You build me up, you knock me down...

This love of ours...of MINE is a one way street. I know it is. But it's so hard to turn away when you lure me in. Building up my hopes that what I feel for you can and will be returned...it never is.

Provoke a smile, and make me frown

You are the king of run around, you know it's true...

But even knowing that you don't love me back that you never will I continuously fall into your trap. Over...

and over

and over again.

And it ing hurts.

You chew me up you spit me out

Enjoy the taste I leave in your mouth

You look at me I look at you

Neither of us know what to do...

Oh but that's not true is it, my dear Baek?

You know you have me under your thumb.

You know I don't want to be free...

Maybe I'm more of a masochist than I thought I was because even though this dance we do is killing me inside...I somehow gain some sort of sick pleasure from it.

But of course...

That makes you the sadistic one of us...

Do you like that? Do you enjoy that? When i shiver just at the mention of you? Don't lie, my dear...lies never get you anywhere.

Immobilized by the thought of you

Paralyzed by the sight of you

Hypnotized by the words you say

Not true but I believe 'em anyway

So even as you say you care (and I know you lie)

I wonder just who are you trying to convince the most?

Me or you?

You do know i've seen you with him?

You do know i've seen his face?

You do know I know his name?

Yixing...such a pretty name for such a pretty person

I can see why you're attracted to him.

But I cannot see why not me?

Why stay if you