"You're gonna change your name after graduation?" Irene asked when we got home

"Yeah i will, and i'll also handle the company of my dad"

"All of your future is planned huh?"

"Is it a bad or a good thing?"

"I don't see why would it be a bad thing, it's cool since you had plans"

"What about you love?"

She keep quite for a second "I.."

"What is it joohyun-ah?" I asked

She cupped my cheeks "Listen wendy, I won't fully leave you okay? My feelings will remain..our love will. I think it's time to tell you..."

"What are you talking about? You're making me nervous.."

"Everything is not in my plan wendy, having  us a marriage contract because of our parents is their plan but falling in love you isn't definitely included in my plan but that is the greatest thing i did. I enrolled to a school in New york to study my major subject there so i could be a professional teacher that was before i fall in love with you..i thought after a year i could go back to my normal life and forget about you but the moment you told me you love me and want me as much i do i hate planning..now i need to leave you again" She sighed 

"I keep on thinking if i should retreat and cancelled it just to be with you but the decision i made is to continue it because it's my dream wendy, don't misundertand me you are also my dream who became a reality"

I think my world had stopped going after she told me that.."T-That's great? You will be achieving your greatest dream love so don't worry about me continue to do things for your dream"

Irene looked at me with teary eyes "How can you day that i won't worry about you..i was thinking everynight if i did the right decision"

"You did love, just go follow your dream i won't be a obstacle for you" i said patting her head

"But i don't want to leave you.."

I smiled sadly "Like what you said our love will remain so don't worry"

The truth is it's very heartbreaking.

I don't want joohyun to leave me but it's her dream how can i object that? I should be contented since she accepted me as wendy and understand everything.

"I'm sorry, i told you i won't be leaving you but here i go leaving you again"

"Shh don't cry, i understand okay? For how long will you be gone? I assume it will be a year?" And she nodded

"4 years to be exact" she answered

4 years without joohyun by my side.

How can i endure it?

"When will you leave?"

"After our contract marriage"

Damn.

"I'm a little bit sad and i don't know what to feel" i said honestly

"Sorry love" 

I'm getting afraid now, what if we can't make it till the end? I'm never into long distance relationship cause based on how i saw it it is very hard and complicated 

"But It's okay joohyun, we still have months left and we'll make it the best okay?"

"We will.."

"Since i'm graduated we can now show the public our affection finally! No school will prevent us"

She laughed "I thought you like school?"

"I do when you're there but i really really hate it since i can't do stuff like this" i kissed her cheeks

"Me too"

"I will take you a lots of dates so be prepared"

"Ya earn more money for our future"

"Future can step aside first i want our present to