Being Lonely
Description
Sometimes we all need times to ourselves. But what if when you are with your friends you still feel lonely. This dark abyss of self-hatred and emptiness is consuming me day by day but I act like I am alright because Its the right thing to do and well would someone actually understand me? Why do I have to laugh when all I want to do is stare into the emptiness and let this feeling consume my whole being. The moment I realized that I was actually lonely all this time and not alone, I feel myself slowly losing hope, hope to live for the next day.
Foreword
The screen reflects light upon my face as I stare into the loving eyes of my mom.
"Hows everything there darling? Is university life fun for you" My mom asked through skype.
"Yes mom I made a few friends already everything's fine," I said putting a smile on my face. No, mom, I'm not, I feel so pitiful that even in front of you I cant smile
"It's in the second drawer! Omg sorry, darling I have to go your dad needs me, Bye~".
As soon as the screen turns black I can feel my whole body shutting down. The coldness of the winter didn't even bother me might as well make my body feel numb, then maybe I can finally be at peace.
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