I can't count the times I almost said what's on my mind But I didn't I always to wanted to tell you how much you meant to my life, you're my life, my world, my everything and I wanted to tell that I love you to the moon and the back just like the movie you've always wanted to watch with me, but it's so cringe for me ugh! I just can't say those words without stuttering, well you made me do it because you want to do it in SinRin version. You even made a couple name for us, and it's like i'm a sin in my Yerin! "I-I. L-Love you! To the m-moon and b-back!" I awkwardly said, God! Why I couldn't said those words with feelings?! I even stuttered! "Pft," you snorted, your reaction make me wants to strangle you with... love of course. I frowned, but you look at me red cheeks because your tried to hold your laughter, "Bi, ha.. y-you're a terrible actress! Ha.." "Yah! I'm not! I was the main actress at our play on my middle school!" I said boastfully, "Let me show you what the real actress means!" I look at her with determination. "I love you to the moon and back" I said monotously, with my not so cooperative expression, gosh! Why I just can't?! Even on the act I just couldn't say the word I wanted to say! Urgh! I failed, and she burst out laughing. Oh, if this I will be seen whenever I make a humiliatiom with myself it's fine for me. God, I love her laughter, they way wide open, her indian dimple that always out whenever she laughs too much and her her eyes turn into crescent moon. I stares at her with admiration, I wanted to say all of that to her but I just couldn't it feels like my tongue tied on her own and can't utter a word whenever I have the courage to say it all. Holding her hand, to soothe her to calm down as much as I love to see her laughter, don't want to see her a laughing mess she tends to cry whenever she laughs too much. She calmed down a bit, "Gosh! You're so cute Bi! I love you!" she said while pinching my cheek, I wanted to say those words too, I open my mouth but nothing came out! God! Only those three words! She holds my hand, and stares at me I stare back still doing my best to say those words, she looks at me in the eyes as if telling me that's okay I know what you want to tell. She sweetly smiled at me with her eyes, I really love how she smile like that her crescent eyes that always takes my breath away, God! I really love her, I return the smile praying that my smile conveys all I want to say to her. Just the other day I wrote down all the things I'd say But I couldn't I just couldn't "Bi what are you doing?" She said peeking through my shoulder, I immediately slamming my notebook shut. She raised her eyebrow, and cross her hand to her chest. Oh god! She looks y.. I grin sheepishly, "It's nothing," I stand up and hid the notebook in my back. She squinted her eyes on me, "Are you hiding something Hwang?" while tapping her foot on the floor, oh! God she's scary! I gulped. "It's a l-letter!" I stuttered, Oh god! Her face lit up immediately, "You wrote a letter for me," She wiggled her eyebrows, I wanted to deny it but I don't want her to think that i'm cheating on her, not that I will really cheat on her, i'm so whipped of her! "No! i-it's for our grocery! And b-bills yeah bills!" I saw her smirked and smiling widely, "Oh Bi, we just did yesterday, and I already paid all our bills. So don't deny it ," "I-..I" Before I think of what would I say, she's already pleading "Can I read it Bi please?" I just shook my head, I don't want her to read it, I want to read it for her but how?! I saw her pouted, wow! She's so cute! She blinks her eyes, and she looks me with her puppy eyes, oh no! Not that puppy eyes! Urgh! "But! I w-wanna read it f-for you!" I immediately shouted, urgh! I'm so weak when it comes to her! She grinned widely, "Then read it for me now Bi yang!" Oh god! Pull yourself together Sinb, you can do it you will just read it to her then you will said everything you want to tell her! I shakily open the notebook "Dear Y-Yennie," I said nervously, urgh! We are dating for almost a 5 years and counting, why i'm still getting nervous-wrecked as if i'm confessing to her for the first time?! She looks at me with anticipation, eager to know what I wrote for her, breathing heavily this is it! "Y-You look like a duck when you pout, an ugly duckling!" w-what?! This is not what I wrote! Seems like my mouth and tongue have a brain on its own urgh! Why I just can't say it? I even wrote it to just narrate it once and for all?! "Yah!" she glared at me, "I know it's not what it's written in there!" and wanting to snatch the notebook away, "Let me see it!" I immediately back away, and hid the notebook on my back. Urgh! Screw it! "I just read what I wrote!" I protest, She crossed her arms "So i'm ugly Hwang Eunbi?!" I nodded, and I immediately ran to avoid her physical abuse. "Yah come back here!" she chased me, "I know you're head over heel of my beauty!" she shouted while still chasing me. I smiled sweetly, well she's not wrong about it. She is the most prettiest girl i've ever seen, she captured my heart with her bright personality she's like my sun who always brightened up my day even in my darkness times. I stopped and smiled at her sweetly as I nooded. She saw my actions, and she immediately engulfed me with a hug, "Aigo! You little brat!" she looks at me and peck my lips "I love you," I hug her tightly, conveying the message I badly wanted to tell her through my hug.. Baby I know that you've been wondering Mmm, so here goes nothing I'm was so determined that I definitely tell her really how much she meant to me through words, I know there is this saying that ' Actions speaks louder than words' i'm most certain that my actions convey all of my unspoken words, but I wanted to tell her through my mouth, I want her to feel my sincerity of my wo