she looks so cute but i need to finish it because my heart can’t handle it anymore

“so?”

“So.. i have this feelings about you lately, like i always thinking about you before i sleep and after waking up. I can’t handle my feelings for you more than this, but before i let my self fall for you more deep then now, like what i said i want to confirm it to you first, i know that we know each other just around 5 months but my feeling for you grow larger and fastly more than my height” and she chuckle at it at least it ease my heart even just a little

“so i want to ask you, do you want to have a future with me? If you accept it than i am more than willing to pursue you from this moment, i am gonna make sure you will be the happiest girl on earth. But.... if you can’t then i will let you become my friend, i am not gonna lie its hurts but, its okay at least i know that i already stop my self before fall more into you fany ah” and i see she hestitate for a moment before she take my hand and look at my eyes

“tae, iam flattered thanks for your feeling for me, i can feel that i am really special for you but....” here it comes

“but??” i ask her

“ Sorry” and she left me alone in balcony

After that there is fireworks at the sky, i already plan it if she accept me then here is come the fireworks thats gonna lights my night and make it more beautiful, but she rejected me i feel like a now, how if your heart shattered into a piece but there some fireworks to make it merrier? Like they congratulate you for being heart broken. But i must be strong i can’t cry i have a image to hold up.

“hi tae, i see its not going well” i see soo with her party hat and some of her employee far behind her with a cake

“yeah like what you see, can you tell your employee to make it secret, and just eat the cake soo its for you, i am still paying for the cake and can you put off that hat, like you congratulate me for being heartbroken”

“oh i am sorry, do you want drink a beer with me?”she ask me while ask her other employee to leave

“hmm, is it okay if we drink in my condo? I dont want become emotional mess here”

“sure things, let me close this restaurant first”

After that i drive her to my condo, actually i just want to be alone but alone means that overthinking and that was the last think that i want. so better i have sooyoung to told me her point of view rather than being overthinking.

“here” i gave her a can of beer

“Thanks, so wanna tell about what happen or you just want me to talk about something else?”

“i dont know soo, actually i never felt like this before and i feel like she have a feeling for me too its like the feelings its mutual, but thanks for my guts for making sure everything before i fall too deep for her

 “did she tell you her reason?”

“no she just said sorry and left” and i drink my beer i finish it in one time

“hey relax, maybe she is not for you tae, look you are a good person you are almost perfect and i am sure you can find someone better than tiffany”

“i am not sure soo, i never found a girl like her but yeah like what i already promise if she reje