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저 멀리 스며들어

igeon kkumi aniraneun deut

nunmureul heureugo

heuryeojineun neoui dwitmoseubeun

jeo meolli seumyeodeureo

Tears are falling

As if telling me that this isn’t a dream

The fading sight of your back

Grows blurry and faraway

(차가운 밤에 On A Cold Night - VIXX)

It took 6 years.

It took 6 years for Wonsik to ruin their relationship.

It took 6 years later for Hakyeon to realize that (sadly) he once wrote a blog about cheating stuff.

Which ironically,

Happened to him,

(Almost, exactly or more) 6 years later.

Hakyeon thought it’s a bull when Wonsik said that he only love him no matter what,

Even after he got busted by his own carelessness,

Funny how one day; in a bright and sunny Monday, Wonsik sent a wrong chats,

And he called someone else with a pet name.

(, Hakyeon knew they're both not the cute and romantic couple ever, but seriously? It broke his heart into pieces)

It’s a bull when Wonsik said that there's no way he gonna ruin all the years for someone else that (Hakyeon believe) has a better appearance than what Hakyeon has.

Even after a few weeks of broken up,

Even after Hakyeon (kind of) found out the truth from some friends that work at the same place with Wonsik,

Hakyeon think that he doesn’t really need to know the real reason of why Wonsik did that horribly thing.

All the reasons that Wonsik said to him…

Those nonsense excuses…

Does he thought that Hakyeon going to believe that?

A liar will always be.

Liar, liar.

After almost a year living in shades of grey,

After so many non-sense verbal fights for the past months,

He lives in overthinking and feeling insecure 25/8,

(Hakyeon always believe on his guts, his feelings, it never gone wrong)

The truth final