I could hardly believe it when i heard the news today. They said you were leaving me. To god knows where.

I never thought that one day you would leave my side. I never thought that one day i will sent you off. To the place that i could not reach.

You gave me place to live. You gave me strength to continue on. You gave me love to share. You gave me a reason to live. You gave me all of you. The precious you.

Now tell me how am i supposed to live when the reason i've been living for is gone? 

You once say you will never leave me alone. Well, you lied.

You promise forever for us. I said 'forever is not existed.' but you said 'i dont know until when is forever but i promise, i will be with you till my last breath.' thats not a complete lie tho you breaks my heart.

Now that i've been loving you so long, i coudlnt find the reason in me to smile. You brought them away with you. But then, how can i blame you when you gave me your all just for me to carry on. 

You were my guardian angel. Now you have become the real angel.

And i realised, you didnt leave me alone too, cause i believe you'll always be there for me. Watching me from the above, all shining and sparkling. 

This time i promise you, i will live my life to the fullest. For us. For you. I promise to smile everytime i am reminded of you cause you deserves all the smiles. I promise that i will come and see you