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That day.

 

 

Standing there, facing the window.

You just stood there.

 

Staring at the view, with your cold expression.

Totally ignoring the surrounding.

 

What surrounding?

 

Me.

 

I was crying.

Crying my eyes out.

My heart ached so much.

You’ve hurt me so much.

I was hurting.

 

And you don’t even care.

 

 

You said it’s been awhile.

You said you’ve been thinking about doing this since so long ago.

You said things aren’t the same anymore.

You said I’m just fooling myself.

You said a lot of things.

 

Eventually you said.

Stop.

 

Stop crying.

Stop acting.

Stop.

Just stop.

 

 

But I couldn’t stop.

 

My world is crashing down around me, how can I stop?

Everything I believed in our future is gone now, how can I stop?

My heart has been ripped apart, how can I not feel that?

 

You are leaving me.

 

How can I stop?

 

 

You started talking again.

But nothing came out except for those cold words.

 

You said.

Minki.

I have loved you.

Very much actually.

But it’s over.

It doesn’t feel the same anymore.

And I want to move on.

Without you.

 

You turned your gaze from the view.

You were looking at me.

But at the same time.

Not looking at me.

 

I was not in your eyes.

Not like how I was before.

 

 

It’s best for us if we end it.

 

Is all I heard from you.

 

 

The sound of your heels hitting the ground sync so well with my heart shattered into pieces.

With every step you took walking away.

The memories we once shared faded away as well.

Until everything fell into silence again.

 

 

I must have look so bad.

Ugly even.

Unlike how I used to look.

Well.

Try to look because of you.

 

Eyes so swollen I can’t see all the wounds you left on me.

My ears were buzzing.

But my heart beat was so loud for me to ignore.

At some point they started to ring.

A high pitch noise took over my ability to hear.

 

It’s good though.

 

It covered up the sound of me crying.

Screaming.

Pouring all my feelings out.

 

Boy.

How annoying that must be if I can hear it.

 

 

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