Is it bad?

 

 

Is it bad that I keep clinging onto him?

 

 

Whenever I see him, I can’t help but stare at him.

 

 

His personality is glowing.

 

 

It attracts me.

 

 

But he never sees me.

 

 

Barely a notice.

 

 

But the notice that he does give me is when he texts me.

 

 

What’s the homework for chem? He would type.

 

 

The two replies I would give are either; There is none. Or. It’s on the website.

 

 

Thanks. Was usually what he would reply with.

 

 

I know I should stop this one-sided love.

 

 

But I can’t.

 

 

When we do have short conversations, it’s all I think about.

 

 

Sometimes I spend days rethinking.

 

 

Reliving those conversation moments and I’d think.

 

 

Am I insignificant?

 

 

Is this just our relationship?

 

 

Should I make a move?

 

 

Can I stop thinking of him?

 

 

Maybe I should just stop.

 

 

 

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