Who am I to you?

Do you see me?

Sometimes you make me feel I am everything you want, then you make me feel like I am nobody.

I see you smiling at her, laughing, holding her hands dearly. It hurts. Then you come, smiling , making jokes, holding my hands under the table.

What do you think of me? You said you will go anywhere with me. In the next moment, here I am, standing in the middle of a busy road, alone. Because you said you can't come, and I don't know where to go.

I said I was lonely. You ran here, took me outside. We laughed together, you held me dearly. I was happy. Then the call came. You said you have to go, she needed you. I smiled and let you go. Do you know how much it hurts?

I am selfish. You never said you loved me. I am stupid. I build a dream on my own with you. I am an idiot to fall in love with you. But I promise I will let you go, I will. 

Just give me some time to heal my broken heart.