I don't rember the last time I ever wanted something.All I had ever wanted was fathers love, so I did everything he wanted. The training the lessons, and I also went through a line of men who might marry me. All of this and i'm only 14 and am the only heir to the throne plus the last of the "Awakend Blood"line.Having two incrediable blood line's in me should make me happy! But it dosent I just gives me unwanted atention.All I want is my father to reconise me.At meals he never even looks at me. It's like I shouldnt even be there. But yet he keeps making me do all his deeds.But I guess im lucky enough to have two best friends here . Seungmin who is 18 and Nathen who is 23. I get along with them very well. But rumors kept pouring in saying im with them both.They are both good looking. But I am not alwoed to fall in love. I am not free to do what I want. Even so I kept living while many people die under my fathers will to keep me bassically locked up in our cage of a mantcion.But at least I can be happy with them.As I shower I hear a knock on the door, I hear Nathen tell me I need to hurry up . So I do and when I get out I put on the long dress he picked out. When he saw me he pulled back my hair and said that I looked just like a princess which I was . I did not respond. He should know I hate being called that.I don't feel like a princess at all.Who would make a princess go through as much combat traning as I? Oh right my father, just be cause i am of "Awakend Blood".Naten le