The next morning was something I dreaded. I had only slept for maybe an hour and I looked like total garbage. 

I narrowed my eyes towards myself as I noticed my puffy eyes was very much visible that even a blind man would be able to spot it. I sigh and comb my fingers through my hair in frustration and sat myself on the edge of the bed. I look down and began to fiddle with my hands.

"I hate this." I whisper to myself as the memory of a couple of hours ago kept repeating in my mind. 

The kiss.

The lies.

The tears.

The pain.

The goodbye.

I groan and hastily hop off my bed and quickly grabbed my towel and clothes before exiting my bedroom.

I woke up an hour early before all of them so I could avoid them, but with my luck, of course I would open my door at the exact same time with the woman I was going to avoid. It wasn't permanent, it was only until I could move on. But I've been trying to move on for years so Im pretty much out of my non existent luck.

I instinctively look towards the sound of another door opening and inwardly groaned in annoyance seeing Jennie walking out and locking her gaze with mine. I send her a quick silent nod before walking away, not forgetting the sight of a frown that was quickly made from her lips. Every morning, despite the lack of sleep, I would always excitedly greet her with a hug or just a simple smile. 

 I felt her eyes burning at the back of my head as I made my way into the bathroom. 

Things were changing.

.............

"Is everybody ready?" Jisoo tiredly asks as she was waiting for all of us at the front door. Chaeyoung and I snicker knowingly towards Jisoo's eye bags. I smirk,

"Looks like someone played games until late at night." I tease but quickly hiss and grab the the side of my arm as she aggressively punched it. Chaeyoung laughs and drapes her arms over Jisoos shoulder before tapping her head as if the smaller one was a child. I click my tongue in fake disappointment,

"Shame Jisoo-yah... you must be disappointed in yourself. Such a bad influence ." I laugh but hiss and whine as she punches my other arm. Damn these Kim's and their freakish strength in such tiny bodies. Chaeyoung chuckles and shakes her head,

"That's what you get for teasing the angry chicken." She says. Jisoo groans in annoyance,

"Jennie save me! I'm being made fun of by the two walking sticks!" She yells out cause Chae and I to laugh and stick our tongues out simultaneously. 

I felt heart beat double in rhythm as Jennie had stepped out. Just the sight of her was making my mind grow hazy. She looked absolutely beautiful with her bare face and brown locks flowing down her shoulders effortlessly. She rolls her eyes and laughs lightly, causing butterflies to fly in my stomach at the sight.

"That's what you get for playing games chu." She teases. Jisoo rolls her eyes and swats her hands dismissively at all of us before making her way to van. Chaeyoung laughs and follows Jisoo to the car. I went to follow but hearing Jennie speak up I quickly froze,

"M..morning Lisa." She says nervously. I sigh, grateful that I was wearing shades to mask the pai