"You take the bed ill take the couch" I told her as I got out of the bathroom from my night care routine, she was already placing a pillow and blanket on the couch "No, this is your room you should take the bed" "It's okay your our guest" "No really, I'm good, I'll just sleep on the couch" Oh god! Neither of us clearly wants to lose this argument, she won't fit on the couch but still, she's too stubborn "Sooyoung you're too tall for the couch--- you know what screw it, let's just both sleep in the bed, its big enough for us" "Are you sure your okay with that?" "Not really but yeah, can't have you sleep in there" "Ohh someone's worried" She teased, as she sat on the other side of the bed, I placed a pillow in the center of the bed, we never know what this giant could do "I am, my guilt is eating me you know, this is all my fault" "No, it's okay it's not your fault, its bound to happen anyways" "But you can't blame me from being guilty" "I told you its okay" She chuckled a little while placing herself to bed I copied her before asking "Why are you laughing?" "Nothing you're just cute being all so worried like that" "Im feeling guilty Sooyoung" "Right. you're just guilty" Hurt. She sounded hurt, but she can't just expect something just because she was challenged or whatever, I know she expected me to like her after what she did, that's why I'm feeling even guiltier coz I know I can't give her what she wants, I faced her before talking again, she didn't look at me but instead she focuses on the ceiling "Look, Sooyoung, you can't just expect me to like you back just because you have proven yourself like that--- it's hard, you bullied me and you annoys the living out of me everytime our paths crossed, even if you apologized that won't go away just because you said you like me, love isn't a thing that you can have whenever you want Sooyoung, you can't buy love, I know you're used of getting what you want in a snap but love isn't some sort of a thing, you need to earn it before you can get it, you need to have the heart to do all that in order to get it, and I'm sorry if I can't give that to you, you need to understand that I don't know any of this, I don't even like girls Sooyoung" "Right. I get it, I'm sorry, goodnight Wendy" She turned her back at me, I blinked, was I too much? She never called me Wendy "Sooyoung" I called her, I was still staring at her back, she didn't respond, I don't think she's asleep though, I turned my back as well facing my nightstand, maybe I was too hard? ! She was just disowned by her own family now I gave another heartache, I sighed as I tried to sleep, for some reason I know something will definitely change ---------------------------- The ocean is calm, the horizon is clear enough for me to see a perfect view of the sunset, I hugged myself as I feel the breeze of the air and see some trees dancing along with it, after a little while of watching, I felt some warmth, behind me someone place a jacket to my shoulder, I look behind to check who it is, I was greeted by a genuine smile as she arranged the jacket to cover myself properly, I watch her and found myself enchanted by a never before sight of her smiling like this "Babe" I called out she hummed as a response and envelope me with a hug, my head placed on her chest I could clearly hear her heart soaring "I love you Seungwan" "I l----" "WENDY IM GOING TO BE LATE FOR THE MATCH GET UP!" I felt someone nudge me, I opened my eyes and saw seulgi already on her jersey, ! What's that dream about? I tried remembering my dream but what I can only remember are the beach and her, I called her babe so basically were girlfriends, but who was it? And why did she sound like Sooyoung though? Right--- Sooyoung she sleeps her last night, I turned my head to the other side of the bed but she was not there "Where's Sooyoung?" I asked seulgi as I walked towards the bathroom "She was out early, move faster wan Joohyun is on her way to pick us up" I heard the door click as seulgi went off my room, I took a quick shower and dress up casually knowing we won't have any classes since today is gonna be the last day of the Sports Fest, I made my way to the kitchen where I found mom talking to dad on the phone he was out for 3 days attending some convention, seulgi was already half finished eating when I sat down "Why didn't she wake me up" I asked seulgi while I pour some milk into my glasses "I don't know, she was already talking to mom