Why Don't You Understand?
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What will happen, when one helpless young man is torn between keeping the best friendship of his life, and telling her what has been on his mind for years on end?
Kim Jonghyun has always been by Cheon SangMi’s side ever since they were little, they were inseparable best friends. He loved her more than anything in the world, but she never saw him the way he saw her. Even though it hurt him inside, he vowed to stand by her forever and always, no matter what the cause, so he could protect her from any sadness or sorrow that she may encounter.
One day, SangMi calls Jonghyun saying that she found out that her boyfriend was cheating on her. Though Jonghyun readily comforts her, he cannot suppress his happiness on the inside. He is convinced that he wants to tell her how he feels about her. But, will it really worth giving up a friendship that took a lifetime to build, just for the slim chance of her possibly understanding how he feels? Will his many years of yearning and wanting her to be his girl finally end? Or will he simply be left to say, "Why Don’t You Understand?"
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A Word From The Author- Hey guys what's up?
First of all a big gigantic thank you to grinnmonster for the beautiful/amazing poster of awesomeness!!!
So This is my second fanfic and it's based off the songs Quasimodo and One For Me by SHINee :D I recently became obsessed with these 2 songs and I figured that I'd write a fic about them since they are such sweet and sad songs. This is kind of like my vent fic for my emotions, so yeah waaay different from the cute concept of Hey Seoul Sister, but anyways I hope you like it :) and be sure to check out my other fic as well - http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/12397/hey-seoul-sister-original-shinee
Oh and if you haven't heard One For Me and Quasimodo yet, check them out! :) I DON'T OWN THESE VIDEOS! just sayin.
Quasimodo - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJHuvb3qyQs
One For Me - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogCXTzdDyFw
Foreword
"You are my everything, just remember that........" - Jonghyun
"..........I've never thought of you in that way" - SangMi
^^ (: Quotes from the poster, since they're kinda hard to see :) ^^
Sneak Peak :)
I see your bright smiling face again today, and I can’t help but smile back as you greet me oh so warmly. Yet my ability to suppress the burning pain that rages on in my heart everyday weakens. I am completely helpless as I watch you walk off to your beloved’s arms. You shall never know of the endless hurt my heart endures as I make a tiring effort to hold back the tears that fall endlessly nowadays. I have never failed to stay by you through all your happiness, all your sorrow, and everything intertwined in between. I wonder on sleepless nights, sobbing quietly, if you will remain forever blinded and oblivious to my love. This, this feeling never seems to escape me, no matter what I do. As hard as I try to protect myself, my aching heart will never heal itself from what I have brought upon myself as I love you, everyday.
I watched as Taemin sighed deeply as he finished reading. "Venting your feelings again huh hyung?" Taemin questioned knowingly as he handed me back my notebook.
"De, I ran into her this morning while she was with her boyfriend, and she was holding his hand, tight," I confirmed sadly.
"If you love her so much, why don't you just tell her?" Minho cut in.
"Yeah, we're tired of seeing you depressed like this!" Key and Onew agreed.
"I wish I could but, I just don't want it to become awkward between us. I want us to remain friends, even if it hurts to know that that's all we'll ever be," I explained.
"Cut the crap Romeo, you know what you need? A nice night out with us guys, let's go to the club, have some fun, get tipsy!" Key suggested with devilish grin.
"Even though that was one of the gayest ways to put it, he's right," Minho insisted bluntly.
"Let's go out so you can get your mind off of things, and maybe even meet a new girl!" Taemin exclaimed brightly but regretted it immediately, I could tell.
He knows for a fact that I've never looked at any other girl besides SangMi, even though we five have our own fan groups and fangirls within the school itself, since we were supposedly the handsomest and most popular guys in school. If so, then how come I could never get SangMi to love me the way i loved her?
"Don't EVER say that again," I fumed, trying to restrain myself. If he wasn't the youngest and frailest out of us five, I would've broken his neck by now.
"M-m-m mianhe hyung, I didn't mean to, b-b-but at least consider hanging out with us this weekend p-p-please?" He stammered nervously. The look on his face made me soften my expression.
"I'm sorry Taemin-ah, forgive me," I insisted while pulling his small frame into a hug. I rubbed his back to calm him down.
"How about it then?" The others repeated.
"Okay, I'll think about it," I assured as I pulled away from Taemin.
A smile formed on the Taemin’s faces once he heard me say that. "Awesome! We'll have the time of our lives, we guarantee it," he spoke with a wide grin and gave me a thumbs up.
"Yeah, I hope so," I nodded.
Hope so.......
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