She was sitting on a bench. 

Nothing surrounding her.

Only darkness. 

 

She starred at the sky, counting the stars, whishing for them to fall upon her ending her demise.

She sat there on the bench, praying for an answer.

"Why am I like this?" 

"What did I do?"

"Am I evil ? Or is evil me ?"

"Oh stars shining upon me, could you enlight my life ?"

"Are you still shining brightly or are you already in your eternal sleep?"

"Send by the gods to show me the path..

But why am I so lost?"

"Please, someone find me."

 

She was sitting on a bench.

Nothing surrounding her.

Only darkness.

 

"Am I not normal ? What is normal?"

"If everyone is normal, am I abnormal? 

But If I´m normal is everyone else abnormal?" 

Do I have to be normal? Can´t I be different?"

"Answer me!"

"Does love choose us or do we choose love?"

"Am I being punished for loving? Or for loving the wrong kind?"

"Why does everything have to be complicated" 

The girl sighed. She lowered her head looking at her shoes. 

She was alone, wasn´t she ?

There was nobody. 

 

She was sitting on a bench.

Nothing surrounding her.

Only darkness.

 

"Are you sure about that ?" A voice interrupted her. 

She looked beside her. A light blinding her eyes. 

A blonde girl smiling. Who is she ?

A Godess? An Angel ? Or the star? 

"You were overthinking everything again right?" the blonde said. 

"You should not worry about others. Just focus on me. Only me."

"I don´t know you, who are you?" she asked the mysterious girl beside her.

"Trust me, you know who I am" the blonde said smiling. 

" No I don´t. I don´t even know your name, I can´t trust you."

"You know my name. Just take my hand and leave your mind and we will be one."

Trust me

All of a sudden the girl felt calm, every word that this stranger said relaxed every muscle in her body.

The blonde girl stared at her eyes and stretched her hand. 

"I´m scared. What if you let go?" 

"I won´t. Never" the blonde came closer to her.

"Jiwoo!" she whispered. 

Jiwoos eyes grew big in suprise. 

The girl distanced herself from her. 

"How do you know my name ?" Jiwoo questioned the blonde now looking at her eyes. 

"You were the one who told me." she answered. 

"I embraced you Jiwoo, I embraced love. I just had to say your name."

"Can you do the same?"

"Or are you to afraid?" 

The blonde got closer to her again, leaning on her side. near her ear. 

"Say my name Jiwoo" the girl whispered. 

Jiwoos heart beat was speeding up in an almost unhealthy way. Her heart felt like giving up. 

How was she supposed to say her name if she did not even know it? 

Did she know it ?

Yes she did, she was sure she knew  but she could not remember it. 

"What is my name Jiwoo?" the blonde was locking her eyes with hers again. 

"Please say it ? Take my hand. Embrace me."

"Embrace my love" the blonde said with teary eyes.

And then it hit her. 

How could she forget her? 

How dark was her world ? Was she always this weak ? 

How did she let darkness consume her? 

The blonde girl that was sitting besides her, the girl that was begging her to say her name. The girl that embraced her with all of her heart. How could she forget her. 

Shame consumed Jiwoo. She was so stupid. But now she knew. 

It was time to be strong. 

She remembered. 

Everything. 

Jiwoo stared at the blondes eyes not daring to look away. A strange warmth was spreading in her chest.

She took a deep breath

„Say it…“ the blonde muttered. 

Jiwoo was ready. Ready to embrace her.

Jiwoo smiled at the girl and let herself get consumed by the warmth that slowly engulfed her. 

 

Jungeun.

 

The faint stars above her started to shine brightly glowing brighter and brighter, absorbing the darkness. 

It was becoming harder to keep her eyes open, so she closed them. 

The strange warmth from before was tranquilizing.

She slowly opened her eyes again.  

 

Jiwoo was sitting on a bench.

Nothing surrounding her, 

Nothing besides light. 

 

 

 

A/N: Well I tried my best. This was something that randomly crossed my mind and i just wrote it down. I´m sure that there are going to be a alot of mistakes but my first language is not english so sorry for that hehehe ^-^