Dear Chanyeol,

It’s November 30^th.

I’m so sorry that Kyungsoo isn’t doing okay. I can only hope that he’ll be cured. I can’t really talk about the topic, since I know virtually nothing on any sort of cancers. Tell him not to be sad, he’s got no reason to be sad. I saw you compared him to Jongdae. If Jongdae ever got sick like that, I can’t even describe how sad I’d be. It would NOT be a fun time. 

You seem like a really good friend, staying with him during everything. I would kill for someone like you if I ever got sick like that. It’s also really cool that you have a whole group of friends that visit him, that’s so sweet! I’d want that, too. If I get sick (I hate thinking this), but would you do that for me, too? I hope you will.

It was usually only me and Jongdae for most of my school life, we had a few other friends but we don’t talk to them anymore (they moved schools when we started high school, I was really sad). I have ‘friends’, but they’re more like acquaintances. Like, I’ll say hi to them in the halls, but we won’t talk besides that. My mom says I confuse friends and acquaintances a lot.

Thanks for the recipe! Sour cream in a cake sounds pretty gross, though, not going to lie. My mom said it looked like a pretty tasty cake, she appreciates it.

I’m also sure the first thing you saw was the photo taped on top of the letter. That’s me! I hope you think I look good. I do look good, don’t I? Self-confidence is very important, isn’t it? Too much isn’t good for you, though. I know someone who is super narcissistic and they think they’re the , but they’re very… rude. That’s the nicest I can say about them. I’m guessing you can see that I didn’t like them.

I’ve been busy with school, the year is almost over (if I don’t respond right away, that’s why! I’m not ignoring you!). There’s still three months left but it’s the most stressful time. Jongdae’s even been spending more time doing school work than spending time with Minseok. Minseok has his finals in a month or two, too, so he’s been busy. When are your finals? I hope you do good on them~!

Tell your mom I said hi back! Hi, Chanyeol's mom!

I have to study, I have to keep studying so I can go to a good university! I’d love to keep writing to you and complain about life, but I can’t fail. I don’t really want to become a stripper. I don’t have the legs for it and I have zero upper body strength!

Love,

Byun Baekhyun

P.S.: Tell Kyungsoo, Junmyeon and Sehun I said hi.

P.P.S.: Leave me and my macaroni alone. It's better than me doing heroin or something. It's delicious.