Hi everyone I hope you enjoy my oneshot ^^ let me know what you think about it. I was kind of difficult for me to write because i'm so used to having Mna go after Jihyo but I thought why not change it up a bit lol ^^ You all like that right? I believe you do lol  If i find any errors i'll edit them later lol 

 

She’s so beautiful, I think to myself. I keep a keen eye on her as she sleeps peacefully next to me. She must have had a grueling day at work. She was completely exhausted when she returned to our apartment. But that didn’t stop her from showering me with her beautiful gummy smile and heartfelt brown eyes. I’m surprised I didn’t have a heart attack right then and there.

We’re currently in my room, like we’ve done so many times before. This is where she said she felt the most at ease. I’ve always wonder why she feels that way. Was it because it has the perfect view of the moon and stars that she loves so much? I find myself gazing at her as she looks on in amazement at the nighttime sky. My eyes unconsciously trace the moles that painted her face. For me they’re the perfect constellation. 

Or maybe it’s because my bed was so comfy. It usually doesn’t take more than an hour for her to leisurely drift off to sleep. I’m usually left with the task of tucking her in at night. It doesn’t help my heart when she manages to cling to me as soon as I lie down. Those soft almost silent breaths of hers are my lullaby.

Or perhaps just maybe it’s because of me. Her and I always have a great time together. I’ve come to love making her grin and giggle until she’s red in the face. I’m surprised at myself, however. I would have never guessed doing simple things with her could bring me so much happiness.

Insignificant things like doing the dishes or going grocery shopping feel like an adventure when I’m with her. I have a fairly large group of friends, yet it’s only when I’m with her I can truly be myself, even if I’m a bit loud at times.

She’s not only beautiful in appearance but also in how she carries herself. I guess that comes from all the years of ballet she’s done. I’m envious of her and her career as a ballet teacher. Everyone that’s ever been lucky enough to have taken a lesson with her says she’s an amazing teacher. I would like to take some lessons from her but I’m not the graceful type. There’s no telling how many times I would probably end up falling flat on my face. Being in her presence makes me feel unhinged.

I on the other hand, only have a part-time job at the local supermarket. I still have a year before I can finish my degree in music production. I yearn to become a worldwide singer one day.

Sometimes my pride makes me feel ashamed of myself. I’m older than her yet she’s the one that mostly supports me. Without her I don’t know where I’d be. But despite that, she never once lets me think little of myself. “Don’t give up on your dreams Jihyo. You’re almost there just bare it a little longer,” are some of the many encouraging words she’s given to me. If it wasn’t for her cheering me on, I probably would have given up already. There’s many talented voices at the university I attend. But she often says there could be a million voices singing to her, yet she would still seek mine out. I still blush to this day whenever I think about that.

I exhale heavily sigh as my gaze lingers on her angelic figure. Is it selfish of me to want to be the only one who witnesses her like this? I yearn for the day where I can hold her and kiss her and make every day for her feel special.

You could ask me a thousand times and I still wouldn’t have an exact answer to when I started feeling this way towards her. Somewhere between the two years we’ve known each other, I gradually went from admiring her, to developing a strong crush on her. And as luck would have it, this wasn’t your typical crush that goes away after some time. No, this one, as hard as I tried still lingers.

I try so hard not to let these feelings get the best of me. But every time we’re alone together I feel them steadily begin to reappear. It’s absolute torture when night falls and I wake up in a cold sweat.

Dreams of her and I becoming intimate with each other are so vivid, I swear it feels real. Her moans; weak and soothing. The way her body shakes; abrupt and without apology. The way her body melts against mine; soft, hot and wet. I would sometimes have to relive myself… all the while imaging it were her hands instead of my own coaxing me closer to nirvana.

I know how that sounds and I promise I don’t dream about that on purpose. It just seems to happen when we invest a great deal of time together.

I read online somewhere that when you have those types of dreams about someone it usually means you want to be closer to them. But her and I are already close. She’s my best friend and most devoted confidant. It scares me to death that I’m somehow unsatisfied with our current situation that she invades my dreams as well.

I’m making a fool of myself for wanting something and someone I can never have. I’m gradually concluding that I’m indeed falling in love with her. No matter what I do I feels as if I’m falling into the madness that is love. The way she talks, the way she laughs, the way she smiles. I can’t get her out my mind?

I don’t think I’ll be able to keep all these feelings from bursting out of my heart for too much longer. It’s getting more demanding for me to do so especially when her friend Jeongyeon comes over to visit. I know they’re just friends, but jealousy rears its sinister head when they’re near to each other. I loathe this feeling and not being able to subdue it. Fate is laughing at me and it makes me want to scream.

I didn’t realize I was weeping until I felt a featherlike touch wipe my tears away. “Why are you crying Jihyo?” She questions in a soothing voice. “Mina, you’re awake! Did I wake you?” She doesn’t say anything yet her gaze on me with concern in her eyes speaks volumes.

I began to worry about what she may be thinking. I prayed I hadn’t given myself away tonight. I was about to ask her how her nap went but she began to speak first. “You know it devastates me to see you cry and not tell me what’s got you so upset.”

I don’t want her to worry about me, but I could never reveal the real reason I was crying. I’d rather take this awful secret with me to the grave. “I’m okay Mina. It must be my allergies acting up again.” I said while wiping my eyes. She finally sat

up so that her eyes were level with mine.

I wish she wouldn’t have done that. How does she expect me not to get lost in those chocolate-brown eyes of hers? She suddenly reached out to what I thought she would caress my face, but she didn’t. Instead, she urged me back into the bed and got on top of me.

She pinned both my arms to the bed. I tried pushing her away, but she wouldn’t let me go. I never knew she was this strong. “Mina let me go. It’s getting late, so we should get some sleep.” I tried getting up again, but she wouldn’t bulge.

“I’m not sleepy plus you haven’t told me why you were crying.” She had this stern look in her eyes. I knew when she got like this it wouldn’t be easy to get away from her now. “Mina l already told you it was just my allergies now please let me up now.”

I started getting upset at her stubbornness. “I know you’re lying, so stop it!” Her voice startled me as it had never gotten this loud before. I hate feeling so defenseless in front of others, especially in front of her.  

She’s stolen my heart and she doesn’t even recognize it. Why does my life have to be so complicated? Why did I have to fall in love with her? Why does my heart long for no one else but hers?

All these questions and thoughts were swirling around in my mind. I feel my tears fill my eyes to the brim. I fought with myself not to let them spill but it was no use. I just wanted to be normal like the other girls. I wanted to meet a charming boy and fall in love, get married and start a family of my own. That’s what I wanted but, in the end, I knew those things would never satisfy my heart. Only she possessed that power.

“Please let me go Mina. I won’t run away.” I crocked out. I listened to her takes a sharp breath. She finally lets my arms go, but she didn’t get off me. Rather, she wipes my tears for me.

“Are you aware how upsetting it is to hear you cry yourself to sleep every night and be unable to do anything to comfort you?” I was caught off guard by her confession. I thought I had hidden my burdens well, but it seems I was mistaken. “How did you know?” Was the only thing my lips could muster up to say.

“Just because I shut my eyes doesn’t mean I’m not aware of my surroundings. You have no idea how loud your pain is to me. Besides my family you’re their most important person in my life. If anything, or anyone is causing you to hurt, I want to be the one to stop it. Or, am I the one inflicting your pain?”

Her eyes held an agony within them that I haven’t seen before. The more I stared at her the more I felt my chest constrict. Is it possible that her and I share the same pain? I didn’t like the way her eyes were beginning to mimic mine. I’d lose it if she too started to cry. “Mina, you’ve done nothing wrong so please don’t ever think that way again.” I tried reassuring her.

“Then please, I’m begging you to tell me what’s causing your burden.” I looked away from her because I couldn’t take the look in her eyes or the pleading in her voice. “I... I can’t tell you, you’d never understand it. In fact, you’d just end up hating me for it. I know I already hate myself for it. I wouldn’t blame you if you did.”

 I had to be strong and shield her from this secret of mine. I would never forgive myself if it resulted in to any grief for her.

“I know you’re trying to shelter me from being hurt but it’s the words that you don’t say that hurt me the most.” I felt her gently grasp my face and slowly turned me back to her. I was gazing directly at her, yet it feels like she’s not only peering into my eyes but also my soul. “Please,” was all she whispered to me. 

In this moment I’ve reached the limit of my breaking point. I should know I can’t cross it, but it feels as if I’ll be torn to pieces if I don’t. I shut off my mind and let my heart speak for itself for once. 

“I... I’m ... in love with a woman.” I was so petrified she’d find me disgusting. I tried to run away again, only to have her once again pin me to the bed. This time, however, she intertwined her fingers with mine. A soothing act to quell the raging storm in my heart. I was beyond frightened at what she had to reveal after my confession that I dared not to confront her. 

I waited for what seemed like hours but, were mere seconds before she spoke. “I have a question to ask you and I would like it if you offered me your genuine answer okay Jihyo?” I stayed silent and gave a small nod. “You don’t have to look at me if you don’t want to but the woman you’re in love with, is she me?” 

My heart felt as if it would burst out my chest at any moment. How could she propose that question so easily when I’ve spent months agonizing over it? I finally mustered up the courage to finally glance at her. “Finally, she shows me her face,” she said smiling. How could she be smiling at a time like this? 

“So, am I the woman that’s causing you so much pain?” The sadness that was there before seemed to return to her eyes. I hate seeing her like that and it’s my own fault. I really am a fool. “Mina you’re not causing me any pain at all.” 

She finally loosened her grip on my hands, but she never stopped observing me. The silence between us was deafening. It was as if she wouldn’t move or talk unless I did. I wanted so badly to confess to her how I truly felt about her. But every time I tried to say something the words seemed to get caught in the back of my throat. It’s frustrating that can’t form simple words in front of her. 

She must have sensed I was fighting with myself because I felt her trace my face with the sweetest of touches. “You say I’m not causing you pain, but your actions tell me another wise. You’ve become such a critical aspect of my life now. I want you to know nothing you say or do can change that. You have to trust me when I tell you this because it’s all coming from my heart. I know you’re hesitant but please don’t shut me out of your life, instead let me bare your burden with you.” 

The more she spoke the more I felt myself fall deeper in love with her. There’s no escape for me now. She has to know what she does to me. Just as I had found the ability to speak again she rises off me and starts heading for the door. “Where are you going?” I asked in a panicked voice. Turning around I witness the gloomiest smile I’ve ever seen. 

“I’m just going to my room to rest like you said. It’s getting late, and you have class and work tomorrow, so we should get some sleep. Plus, I don’t want to agitate you more than I already have. I wish, you sweet and pleasant dreams now Jihyo.” That little quiver in her voice felt like a knife in my heart. She’s out of my room before I could utter another word. I blink once, and a waterfall of tears spilled over my cheeks. Physical pain could never compare to those of the heart and soul.

I laid there on my bed for the longest time replaying the events that happened tonight. How I could be such a coward? All she wanted was for me to be open and honest with her. It feels as if I’ve failed the biggest test of my life. My conscious is eating me alive. There’s no way I could go to sleep without revealing to her the truth.

Thus, I summoned up what little courage I had left and made my way to her room. I knocked lightly on her door but received no answer. I wasn’t positive if she was upset with me or if she had fallen asleep. I made sure my steps were as quiet as possible as I entered her room. 

I made my way over to her bed to find her snoring quietly. Without thought my hand brushed a few strands of hair away from her face. Sometimes I wish she hadn’t moved here from Japan. But then at the same time if she hadn’t we could have possibly never met. The thought alone frightens me more than falling in love with her. 

Shaking her gently, she beings to stir slowly. I forgot how difficult it was to wake her up sometimes. “Ugh, five more minutes please,” she whined. I’d be lying if I said she wasn’t the most charming woman I’ve ever known. 

Not knowing how long it would take to finally wake her I decided to utilize the only method I knew would get her up quickly; my loud voice. I placed my lips directly beside her ear and spoke to her. “Mina I need you!” Within seconds she was startled out of her sleep. 

“Huh, Jihyo is that you?” She said in a groggy voice. She, at last, opened her eyes enough to focus on me. “What’s wrong Jihyo? Did you have a bad dream? Are you injured anywhere?” All those questions she was asking only served to make me smile from ear to ear. “Why aren’t you speaking? Is it something bad?” 

I didn’t respond back to her rather, I secured her in my arms and embraced her tight. Her arms automatically embraced me as well. “Mina?” I say in a weak voice. “Please forgive me for causing you worry when you only wanted to aid me. I ask your forgiveness for not being honest and open with you about my feelings.” 

I stop hugging her, so I could gaze at her directly in her eyes. “You asked me earlier if you were the woman that was causing me pain, well you’re not. On the contrary, you’re the only one that brings me peace when I have my self-disruptive moments. You never go a day without telling me how special and cared for I am. I feel the safest when I’m near you.” 

Now here comes the difficult part; telling her I’m in love with her. “Back in my room you asked me if you were the woman I was in love with and...” I paused for a moment. It was only now that I had really thought about what she had asked me before. 

Why would she even ask me unless she already knew my feelings for her? The realization hit me like a ton of bricks. “What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost Jihyo,” she said with worry in her eyes. 

“You knew?” I gasped in disbelief. “I knew what?” “My… my feelings towards you, you knew about them, didn’t you?” I asked again. It seemed like she finally got what I was talking about. 

“Well to be honest I didn’t notice your feelings for me until I was speaking with Jeongyeon.” “Jeongyeon? What does she have to do with this?” I didn’t mean coming off so strong. I seem to have a habit of that when she mentions her name. Despite that she blessed me with one of her radiant smiles. 

“Surprisingly, she doesn’t have anything to do with this but what she said does.” I started thinking what Jeongyeon could have said to tip her off. In the end I figured that asking would be better than assuming things. “May I ask what she said?” 

“Well, we were chatting one day, and she asked how you were doing. I described to her how you had been acting strangely and secretive these past months and she suggested that you possibly had a crush on someone.”

“The more I thought about it the more it did seem like you had a crush on someone. But what I couldn’t comprehend was why you were acting that way towards me. You never look me in the eyes when we talk anymore. And on the off chance that you do it’s never more than a couple of minutes before you say you have to leave. When we’re out you’ve stopped holding my hand. Before you used to love doing that every chance you got. But do you want to know what really gave me a clue about your feelings towards me?” 

I could only shake my head at her question. “Whenever Jeongyeon and I are together, you always give her an icy glare. Even when she’s not here and I mention her you seem to get very irritated. You may not notice but you start to frown and pout. To be honest I find that completely adorable.” I feel my entire face heat up. No doubt she can see the red hue. 
  
I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt her lightly touch my hand. “Jealously, nervousness, avoidance. I mean aren’t those the classic signs that someone has a crush on you?”

I struggled so hard to hide my feelings for her that I had failed to notice that she was quietly observing me slowly nudging her away. I felt my entire body go numb at the thought of her thinking I didn’t want to be close to her. Nothing could be father from the truth. 

“Hey now don’t cry I don’t like it when you cry. Here, lie down next to me and tell me what’s been on heart.” She cleared a place for me next to her and held me close in her embrace. I get absorbed in her beauty for the hundredth time tonight as she wiped my tears away. 

When I finally calmed down, I noticed she was gazing at me as if she was waiting for me to speak. I guess I can’t hide from her anymore not that I wanted too. This battle I’m fighting has become to exhausting for me to keep up with. 

“Mina.” I say in a muffled voice. “My feelings, for you, go far deeper than any crush I’ve ever had. I really did try to stop these affections I had for you, but it seems like the more I tried, the deeper I fell for you.”
  
Taking a moment to gather all my thoughts I hesitantly continue. “I think… I mean I know I’ve fallen in love with you and I hope that you won’t hate me because it would destroy me if you did.” 

Her embrace on me tightens. I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. I hope it’s the latter, though. “I know it’s immoral for me to feel this way about you. but I couldn’t help but fall for you. You are kind, caring, loving and you’re the truest friend I’ve ever had.”

“I do get envious when someone gets close to you. I know I have no right to feel that way. But I want to be the one you wake up to. The one you hold close at night. And the one you kiss.” 

My voiced cracked a few times when I was telling her. I felt relieved she knows, but at the same time I’m petrified. She hasn’t said anything yet. I hope my confession didn’t offend her in any way because that wasn’t my intention. I only wanted her to know how I truly felt about her. 

“So, do you think I’m a disgusting erted freak like I do?” When she only stared at me with a scowl on her face I pulled away from her. I don’t think there’s any way she couldn’t feel that way towards me. I was almost free when I felt a strong grasp around my wrist. 

“Don’t run from me Jihyo, not again. You’ve had your time to talk now let me have mine.” She said in a stern voice. I decided to give her my full attention as I didn’t want to annoy her more than I already had. 

“Now you listen to me. I don’t ever want to hear those words come out your mouth again. You’re not a freak nor are you a ert. I’m thankful that you finally opened up to me. I can’t tell you how worried I was seeing you in so much pain. I never in my life want to see that again.”

The intensity of her eyes has me grasping for breath. “As for you falling in love with me, I’ve had some time to think about it. And whether I thought about you as my friend or how couples think about each other I still came to the same conclusion…”

My heart started pounding when she paused. What kind of decision could she have come too? I know I shouldn’t get my hopes up of her wanting the same thing I did. I knew that would be a long stretch, but some part of me nevertheless had a tinge of hope. 

She didn’t freak out at my confession but comforted me instead. She was more upset with the fact that I tried to run away from her than my love confession to her. That has to mean something good right? 

“And what conclusion did you come to Mina?” I asked timidly. She takes her time to search my eyes. For what I’ll never know because I feel myself get lost in a trance set by her. “That I still think the world of you. I would protect and love you with all my heart and nothing and no one would ever change that.

“But I’m afraid that my feelings for you on a more intimate note aren’t as strong as yours. I’m not saying that I’m disgusted by the way you feel because I’m not. I just need more time to sort out all my feelings and I would like for us to get back to where we were before all the confusion took place. Do you think we could do that?”

“Of course, Mina I’ll do anything you ask me to do.”  “Good now let’s lie down and really get some sleep,” she said while laughing. I turned so my back was facing her and to my surprise she wrapped her arms around me. Grounding me in her embrace. For the first time in a while I was at peace. I prayed that this feeling would never leave me.

In the upcoming months Mina and I grew closer. I no longer had to hide my feelings from her like I did before. We practically did everything together now to the point I thought she might get tired of me. Knowing her I knew she would never feel that way.

Tonight, I wanted to do something special for her. She’s been so understanding with me, even if she didn’t feel the same way as I did. And that’s something I will not take likely. I decided to carry out my plan tonight as she would be working a couple of hours late this evening. I just hope she likes my simple present to her.

It was passing nine when she finally made it home. Is it strange that I get excited just by the sound of her keys unlocking the door? “Jihyo, I’m home.” I heard her cry out to me. She’s been doing that a lot lately and I thought it was so cute and sweet.

“I’m in my room Mina.” I called back to her. It didn’t take long for her to put her things away and enter my room. I’ve noticed she no longer knocks on my door before entering my room. It’s like I don’t have any privacy anymore but then again, I have nothing to hide from her.

“Sorry it took so long I had to finish a few things up.” She immediately sits down on my bed. “You didn’t have to be in a rush to get home to me Mina.” I said while smiling. I could have sworn that I saw her blush.

“Ahh well I had to make sure you were okay,” she said shyly. “You could have called and checked up on how I was doing.” She looked as if she had been caught off guard. This time I’m sure she blushed. “Ye… yes well it’s always best to make sure in person. Umm… anyway have you eaten already?”  

“I had some noodles when I got home, but I was waiting for you to come home so we could have dinner together.” She melts my heart every time she smiles.

“Where would you like to eat Jihyo?” Her soft voice still makes my heart race. “Hmm let’s order in pizza tonight. I know you’re tired from work.” “Hmm that’s a good idea. I’ll go order it now okay.” “Wait!” I said as she was about to walk out the door. “I have something for you.”

Walking over to my nightstand and pulled out my gift for her. “Here I made this for you.” My hands were shaking nervously as I handed her the booklet. “Oh, what’s this?” she said while looking through it.

“It’s a coupon book you can use whenever you want. If you need me to give you a back massage, I’ll do it for you. If you’d like me too I’ll cook you breakfast or dinner or even both.”  “You’ll do all that for me?” she smiled while looking through the booklet.

“Of course, I’d do anything for you.” I see astonishment etched on her face. She suddenly becomes silent. I’d give anything to know what she’s thinking now. “May I use one of the coupons now?” Now I was the one that was surprised. I never expected for her to use one so quickly, but nonetheless I  nodded my head.

“Then I want you to make a promise with me.” I wonder what kind of promise she has in mind. “I want you to promise me that you’ll always come to me whenever you have a problem or if you need help with anything. I don’t ever want to see you in that much pain again. I also need you to promise me that you will think more highly of yourself and not put yourself down because you’re perfect just the way you are.”

I’m at a loss for words. I wasn’t expecting her to say anything like that tonight. “And the last one I need you to make is to promise me, Jihyo.” I’m snapped out of my stupor when she caresses my face. “Ye… yes Mi… Mina.” It’s amazing how she can reduce me to a babbling mess with one touch.

“I want your face will be the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning. The last thing I see when I close my eyes at night. Can you promise me all those things?” I was so taken back by her answer that the only thing I could do was awkwardly nod my head yes. I probably looked like a fool with a big dumb smile on my face, but I didn’t mind being a fool in front of her.

 “Good. Now I’d like to seal these promises with something special.” I wonder what kind of sealing we’ll be doing tonight. I mentally slap myself at that thought. I didn’t want to turn something special into something obscene.

She grasped both my hands together with her own she pulls me down to sit next to her. I was close enough now to see just how nervous she was. Every time I looked into her eyes she would look away and I felt her hands shake every now and then.

“Mina what’s wrong?” I asked worriedly. She looked at me and smiled. “There’s nothing wrong but could you do me a favor and close your eyes for me?” Part of me wanted to do as she askes, but the other part was reluctant. “You aren’t going to do anything funny are you?” I said jokingly. “Shh and just trust and listen to me okay?”

Without a moment’s hesitation I shut my eyes and wait for her. I felt the bed start to dip down and her grasp around my hands tightened. The scent of her lavender perfume gradually grew stronger with every passing second. My heart’s beating rapidly at her steady moments.

I was almost going to ask what she was doing until I felt her lips press softly against mine. There was a moment of indecision within me as she kissed me. So soft are her lips that for a moment I believed they were made of silk.

I didn’t know what to do. My thoughts were all over the place. Should I stop her, or should I kiss her back? What does this kiss even mean? What did she mean when she wanted me to be the first and last thing on her mind?

All these questions were running through my mind until I felt her let go of my hands to caress my face. The desire to kiss her grew deeper and deeper. So much so that I couldn’t deny my lips anymore from moving against hers. My hands seemed to have a mind of their own.

Before I knew it, they were wrapped tightly around her waist pulling her closer to me. There was no fight for dominance with this kiss. Instead it was full of love and affection. It felt as if tonight love had finally blessed me and I couldn’t be any happier. I didn’t open my eyes until I felt her pull away slowly.

She rested her forehead against mine and the first thing I see are those stunning brown eyes of hers that I’ve come to love so much. We remained locking eyes with each other for what seemed like an eternity. I can still feel her lips against mine.

“How are you feeling now, Jihyo?” She asked in a quiet voice. “I feel … I feel.” I couldn’t get my words to come out because the feeling was too wonderful to put into words. I did however manage to give her a goofy smile. I think she must have got what I was trying to say because she gave me a small grin.

I wanted to ask her what the kissed meant and if she felt the same way about me as I did about her, but I didn’t want to ruin the moment. “I bet you’re probably wondering why I kissed you right?” she said while laughing. Is she a mind reader or am I just that easy to read?

“I am but I must be honest that I am a little apprehensive about your answer.” I said while looking down. I was hoping for the best but preparing for the worst. It terrified me how with a few words she could break me completely. I felt her grasp my chin and raise it, so I was looking directly into her eyes.

“I kissed you because there is nobody like you. I’ve never encountered someone who cares for me so deeply and as sweetly as you do. These past three months have been some of the most joyous times I’ve ever experienced in my life.”

“When you’re by my side, I feel at ease and when you’re not I wish you were. The more time we spend together the more my thoughts and feelings center around you and making you happy. I adore you in more ways than I can say, and more than my actions can show. I want to thank you for falling in love with me and allowing me to see just how much of an incredible person you are. I guess what I’m trying to say is I’ve fallen for you, and I have no regrets about doing so. I would be honored to be the one you wake up to. The one you hold close at night. The one you kiss.” 

There goes my heart again racing at the speed of light. No other voice has had this big an impact on me. “I can’t believe you remembered that.” I felt the corners of my lips turn up to form the biggest smile I’ve ever made. “So, will my Jihyo keep the promises I asked of her?” she said with an equally big smile on her face.

“If you kiss me like you did I’ll do anything you tell me.” “Jihyo!” she said as she lightly punched my shoulder. It’s cute seeing her get embarrassed at my silliness. “I’m only kidding Mina but I would like it if you promised me something as well.”

“Of course, what would you like me to do?” “Promise me that you’ll allow me to make you the happiest woman in the world.” I heard her sigh before she spoke. “There’s no need for that promise because you’ve already made the happiest woman in the world.” Just when I thought my heart couldn’t love her any more than it does she goes and says such sweet things to me.

“Well it’s getting late, so I’ll just go and order the pizza okay Jihyo?” Before she could make it to the door I lightly took hold of her hand and drew her back to me, where she belongs.

Without words I allow her to feel what my heart feels. Once our lips met for a second time I knew I never wanted to kiss another’s lips. Intoxicated by her gentle touch I wanted nothing more than to cherish her here in my arms and kiss her with all the desire I could gather. Her knees buckled for a brief second. I dared not let her fall while she’s in my arms.

We kissed until our lungs cry out for oxygen. “Wow that was…wow.” I smirk to myself at how breathless she is now. I’m glad I’m not the only one that enjoyed that.

There was almost space left between us as I held her here in my arms. Eventually both our breathing returned to normal. Such a soothing sensation to feel her breath on my lips.

I wanted to reclaim her lips again but knowing me I don’t think I’d be able to stop in a timely fashion. “I think you should go and order the food now before we let the place close Mina.” I’m still not willing to let her go. Hearing her sigh, I knew she felt the same way I did.

 “Alright but I won’t be long okay?” She reluctantly lets me go. “I don’t mind how long you take just as long as you’ll return to me. I’ll wait for you forever.” Though the situation wasn’t a serious one I wanted her to know how she’s captivated me.

“You’re too sweet to me you know, that right?” A huge blush graces her face. “I can’t help it; one kiss and I’m already addicted to you.” A coy smile tugged at my lips. “I can’t believe I fell for such a smooth talker,” she said while laughing.

“Anyway, I’ll go order the food and you wait here.” I nodded to her and she left to go make the order. I was sitting on my bed thinking about everything that had happened tonight. It didn’t seem real at first and I had to pinch myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.

Finally, for once in my life everything seems to be falling into place. I’m happy and the girl of my dreams is really here with me. And on top of that we both share the same feelings for one another. I’m lost in my own little world when she returned. “They said it would be about thirty minutes before they get here.” She takes her place beside again. Every time we make the slightest eye contact she looks down at the floor. It’s so adorable how she’s suddenly shy now. “So, what do you want to do in the meantime Jihyo?”

“Well, there’s only one thing I can think of that two people can do on a bed.” The look she gave me was priceless. It was a mixture of disbelief and shock and I couldn’t help but laugh at her. “Jihyo!” she shrieked as she was lightly slapping me on the arm.

“Mina, I only wanted to cuddle with you. I think someone needs to get their mind out the gutter.” I continued to giggle at her as she tried to hide her face from me. I grab both her hands so that I could look at her.

“I’m only teasing you Mina, but I really would love it if we could hold each other if you’re not too upset with me.” I added a little aeygo at the end in hopes of making her smile.

“Well I am tired, and I guess you would make a pretty good pillow.” I could tell she was also teasing me as well. I laid down first. Opening my arms as she takes her place beneath my chin. My arms automatically wrap themselves around her, the only one that could ever complete me.

“I guess I was right after all.” “Hmm? What were you right about Mina?” she looked up at me and smiled. “You do make a pretty good pillow.” I couldn’t help but chuckle at her cuteness. I kissed her forehead and she went back to resting in my embrace.

 “So, can I call you mine, Mina?” I wait anxiously as she takes her time with the question. “I don’t know. Can you?” She’s laughing like crazy but it’s all music to my ears. “Mina,” I whine. “Okay Jihyo how is this for an answer?” Within in seconds her lips and mine are connected once more. I must say this is the best answer I could have ever hoped for.

 

You guys don't know how long it took me to edit and then redidt this lmao but it's so worth it <3