"I saw you in your tight- rocker pants you saw me too I laughed, cause I was completely trashed and I watched your ugly girlfriend sneer across the room as if I really care That she's here with you all I know is you're my object of affection. My drug of choice, my sick obsession- Kyuhyun I'm sitting here waiting why won't you call me? Kyuhyun I'm feeling pathetic I can't take rejection why wont you notice me?"
 

miyoung was waiting for Kyu at the karaoke bar like she always did when he finally did walk in when a huge smile swept over her face and she began waving her arms like she was retarded he told his girlfriend to go get something for them to drink and walked over to Enny smiling and laughed "You're drunk already aren't you?" She just nodded and swung her arms over his neck happily "You know it baby~" he was wearing those y pants he wore when he came to things like this Kyuhyuns girlfriend had a scowl over her face watching miyoung all over him, miyoung just gave a peace sign to her and stuck her tongue out. Which caused Kyus girlfriend to turn away mumbling curses to herself.  "So miyoung are you singing tonight?" Miyoung just laughed and shook her head slapping Kyus chest lightly.  "Very funny you know i have ing HORRIBLE stage fright! why would you even suggest that? Kyu just smile -damn him and that smile. "i'm wait a minute ! YAH DON'T HIT ME!" Miyoung stuck her tongue out "pft and what are you gonna do about it?!" She made a bring it gesture with her hands to him smirking "I'm not scared of you oppa!" Kyu just twitched "You know how lucky you are that you're a girl?!" he flicked her forehead "i win!" "We're not playing starcraft Cho Kyuhyun! you can't win at this!" He laughed at her "yeah because you at starcraft! so of course i could beat you at that!" Enny cocked an eyebrow at him  "You know what cho - you can S MY D!" Kyu raised his eyebrow "oh.. you have a ?! that explains so much now!" She slapped his arm "YAH! and its bigger than yours will EVER BEE!!" Miyoung smiled at his facial expression she saw her friend waving to her "i need to go now oppa~" She kissed his cheek and smirked at his girlfriends face who walked over to Kyuhyun with a PISSED off face miyoung skipped off happily to be with her friend right when she got far enough that smile turned into a frown ".." she mumbled leaning against a wall

afterwords miyoung y was sitting in her apartment staring at her phone waiting for a text or a call from Kyuhyun "this sorta feels like rejection.." She laid back on her bed and stared at the ceiling "its so weird."

Miyoungg was so in love with Kyuhyun it was ridiculous, she always tried her hardest to make him fall for, but he loved his girlfriend it would never happen

She thought about him all the time  She was always talking about him, he was her entire world, when someone mentioned his name her eyes light up INSTANTLY  Sometimes she flirted with other guys to get him to notice her -  but he didn't notice - he doesn't understand her feelings - he thought of her.. as a little sister -

but that was all going to change

Miyoung diary entry 1;  My instincts were in constant conflict. Trust him. Don't trust him. Kiss him. Don't kiss him. Call him. Don't call him. Tell him how you feel. No, it will scare him off. 

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Okay - this is chapter 1! ;D