It hurts so much. I laid down on my bed as I cried endlessly. My parents already know my situation and they were shocked. They didn't know what to do or what to say. 

Why did it have to be me? Did I did something bad to deserve this. 

It is okay if the one who'll suffer is only me but that's not the case. 

Lee Taeyong, I'm sorry. I can't tell you my situation. I just don't want you to see me like this. I know your hurting and your questioning yourself where did you go wrong but please don't blame yourself.

Maybe if I gained courage, I can tell you sooner or later, if it's not too late.