No. No. No. I shouted in my head and run with all my heart. It's too loud. I can't handle this. I tried to stop the noises, covering my ears with my hands.

Tears starts to stream down without me knowing. I don't want to hear this. It's too noisy.

"Honey?" I heard a knocked from the door. I didn't realised that I had I locked myself in the school's store room.

"Hey, it's mom" the soft voice said, calming me. The only voice I wanted to hear.

I crawled slowly to the door, my shivering hand turn the knob and when it's open a pair of arms picks me up and hugs me.

"It's okay. It's gonna be okay"