That first December when it unexpectedly snowed The holidays that we spent together We were happy with whatever we did in that winter

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Taeyeon look through the window that shows the street of Jeonju city from her family’s apartment. The street of that ‘slow city’ is so quite since it was already 3.30 in the morning.  Taeyeon still couldn’t sleep. She is accompanied by a cup of hot chocolate that starting to get cold because she didn’t even touch it. Her body is tired, but she still couldn’t shut her eyes. That same old memories keep coming back to her mind again and again. The same guy that took place inside her heart years ago, even until now, it’s still him. Only him. - All the memories with your warmth Comes to me at the end of the cold wind The season has come outside the window I can't avoid it anymore - Seoul, 01 December 2016 Taeyeon tighten her body to the man infront of her. That man pull her into his embrace, making her felt so warm on this cold winter day. “I’ve missed you so much” Taeyeon said to him when they broke their hug. She looked through the man’s eyes deeply. Their eyes locked to each other, making both of them smiled. “I’ve missed you so much too, Taengoo” He pulled Taeyeon again to his embrace, he hugged her tight, he hugged her like he will never let her go. "Are you cold?" Asked the younger man while patting Taeyeon’s back softly. "No.." Taeyeon shook her head. “Thank you for coming. Thanks for being with me tonight” Taeyeon said. "Didn’t I promised you already? If I’m not busy I’ll see you as soon as possible” Taeyeon smiled, she is happy that she can spend the time with her boyfriend. She always cherished every single time that she can spend with him. The feeling of missing him was torturing her all the time. “Just count this as a holiday for us, okay? Even though we can’t go out of town or abroad like normal couples do” he said to her. “No problem, as long as I can be with you, it’s enough. I don’t care where is the place” Taeyeon smiled again, showing her tiny dimple in her right cheek. He cupped Taeyeon’s face with his hands. For hundreds times, he look again to every inch of her beautiful face. “I love you” he said. And then he gave her again a delicated kiss on her lips. “I love you more, Byun Baekhyun” - Today, I hope the snow won't stop all day So it can cover my lonely footprints Without you - Taeyeon wiped her cheeks that got wet because of her tears. This time, she cried again. Why is it so hard for her to throw away those memories? Taeyeon felt hurts inside her heart. If only she can do it all over again, if only she can fixed all of this mess. - The whole world is Christmas, but I'm without you Dazzling Christmas, but I'm without you After a sad day passes Without being with you I'm falling asleep alone, without you - Taeyeon couldn’t help herself to not open her iphone's gallery. A few photos of her and Baekhyun are still there. She tap the ‘favorites’ folder and look at the photo again. She look at it, look at the photo that maybe she will never erase because it’s too precious. The last photo they took together, before they both decided to end their love. They both smiling widely in that photo, showing their white teeths. It still very strong in her memories that they both so happy at that time. - The cold days continued and you were my only summer time You're my sun to shine It was so warm in your arms I didn't even know winter was coming - "Look! First snow!" He shrieked like a little child. “Wow this year’s first snow. Exactly on 1st December” Taeyeon also smiled looking at her apartment window.  "Let’s go out and make a wish!” Baekhyun pulled Taeyeon’s hand. She noded and smile. They wear their jacket and mask. Even it’s past midnight already, they still don’t want to take any risk. Taeyeon put on the jacket for Baekhyun, she also put the hoodie on so his head will be covered from the snow. He keep on smiling from getting the sweet treat by her woman.  "Let’s go” she pinched his nose. - They both look up to the sky and close their eyes. Feeling the cold snowflakes that landed softly on their face. Taeyeon could feel the cold winter day, but her heart felt so warm when she felt his hand rounded on her waist. "Make your wish already?" Baekhyun asked her.  "Already"  "What is your wish?” "Secret.." She chuckled. "How dare you” Baekhyun said and playfully tickled Taeyeon’s tummy.  "Hahahaha okay okay sorry" Taeyeon tried to release his hand from gripping her body.  "How about you? What do you w