Its a lazy afternoon, Jaemin sighed which is probably already the 50th time he did today he's been tossing around in his bed for the past last 2 hours to be exact not knowing what to do

Jaemin sighed again, make that the 51st sigh of the day he's just so bored and don't know what to do since the other members is busy with their own thing all he is left with is just jisung who's probably sleeping soundly right now in the next door room and of course the Resident cute dreamy couple Renjun and Jeno in the living room probably doing something he doesn't wanted to know 

Yet again jaemin sighed for the 52nd time of the day, it's not that he's just jealous of jeno and renjun's relationship or the hyungs relationships​ it's just he's tired of seeing each one of them have to lovey doveying in front of the others and even as far as showing extreme level of Public Display of affection

Jaemin remember one time he walked into Ten and Johnny making out in the kitchen counter and god he wanted to puke on sight and just leave the hell Outta there erasing those horrible and terrible memories

It's 14:05 now, jaemin hasn't even stepped out from his shared bedroom with Chenle, another lovestruck little bird he thought, if Johnny and Ten's making out session was gross and traumatizing for jaemin wait until you see how disgustingly Jisung and chenle heart eyes for each other

Okay you know what? Maybe he is jealous after all with the others relationship i mean, every morning his hyungs will kiss each other and say they will say each of their own "i love you" and etc all of that sweet love romantic bull

Jaemin wanted those too, he wants morning kisses, sweet beautiful cliché heart touching love confession or even get asked out for a date but he just shakes his head and walked out of the room heading towards the kitchen

He walked towards the fridge and opened it to grab a bottle of his last remaining orange soda, after he is done he goes into each room of the dorms trying to look for a single sight for the other 3 occupants he is left with 

"Oh jaemin you're finally awake" comes from a teenager with his messy redish-blonde hair walking closer to jaemin

"God sake renjun don't just pop out of nowhere you scared me shirtless!" Jaemin mentally curses even more in his head as sighed in relief earning a low giggle from the older 

"Sorry did i surprise you? I didn't mean it since you suddenly appear here when i remember you were still in your bed" renjun remarked while is making a tea into his favorite moomin printed mug 

"No it's okay I'm just not well aware enough, hey where's jisung? I thought he was with us too but he's not in his room"  jaemin wonders sitting down in one of the dinning room chairs, resting his chin in one of his hands. 

"Oh? Jisung? He went out an hour ago he and chenle apparently have some secret date they arranged by themselves" the red haired boy said while sipping his hot tea , who the hell even drink a hot tea in this godforsaken hot weather? 

"Ugh those kids why are they so cringe worthy sometimes" jaemin mumbled under his breathe groaning out loud earning a look from renjun who was blowing out his tea even more

"Don't be like that, just because you're single doesn't mean you're​ allowed to make fun of the others ~" renjun playfully while a stupid grin crept in his face Before leaving jaemin in the kitchen alone, speechless. 

what the hell? Making fun of others relationship just because I'm single ??? Now why in the world would i even do that?? 

15:01 

jaemin walked into the bathroom with towel on his shoulders, the others hasn't comeback yet and he thinks to his own self now why would he even wait for the others if he just wants to shower 

It's almost evening and his body just smells purely like bed, sweats and technically those smells what girls called 'boys smell' he first at thought wonders what the hell does that even mean but after sniffing his own body i guess you can finally know he understands what does it means now 

When he was about to grab the door handle of the bathroom he was suddenly knocked out hard by the door itself pushing him down to the floor, jaemin released a loud grumble and some curse words along the lines while trying to stand up 

"Oh jaemin are you alright??" It was jeno, jeno rushed himself over jaemin to help him hand up looks at the younger boy's face trying to look for any sign of injuries 

"Aside from the throbbing pain in my forehead yes I'm okay jeno" The brown haired boy replied while trying to hold himself being sarcastic to the older boy who is just..... Wearing a towel around his waist? 

Jeno sighed in relief and pats jaemin's shoulder "hey I'm sorry okay?I hould've been more careful" he trailed off before he leaves into his and renjun shares room

Jaemin was honestly blanking by the whole time to the point he didn't even realise he just walked inside the bathroom, all he could think of is just one thing 

jeno looks so ....Hot in that towel oh god.

He shakes his thoughts away and slaps his cheeks lightly and shook his head slightly and take deep breathe "calm down Na Jaemin! What were you thinking about... Jeno is renjun's boyfriend" he sighed, p.s : For the 53rd time jaemin then turn the shower knob into the right only to be greeted by Luke warm water, oh great. Jeno just took all of the warm water 

Jaemin sighed again, for the 54th time, and by this time he's wondering why isn't his lungs tired yet from all of that sighing.

 

16:30 

"hey jaemin" Renjun pokes the boy who's busy focusing on his laptop.

"What?" 

"Want to come join me and jeno for moomin marathon? It'll be fun"

"Fun my , I'd rather have myself here doing my important thing" he lied, he wasn't even sure what in the world is he doing right now he just opens up his laptop and been aimlessly scrolling on the endless random videos on YouTube, aslo it's been 20 minutes since he started scrolling btw. 

Renjun pouts and shoves jaemin into the side aggressively "no need to be rude! We were just offering you since you looked really bored and been sighing for well since this morning!" He continued while standing up walking out of the room "anyway if you change your mind. . you know where to find us right?" He added while smiling sweetly to jaemin Before heading off

bump jaemin's heart says, the way renjun smIle like that makes his insides and mind go Dugeun-Dugeun? jaemin shakes his thoughts again and faceplams his own face oh jaemin what are you doing? You're Seriously seriously have fallen in love with both of your friend? 

Not to mention both of them are dating each other oh just great. 

Jaemin tossed the pillow that been covering his legs aside and put his laptop away grunting a little as he thinks he couldn't really believe he's gonna do this, watch him regret this decision in the morning tomorrow 

He walked in to the living room and sees the TV is already playing the familiar cartoon that renjun like, he crept up into the sofa and sees Renjun leaning against jeno while jeno is playing with Renjun's hair they were Aslo covered in big blanket, it's not long before jaemin presence were noticed by the two older males, renjun quickly sits up and looks so flustered as he try to look around the room awkwardly while jeno just calmly sits up and fake a cough 

"Well well well, Junie, look who have decided to abandon his important works and join us here?" He speaks up with that smug smile on his face, god jaemin wanted to punch him so bad right now if only his heart isn't pounding or palpating in a weird manner "jaemin come sit down here" Renjun warmly said Patting the middle empty spot of the sofa giving jaemin a welcome smile 

oh , why am i being like this again.... 

well otherwise than his stupid heart and mind he sits down in the middle of the sofa and jeno puts the blanket over him. The very first thing he got from this experience is noticing how Renjun smells like Strawberry and jeno smells like Vanilla, which makes those scent dances in jaemin's nose. Aside from that, 20 minutes into watching another episode of moomin Renjun rests his hand on jaemin's thighs i result of sending alarm into Jaemin's brain and mind, he tried so hard not blush at the sudden affection 

"Hey, you two, I'm gonna go get us some snacks don't do anything alright?" Jeno gets up from the sofa and walked of into the kitchen, of course before jaemin catching that weird wink jeno did before he went. It's just him and renjun now, why is his heart beating very fast right now? Na Jaemin god you gotta control yourself he thought to himself

"Hey jaemin, you alright?" Renjun suddenly asked looking at him with concern painted all over his face , renjun hold jaemin hand and oh boy, jaemin feels like he's going to explode now his face is starting to get even more red he tries to avoid Renjun's gaze "y-yeah I'm good nothing's wrong" he Lied pathetically​ and mentally facepalming himself "no you're not there's something Wrong, you're avoiding my face" the older murmured and went closer and closer 

"Tell me." 

. I'm doomed 

"nothing renjun i s-swear-" jaemin stuttered and gulped his saliva down nervously renjun however is unconvinced and went even more closer to jaemin now until there is no more space between them, their fave are so close to each other, jaemin couldn't help but to stare at The red haired boy's soft beautiful lips 

"You sure....?" Renjun​ asked again but this tone his tone is so calm, gentle which frustrated jaemin even more, jaemin tried to back away but renjun Actually holds both of his wrist so he couldn't move "r-renjun?" Renjun's strawberry scent is now getting even more strong and jaemin's breathe hitched slightly at the aroma 

Then it happened.

boom, renjun kissed jaemin, in the lips.

Jaemin was shook™(I'm sorry) he don't know what to do he couldn't help but to kiss him back, he never kissed anyone before so his kisses are still sloppy 

They kissed for a brief period of time, which each time renjun started to nibble on jaemin's lower lip earning a soft groan from the younger, it gets a bit too much when renjun slides his hand inside jaemin's shirt, the skin contact makes jaemin feels like his whole body is on fire, renjun pulled from the kiss and started to give jaemin's soft neck small kisses in which jaemin whined

"R-renjun stop we can't do this" jaemin pulls away and feels his heart pounding really hard inside of him, he quickly bolts up from the sofa muttering a soft 'im sorry' before running into his room, not without bumping into jeno who was just bringing some popcorn jeno only look at jaemin confusedly

Jaemin plopped down into his bed and shoves his head down his pillow and scream into it 

why is he doing this to me?? 

 

23:01 

 

its midnight Already, jaemin stepped out from his room silently and carefully not to wake the other sleeping members, jaemin is heading into the kitchen since he skipped dinner earlier after that....kiss with renjun.

Jaemin turns on the lights and sees there's a leftover of some food in the table and smiled, he took the burger and unwrapped it quietly, fearing that one loud sound would wake the members

"I see you actually got the burger, and i thought donghyuck eat them all" jeno suddenly said from behind, jaemin jumped from his chair and almost dropped his burgers 

"Oh jesus jeno you scared me!" He whisper yelled and punched the older boy lightly "don't do that again!" He added while sighing jeno chuckled and sits infront of jaemin 

"So mind to explain why did you suddenly bail out on the moomin marathon?" His voice gently asked and look at jaemin with looks full of curiousity and jaemin stopped on his trails and Could feel his cheeks is heating up and heart pounding remembering that he kissed renjun.

"I-i- jeno i have something to say" jaemin said rather a bit scared that jeno would yell at him or scold him for kissing his boyfriend without permission 

"Hm? What is it?" Jeno asked and looks relaxed jaemin took a deep breathe before starting his sentence "i- i kissed renjun jeno....I'm sorry i Didn't mean it- I'm so so sorry would you please forgive me..But if you don't then it's okay i get it" jaemin finishes off while looking down tears seemingly threatend to fall, he's scared that he'll ruin his friendship with jeno and renjun, and god he just feels so horrible right now 

"Jaemin."

"Hm...?" 

"Look at me." 

"Wha-"

BAM! and just like that suddenly Jeno is kissing him too. 

jeno cuts the kiss off and smiles to jaemin with his signature sweet smile and eyesmiles leaving jaemin confused 

"You're so obvious jaemin"h-huh? 

"the way your face would bright up when you see other him or me, the way you would blush and hides it away so we wouldn't look at it, the way you would look so flustered when we do simple things." Jeno continued while holding jaemin's hand jeno makes a short 'uhm' before he caresses jaemin's palm 

"Me and renjun have been thinking about this for awhile, Nana, but....Would you go out with us?" Jeno asked with his face looks slightly flustered himself.

"But jeno....Is that possible? I mean you two are dating ...It's no way i could just fit in" jaemin sadly answers, however jeno laughs softly. Jaemin looks at him with a confused face 

"Jaemin have you ever heard of polyamorous relationship?" 

"Polyamorous...?" 

"It's where a romantic relationship that includes more than two people, well not before the two individuals talked about this and agrees that they will add another individual into their life"

Jaemin was trying to process everything into his head, as he was slowly working the words jeno been saying he makes a simple 'o' before blushing 

"J-jeno i-" 

"So is that a yes or a no?" 

"Y-yes.." jaemin mumbled and hides his face in his palms oh god his face is probably very red right now. 

Jeno smiled and kissed jaemin's forehead before he stands up and heading back into his room "goodnight love, see you tomorrow"he said leaving jaemin blushing even more 

 

tonight is such a good night indeed. 

 

"So.....Did he say yes jeno?" 

"Yeah he did, you should see how cute he is being all flustered and such" 

Renjun giggles at the mention of jaemin being flustered and moved slightly from his bed to make a space for jeno to sleep on before he cuddle him

"Night jeno, love you."

"Night Junie, love you too"

 

07:10AM 

 

"JAEMIN HYUUUUUUNG WAKE UP!" jaemin bolts up from his deep slumber thanks to a certain energetic youngboy "For sake chenle no need to tell at my god dammed ears!" He snapped and throw his pillow into the younger kid, chenle just giggled (annoyingly) before walking off outside. 

Jaemin groaned loudly and gets off from the bed and headed into the living room, only to see the sight of Chenle and jisung playing with each other in the sofa and donghyuck playing with his phone 

"Morning love, did you get some sleep?" Renjun showed up and asked jaemin, jaemin turned around and blushed after being called "love" he nodded shyly to renjun and renjun returns it with a smile "good then" 

"Did i miss something ?" Donghyuck asked with his brows slightly raised and shoots a gaze at jaemin "no, you didn't" jaemin answers reasuringly only that donghyuck isn't even little bit convinced but he just shrugged it away and decides he doesn't want to know even more.

Jaemin goes into the kitchen being greeted with sight of jeno and a empty bow he probably just eat breakfast jeno  waved happily  to him and urges jaemin to sit next to him he did so and muttered a small 'good morning' 

Jeno give jaemin a soft peck on the cheek which makes jaemin blush again jeno chuckled and stands up bringing his bowl to the dishwasher 

"Ok i obviously missed something when i was gone"

"Shut up donghyuck!" 

 

12:00

 

it was afternoon again, then there were there again the three of them watching moomins again, and of course Jaemin in the middle again. They are comfortable with each other, legs are tangling, renjun head is leaning into jaemin's shoulder and jeno's hand on jaemin's right thigh, jaemin doesn't want to move as he wants to stay just like this. 

"Hey guys ?" 

"Yeah?"

"Hmm~?" 

"I love you both." 

"We love you too, nana." 

Jaemin smiled really brightly, knowing that they have said it back, he feel everything is alright now knowing that he now have someone to lovey dovey now , but above all that he have two people that loved him dearly. 

 

yeah jaemin loves two people at once, that's okay because he loves them both equally and treasure both of them with all of his heart, 

Best part of it? They also feel the same, renjun and jeno loved jaemin back just the way he loves them both

Man jaemin feels like he's the most luckiest man in The world, he's just so glad that the three of them is together now

Happily.​​​​​​