You're the only one

Was you, is you & will always be you

Raquel is looking at herself in the mirror, the changes left by the time apparent. She is no longer the naive & shy girl but a confident international super model with confidence b out with her charisma. The once book worm top student who everyone thought will become scientist or researcher who suddenly jumped into the path of show biz. That year she decided to end her one sided love and change everything about herself to the point that she can finally change to a new person who won't be in love with him anymore. She thinks she has succeeded now  and doesn't need to hide anymore from him. She can face him without any pain, helplessness and regrets even though she never got to confess to him. It has always been one sided she fell in love by herself and no one knows. It started within her and will end within her, no regrets so she picked up the invitation and walked out...

It's reunion party of highschool friends after 5 years. Every one has changed from once innocent imature teenagers to an adult. This was a reunion party that has been held every year since the end their highschool but it's the first one Raquel is attending. She thought she could finally let go but when that curtains of lips parted showing the diamond white teeths and the puddle appearing that silky white cheeks, that deep pool by eyes which is still so mesmerizing. She can't help but regret cause the heart which she thought was dead is still racing and beating so hard letting her know of it's existence. She truly can't let go even when she is in love all alone. Hongbin Lee the most handsome guy in their year and how can she forget the school belle next to him. The true golden couple of Jelly Academy. That year what really made her heart break was exactly this picture of them together, with this all the tinge of regret and heartbeats love she felt few seconds ago were supressed within her. She started mingling around her friend circle not giving them a damn. She thought it didn't matter but couldn't help but remember the biggest regret of her life, the failed confession. That day was farewell party just like today when she decided that she wanted to confess even though she knew she might get rejected. They were all good friends hongbin, herself and the belle next to hongbin her bestfriend. No one knew she had feelings for Hongbin because she was  a shy girl but she had put her all into the confession she had prepared. She downed shots after shots thinking about the events that folded out afterwards not noticing the guy who had bad intentions towards her who had been staring at her for a long time. Hell, she didn't care as she dive back into the memory lane, walk way lined with candles, the gazebo decorated with roses, floating ballons and the platform in the middle of gazebo with a mic to sing her fellings out to him. Her directional post it notes with her feelings 

I love you so much that I believe I have lost myself in search of you.

Even when I love so much that the universe can't hold it, it will never be enough to reach to you..... 

I love you so much that you're the only one but to you I'm just another one among the many who might love you more then me

Even so I love you so so much that I can never ever let you go......

please don't leave me alone 

It was you, is you and will always be you.  The one I love.

She was waiting but it wasn't him walking in alone but with her so called bestfriend. They were holding hands and didn't even notice her and the guy for whom she had prepared this all went on his knees to profess his love to another girl right infornt of her to make things worst a large crowds came to congratulate them while she was standing all alone in the platform. She downed another shot remembering what happened afterwards was even more heartbreaking for her. She didn't notice that her drink was spiked by the guy who had evil intentions towards her while she was still thinking of the events that occurred 5 years ago. After finishing their confession & congratulations session someone finally noticed her. They were all staring at her asking waht what was she doing as naive as she was she said she wanted to congratulate them, more like she wanted to curse them. She sang them the love song she prepared for her confession at that time what she felt was heartbreak but right now what she is feeling is anger, she takes another shot and slams the glass down as the luck would have it right at that moment someone had cut of all music and sound to make an announcement but the slam of her glass was all that was resounding. She just looked up unlike the her 5 years ago she muttered an insincere apology but her eyes met with Hongbin who finally noticed her. He strode towards her with his belle on tow. She muttered curses under her breath but gave him a lazy smile and greeted him halfheartedly at this point in time she was clearly drunk. Hongbin didn't waste time with greetings with her but pulled her into his embrace and squeezed her like he was venting out his anger but when he spoke his deep baritone voice was cracked as he said I missed you.... these three words were totally unexpected which made her freeze and suddenly her whole body felt weak and she slumped into his arms. She knew he was saying this as her friend but she could help herself putting more meaning into it. She just left herself into his embrace but right at this moment she saw the belle who was looking at her awkwardly. She felt the icy cold dumped into herself, he is not hers, he has a girlfriend whom he loves dearly, they have been together for 5 years. She catches her heavy breathing and tries to stand up but she feels too weak and her body having no energy to stand but each and every part that is in contact with him burning hot. Then she finally realizes she had been drugged. She was in show biz knew how dangerous it was for girls but when she saw them still together she lost all her rationality, she got out of his embrace with efforts and looked into that hypnotic eyes but before she lost more of her consciousness. She pulled out her phone and called her manager to pick her up. She clearly has never gotten over him, hell she might never be able to get over him but for she loves him she can't be selfish and loose control on him. Hongbin who saw her state clearly knew something was wrong with her but when he heard a guy's voice in the other line he froze. It's understandable that she has found herself a man after that big misunderstanding and how she left back then but he couldn't help but remember the post it note It was, is and will be always you. The one I love.... how can she move on after saying that to him. Guess it's his punishment for being so stupid and not knowing her feelings, for confessing his love to another girl right in front of her in the setting she prepared. He was wrong but no Matter what he can't let go, he can't let go of her.. he snatched her phone on impulse and told the other not to come that he can drop her off and hung up. He knows he is being selfish, he knows he should give up but he can nver give up when for last 5 years he had have nothing but regrets. He dargged her saying they needed to talk and also asked the belle to follow. They were out in the garden gazebo again but this time just three of them. She found this situation funny, she didn't wanted to be here to see these two flaunt their love in her face and reprimand her together for leaving with no way of communication cutting off all the ties and friendship. She didn't have any friendship with them only unrequited love, hatred and betrayal. But surprisingly things didn't unfold as she expected but belle started crying and  apologized. She said she knew Raquel was preparing to confess to hongbin and lied to hongbin saying everything was prepared by her, not only that every time Raquel candies, food, cookies for Hongbin she took the credit for it and also she told hongbin the secret letters that Raquel left in his lockers were written by her. Honestly Raquel was shocked, she found this situation more funny. She laughed like crazy and said what's the use of it, it's all in the past. She needed time to process and the drug wasnt helping her any better so she stood up to walk out but a strong hand pull her into the familiar embrace. Hongbin hold her tight afraid to loose her. He said you said you loved me. You told me I was, is and will the only one. Sorry but I can't let go. It was hell for me knowing I lost you, knowing I hurt you, knowing that I didn't know you, knowing that I was the one who pushed you. I accepted everything thinking it was what I deserved, thinking it was my punishment but when I saw you I could never let you go .... I  can't I can't please don't leave me and go. Honbin knew she had a man but even though this was pathetic he couldn't let go. He wanted to cling on. Even if she hated her, she could only be his, he could only hold on to her. He hugged her even tighter. The only other person on the room left knowing she could never have the guy and she couldn't even have her friend. Raquel finally broke after holding on for so long, he loved her too. She pulled him by his tie and kissed him deeply and they lost themselves to each other.

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