“You know that i love you right, Sica?”

Lie.

Thats not true.

You lied to me.

You said that you love me.

But why?

Why are you here now?

That should be me right?

That should be me who standing beside you.

Not her.

I don’t get it.

You said that you love me.

But why you standing there with her? Not me?

What did i do?

Am i not good enough for you?

Your smile, that should be mine, not her’s.

Why are you not look at me?

You didn’t even glance at me.

Am i that invicible in your life?

Am i just your toy for all this time?

All the smile, the kiss, the present, the hug, the love,

Is that all lie?

Why?

After everything we’ve done?

All crazy things we’ve done together,

Is it mean nothings to you?

I feel bad, i feel worse, i feel dirty.

I gave you everything.

You took my first.

And you said that you happy that you’re my first.

Is that a lie too?

I rub my stomach and try to hold back tears.

I heard both of you said,

“I do.”

“I do.”

I try to ignored it but i can’t.

I just, can’t.

You’re my everything.

And i want to be your everything too.

“Anyone who objectedthis marriaged, please stand up.”

Unconsciously, i stand up.

Everyone stare at me, even Yul.

He love me, i  know.

He’s happy with this, i know.

But i’m not happy.

I don’t love him.

I love you.

She look at me, shocked.

But why you didn’t?

Why you didn’t look at me?

Did you know that i’ll object it?

Thats why you invite me?

“Taengoo..”

I try to call you.

Please look at me.

“Taengoo.. Please..”

My tears start to falling down.

I don’t even realize it.

My eyes focus on one person.

But he didn’t even turned his head.

I hold my stomach and breath in.

“I’m.. pregnant..”

He tense.

His shoulders went stiff.

I sobbed quietly and closed my mouth with my hand.

“I’m pregnant Taengoo..”

I try to stop my sob.

Yul try to comfort me but i slap his hand.

“This.. is your baby, Taengoo..”

His bride look at him, but he still refused to look at me.

“This is our baby..”

I sob hard now.

I hug my stomach and sobbing in my hand.

Slowly, he turn his head.

He finally look at me.

His worried and warm eyes met my gaze.

I love him, god.

Slowly, he walk toward my seat.

Slowly, he grab me softly.

He lift my chin slowly so i’ll be able to look at him.

“Is that true?”

He asked me slowly.

I can’t answer.

Why?

Because tears are overflowing.

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