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Paranoia and Insecurities
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Kim Jisoo noticed it. Little by little, things gets a little bit weird. Her younger sister is acting weird. 

 

"Okay, Kim Jennie, what the hell is happening?" Jisoo finally asked, after watching Jennie sighed repeatedly for the nth time, staring at her phone then dropping it on her lap, then picking it up again only to glare at it. 

 

"Huh?" Jennie asked, obviously surprised when her unnie called her out. 

 

"Really? You're so restless. You're like that for the last weeks. You're always on your phone, glaring at it, what's wrong?" Jisoo asked, even standing up and sitting beside her sister on the long couch. 

 

"Nothing's wrong, unnie, I swear," Jennie said and quickly stood up, running to her room. 

 

She swiftly the locked her room, being cautious because Kim Jisoo tends to get to nosy and pester her when she wants answers. 

 

"What's wrong? I don't even know," she mumbled as she sighed and helplessly threw her phone on her bed. Her phone beeped, notifying her. She grabbed it and sighed, seeing what it was. 

And Jennie really didn't know but she felt like crying. 

 

"It's nothing. It's just a photo. Why cry, Jennie Kim? It's nothing. I'm sure it's nothing," she kept on mumbling, she didn't even noticed her hands trembling as she stared at Bobby's post. 

 

"Yah! Kim Jennie!" Jisoo shouted outside her door. Jennie took a deep breathe before opening her bedroom door. She came face to face with a very angry Kim Jisoo, it made Jennie frown.

 

"What now?" she asked, irritation on her voice. Jisoo raised one meticulous brow before pushing her phone towards Jennie. 

 

"What the is this? Who the hell is that Rosie and why the is your boyfriend saying that she is his best girl?!" Jisoo shouted, making Jennie flinched. 

 

"Unnie, calm down," Jennie said, grabbing her sister who only glared at her. 

 

"How can I? And why are you even calm about this? Didn't Bobby said you're his best girl?!" Jisoo shrieked, making Jennie to sigh.

 

"I'm his main girl, unnie, not best girl," Jennie whispered, her voice full of melancholy, stopping Jisoo from her rants. 

 

"Hey, don't tell me... Is he cheating on you?!" Jisoo asked. And that simple question just broke the camel's back. It's like a dam was broken and Jennie's tears came. 

 

Jisoo couldn't do anything but hug her sister as she cries and cries. 

 

"Oh God, please no," Jennie repeatedly murmured as her tears streamed down her cheeks. He's not cheating, right? Of course, he won't. He won't do that to her. He won't. 

 

 

"Jennie, wake up. Someone's outside." 

 

Jennie sat up her bed, lazily rubbing her eyes as she yawned. Jisoo knocked on her door again. 

 

Huh. Maybe she should go back to sleep. She sighed and lay down her bed again. Her eyes hurts and , too. Yeah, she ended up crying all night. She knew her unnie is worried. She closed her eyes. She heard the door creaked opened. Ugh, her comes her unnie nagging her again. 

 

"Hi baby," someone whispered and Jennie's eyes quickly opened. Her eyes widen seeing a grinning Kim Jiwon sitting on the side of her bed, his eyes turning so small as he smile. She swiftly sat up, still so surprised. 

 

"Yah, why are you here?" she asked, her voice cracking because Goddamn it, she wanted to cry. Bobby must sensed it because he frowned and cupped her cheeks. 

 

"Hey, what's wrong? Did something happened?" he asked. Jennie shook her head, feeling her tears coming. "Come on, Jen, you can tell me and I'll make it better, okay?" he softly added, making her even more emotional. 

 

"Hug me," she whispered and Bobby obliged, enveloping her in his warm embrace, it makes her tears to fall. 

 

God, she really loves him so much, it hurts. It really really hurts. 

 

"Hey, you're crying?" he asked, his hug loosen but Jennie just grabbed him, not letting go. 

 

"Just hug me, Jiwon-ah, please," she mumbled, Bobby thankfully didn't asked questions and instead just embraced her again, his arms wrapped around her tighter as she let her tears all out. 

 

After a few minutes when she finally calm down, she let him go, wiping her cheeks which are already wet. Bobby stopped her and instead cupped the side of her face, his thumb gently wiping away her tears. 

 

"Baby, what's wrong?" he asked, his voice so husky, his brows creased. Jennie shook her head and smiled at him, gently patting his cheeks. 

 

"Nothing's wrong, Jiwon-ah. I'm just stressed, time of the month," Jennie lied, as smooth as . And thankfully, Bobby accepted her reason, grinning at her. 

 

"Oh, okay. I was thinking of taking you out today but maybe we should just stay here for today?" he asked, a smile on his face and Jennie couldn't help but smile back and nodded. 

 

 

So they just stayed at her house, making Jisoo annoyed at them. They really didn't do anything. They just watched movies on her room and cooked their lunch. But it made her happy. Spending time with him makes her happy. They even decided to watch a movie in her room. It felt perfect. A perfect day for them. But of course it won't be perfect. Of course. 

 

 

While in the middle of watching The Beauty Inside, Bobby's loud ringtone played, Jennie took a quick peak and saw Donghyuk's name on the flashing screen. She passed it to her boyfriend who sighed before answering the call. Jennie paused the movie and lay down on her bed as Bobby stood up to talked to his brother. 

 

She didn't really mean to but she heard some snippets of the conversation of the course, Bobby's voice can be loud sometimes. And she didn't know if she heard it right but the name Roseanne was dropped there somewhere. Huh. 

 

She forced herself to smile when he came back a few minutes after. He sat down beside her, grinning at her. 

 

"Is that Dong?" she asked, Bobby nodding as he continued the movie their watching. 

 

"Yeah, he's asking if I wanna hang out with them tomorrow. They're throwing a party for Rosie," he said. Jennie nodded, her curiosity peaking. 

 

"She's the girl in your ig post, right?" she asked. 'Your best girl', she wanted to add. Bobby nodded again, smiling at her. 

 

"Yeah, she's Donghyuk's friend back when they were young but she moved to Australia before their high school end," he stated and Jennie forced herself to smile. A childhood friend. Huh. 

 

"You should meet her, Jen, she's awesome. She was part of the church choir before like me, that's how we gotten close and she's really amazing," Bobby added, admiration obviously in his voice, it made her heart ache. 

 

She's amazing, of course. Maybe that's why she's your best girl, huh. 

 

"So? Wanna come tomorrow with me?" Bobby asked and Jennie doesn't even know what prompted her to nodded and say yes. Maybe she just want to meet her, know who is that freaking best girl. Maybe she's going crazy, there's nothing wrong with Bobby's post and she's being overdramatic, or maybe, maybe she's right. He's... 

 

Yes. I went to their party. And yes, I dragged my unnie because I know I can never do it alone. 

 

"Jen! You're here!" Bobby excitedly shouted, his grin looks so goofy as he run towards her, his arms wrapping around her, making Jisoo to remove her arms around her sister and even making Jisoo roll her eyes. 

 

"Hi," she whispered, smiling when Bobby lightly squeezed her, her anxiety slowly disappearing. He can always calm her down. 

 

"Okay, let go of her already. Jeez, you're obviously drunk, aren't you? You're extra clingy to my Nini when you're drunk," Jisoo exclaimed, making Bobby let go and pout, Jisoo obviously cringed but Jennie just laughed at his cuteness. 

 

"Your unnie is being mean again. I bet she's jealous," Bobby said, grinning wickedly then he suddenly cupped his hands on the side of his mouth and shouted, making Jisoo looked more annoyed. "Yunhyeong, Jisoo's looking for you, already!" he shouted and quickly hide behind Jennie who was laughing. 

 

"Yah! Kim Jiwon!" Jisoo shouted and even tried to grab him but couldn't because Jennie was in front of him and Yunhyeong approached them already. Jennie couldn't help but laughed louder when Jisoo turned red. Cute. 

 

"Oh, looks like you're all having fun here," a beautiful voice said, making all four of them turned. 

 

And Jennie hated how she saw the corners of Bobby's lips turned up before he waved his hand. 

 

"Hey, Roseanne!" he called, making the girl laughed. 

 

"Wow, you're drunk already, oppa?" she teasingly asked, giggling as Bobby shrugged his shoulders. 

 

Jisoo faked a cough, getting the attention. She discreetly moved towards her sister, clasping their hands together, squeezing it gently. Jennie felt so thankful

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