A/n: since this is a failed oneshot anyway, I’m editing this story so every chapter contains 1 diary entry only (for faster updates 😂 and for easier reading too tho lol. I think it was kinda hard reading 6k words in a chapter 😂😂)

August 9, 2017. 9.30 P.M., in my room

Tonight, from my room window, I can see that Yesung is fighting with Heechul. Again. He tried explaining to her that it was a joke, but she just wouldn’t listen. He seems so frustrated though...

So I texted him if he was okay, and he said that he's fine, "just usual Heechul drama" he replied as he looks out from his window to me and shrugged as if it's a normal thing. But everyone knows, he's not. He really likes her that much... :( so I tried to change the topic by asking him what made Heechul upset, and he said it was just one of his jokes

"I just told her that her locker looked exactly like what a unicorn vomit would looks like. All pink and glitter"

To be very honest, it was indeed funny though, so I laughed, and he seems to see that, so he smiled at me. Asdfghjkl did you notice how cute his smile is?. And he even texted me

"Seriously Wookie, you're the only person in this world who gets my humor :))"

I am. We've been best friends since even before both of us can remember. I don't remember a single day without him by my side, and we're laughing at each other's stupid jokes, share the same hobby, the same music taste, etc.

It's as if I'm the only one who understands him. I am, though :(

It's always been the two of us. Just the two of us that I dared to feel a little bit more. That I wanted something more than friends.

That I dared to like him, even though I know he will probably never look at me. But that's fin