Taemin hyung, he is my favorite hyung. I love him so much. I’ve been admiring him since my trainee years in SM and I still admire him now. How I wonder if I can spend time with him, personally. Well, I can since we’re both boys and it’s easy for us to do that no suspicion between me and him. Sadly its different in my story. Taemin hyung already got a boyfriend. Yes, a boyfriend. It’s pretty normal in the kpop world. Yup normal. The girls have so little support, so the boys move faster.

You guys must know his boyfriend, right?

Don’t say it.

I don’t like him.

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Ok, is it just me or Taemin hyung is feeling a bit down lately? I don’t know but I just see the look on his face. I saw him this morning heading towards the airport for Paris. He was behind him clinging to his hand like a sweet caring person he is. But he just shrugs his hand away from Taemin-hyung! What a jerk! I mean it’s lucky that he deserves Taemin-hyung’s love but he just spit that out. Why that no good mother f-

“Kai,” I snapped. He was there smiling at me, Taemin hyung is, duh who else. Minho-hyung— yes I decided to say his name so it’s easier, he was looking at Taemin, I saw jealousy in his eyes. I smiled at Taemin hyung and I could hear the small annoyed sound he made

“I’m going now, ok? Do you want me to bring you a souvenir?” Those sweet voice of him, asking me something, oh how could I resist? But what should I ask him to get?

“How about matching shirts?” I exclaim. His face thoughtful maybe he was going to get that for him and his lovely Minho-hyung. But he smiled eventually, and nodded

“That’s a great idea! I’ll find a good one for us” us? US? Did he said US! Life couldn’t get better~ *Singing miracle* ugh… wow I never been so surprise in my life before, only him that can do this to me. I nodded excitedly and hugged him

“See ya, hyung! Have fun in Paris”

“Thanks Kai, goodbye” He waved and joined the rest of SHINee.

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“Let’s play a game!” Lu Han shouted while holding a couples of board game, there’s monopoly, scrabble, twister, and more fun things to do on a boring day

It has been a week since Taemin hyung got away from Seoul and to Paris. Maybe someday I can spend a honey moon there with him. Awesome!

“I want twister!” Xiu Min suddenly popped out of nowhere

“No! That hurts my back! Scrabble instead” Tao said pouting while crossing his arms in front of his chest

Sometimes he can be real childish even thou that face of him didn’t support him at all.

“TAO! Pleaseeeee don’t do aegyo you are killing my eyes!” Lay said as he covers his face with a pillow

“Geez, you people are mean T^T” Tao sat on the sofa behind him and grabbed a book pretending that he didn’t care. But in fact he care, a lot. Cris came in, with a tray of chocolate milk and soon Chen Yeol followed behind him like a puppy

“I want one!” Chen Yeol said holding his hand like he wanted a cookie, I only smile to myself at my friends. I couldn’t believe that I got new friends and I’m on my way to follow Taemin-hyung’s footsteps. Chen Yeol sits next to me while holding two cups, one is for me I guess

“Here,” he said smiling

“Thanks”

“Hey, I heard they’re coming back tomorrow” everybody turn their attention towards Chen Yeol who was sipping his chocolate milk happily

“The hyung’s and noona you mean?” Lu Han asked, only to be replied by a nodded by Chen Yeol

‘So Taemin hyung is coming home tomorrow, sweet!’

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“Kai, where are you going?” Se Hun asked I was going to pretend hanging out at the SM lobby so I could greet Taemin hyung when he got home

“No where, going down to read a book, why?” Se Hun shock his head a couple of time

“Oh nothing, have fun then” he said. Oh boy he’s a freaky dude. I open the door and saw Key hyung carrying his bags

“YAH! Jonghyun get your lazy here and help me!” Jonghyun hyung was also carrying a lot of heavy looking bags, probably Key hyung’s. he saw me and waved. We talk a lot about the fun trip they had from Paris. Too bad I can only see Paris through pictures and other modern media. I asked about Taemin hyung and Minho hyung although Key and Jonghyun hyung wouldn’t look at me and seem they are hiding something. Key hyung knows that I have a crush on Taemin hyung, but I didn’t know that he told Jonghyun hyung too

“They had a fight” Jonghyun finally said when we reach their room, JongKey’s room. I looked up at my dino hyung with a surprise look on his face. He sighed and patted Key’s shoulder telling him that ‘you should tell the boy’ or some sort of that

“I don’t know, Minho was probably flirting on a French girl and you know how jealous and naïve Taeminnie could be, so it sort of drive Minho mad. Taemin being the kid he is fight back, but eventually…” Key almost whispers the last word, making me eager to know the end of the story

“Minho snapped and well he hit… Taeminnie” I widen my eyes, obviously I was so surprise

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I looked at my phone and kept starring at Taemin hyung’s photo, the one we took at out last ‘date’ well only I think it’s a date, he would call it hanging out. I sigh, I wanted to see him, and asked him if he is alright. I press the button on the elevator and it made a ding. I saw Taemin hyung his head hung low while Minho is behind him, whispering him something. He looked up as he finally notice the elevator door opens

“Kai…” he look up but quickly look down again, Minho’s hand was around his shoulder, probably telling people that he is his property

“Hi hyung, how was your trip?” I pretend like I don’t know anything and kept acting like the cute little dongsaeng I’m. he was wearing a maroon color hoodie and a y skinny jeans, beautiful as usual. He swallowed his breath

“It went fine! Great in fact” Minho-hyung was the one you answer for Taemin hyung, he just stayed quiet and looked down playing with his jacket’s zipper

“Did you guys get me anything?” Taemin looked up and down again

“Sorry! I forgot, Kai. So many things I’m thinking so I forgot, so sorry Kai” He apologize but I didn’t really care, I understand his situation now, I guess he is under pressure by that stupid frog looking hyung.

“It’s ok hyung, I don’t mind. H-hyung, are you sick, you’ve look down today?” I cut to the chase and I can see Minho tensing up waiting for Taemin hyung’s reaction. He was holding his ‘boyfriend’ in a weird angle as in giving him a clue to say nothing at all to me. Taemin hyung shock his head, but kept his head low.

“Hyung? Should I talk to manager hyung ab--”

“He’s fine, Kai” Minho cuts in, he gives me this ‘stay out of this’ stare and left pulling Taemin hyung along with him. F!

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I don't know, should I continue or not, you decide