The quiet air surrounds me as I walk to stand by the window. Staring down at the lit city below I can't help but think of all the people going through the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Pressing my hand against the cool glass I find myself leaning against it as I try to clear my very own mind of all the craziness that life has thrown at me today. Sighing as I try to focus on anything else but my life at the moment, I can't help to think that somewhere down there there's someone celebrating. A small grin can't help but form at the corner of my lips as I could of sworn some of the city lights twinkled at the thought of it. But at the same time there's someone probably going through so much more pain and grief than I, which I believed were the dimming lights. The thought of that, gave me a little more humility knowing just how blessed I was. 

"Minzy," a voice called towards me. Sighing as I stayed quiet, the owner of that voice had me in this deep thinking session in the first place. "Minzy," the voice called yet again getting louder to call my attention.

"Hmm," I found myself humming as I stayed staring out at the city lights. 

"Are you still mad," he asked as if it wasn't obvious! Of course I'm still mad! Doesn't my silence tell you so? "Can we talk," he asked as he stood behind me now. Great, close enough to choke him if necessary. He went quiet and I could've sworn I could hear my pulse start picking. Trying to stay calm, I plan to stare at these city lights. Focus on the lights Minzy. "So you are still mad," he said in a freaking statement. 

"No," I huffed and I couldn't help but roll my eyes as my temper rose. I feel like we're going in circles! Stop over thinking and chill out Minzy. 

"It sounds like it," he chuckled. Really? He thinks it's funny that I'm mad? Oh he's most definitely sleeping on the couch tonight!

 "Okay," two can play at this game. 

"Okay what," he asks like he doesn't know exactly what I'm getting at.

Folding my arms over my chest I shrugged, "Exactly what it means, okay!"

He sighed deeply as if he was getting annoyed. Welcom to my world, it's not funny anymore is it? "Minzy," he called my name as he touched my elbow. 

"Don't touch me please," I moved away from him. It was a good thing too, because I was so ready to slap him in the face at that moment. 

"Why are you so mad," he grumbled as he stood next to me. 

Clenching my hands into fists, I just couldn't stand his ignorance. Trying to hold it together, I glanced over at him, "Why are you bothering me?" 

"I don't even know why we're even fighting," he huffed.

"So now we're fighting," I couldn't help but snap back. 

"Yeah I guess so," he shrugged acting all innocent. 

I just hate when he plays dumb, "Well I guess I just want to be left alone!" 

"Do you really," he eyed me in disbelief.

"Yeah because obviously you're just making me even more upset." 

He put his hands up as if to surrender, "Fine. I will." 

Scoffing as he turned to leave I was annoyed at him, "Yeah go ahead and leave like you always do." Shaking my head in disbelief that I'm with such an idiot I turned back to look at the city lights. 

"What did you just say," he asked somewhat angrily. Yeah get mad and see what happens. 

"You heard me," I shrugged indifferent to his feelings when inside I was full aware that that might tick him off. 

"What do you mean by that," he asked quickly by my side yet again. 

Inhaling deeply I did my best to stay calm and collected, "Exactly what it means." 

"Oh my goodness, it's like we're going in circles here," yeah I feel the exact same. "What are you going on about," he sighed sarcastically. 

Turning to gaze into his eyes, I couldn't help but reveal the obvious to this dumbo, "What am I to you?"

He looked at me and I could see the confusion play across his face, "Huh?" 

Becoming square with him I pressed an index finger at my chest, "What. Am. I," then turning my index finger I pressed it against his chest, "To. You?"

"Isn't it obvious?" 

Coughing in disbelief, he really needed it dummied down, "No Seunghyun it's not." 

He stood quietly staring at me and of course I had to stare him down right back in all seriousness. His staring soon went from a few seconds to a few minutes. I watched as his gaze softened into something that made me feel a bit uneasy. But I wasn't going to back down and show any signs of weakness, so I'm going to stay quiet. Staring. Quietly. Me. Him. The silence grew from uneasiness to something of more comfort. The more I stared into his eyes the more I realized it had been a while since I've looked at him like this. We both have been so busy with our schedules the rare occassions together were spent getting caught up. I had been too busy getting caught up to really stop and notice him. The way his skin glistened under the soft glow of the city lights. Those strong brows that made him uniquely stand out. Those dark chocolate orbs of eyes that were twinkling as they shown with deep affection, almost similar to the first time he confessed his love to me but with a little more depth since being together. Then there's that strong jaw line that every girl envied me for, but more so importantly those lips. Those lips that worked so magically against mine, I can't help but admit he's number one in my books for best kisser. All these feelings and emotions had me feeling some type of way that I found my reasoning start to crumble. 

Seunghyun grinned unexpectedly which caught me off guard. His smile of playfulness had me subconsciously mirror his. Scrunching my nose up at him, I hated that my facial expression gave way. This made him chuckle and had me sighing as I too joined in and giggled. Shaking my head at him, I tried to stay strong but he just continued to tease me by imitating my earlier actions. Playfully reinacting my mad gestures of pointing between me and him, to which I hit his hand away and stuck my tongue at him in defense. His chuckling turned into a laugh as he caught my hand and held it in his own. Ashamed at how childish I was playing this out, I looked out at the window. I felt a tug at my hand as he used his free hand to gently turn my chin to face him yet again. Slowly my gaze shifted to look him in his eyes that were filled with so much love it had me trembling. BIting my lower lip as he took my other hand in his and intertwined them, he brought them both up and planted a soft kiss onto each one as he stayed staring into my eyes never once breaking eye contact. 

"You know I love you right," he asked softly. 

His eyes spoke of nothing but honesty. That look deserved the truth, "I know it but I haven't felt in a while. I...I feel like our time is limited together yet we haven't really had genuine time to spend with one another." Seunghyun nodded as if he understood finally why I had been so upset. "I don't want to sound like a spoiled brat, but when I'm supposedly with someone I actually want to be with someone. Not just a five minute review of my schedule and that's it. I don't need a secretary, I need a boyfriend." 

"Ouch, I thought I was a pretty good secretary," he teased, earning him a nudge. 

"Even so, I want to spend more time with you. Is that too much to ask?"

"No," he shook his head. "It's not." 

"So then..." go ahead and fill in the blank. This is your chance to make things happen.

"So then...let's work on it," he offered. 

"How," he's not going to get off that easy. 

He gave me a knowing smile as if he knew that was going to be my follow up question, "First you have to know that it's a two way street. If we're going to make this work, we have to communicate and not play guessing games." 

"Fine. What else," yeah I knew that was coming. 

"Second understand that yes I do have a limited amout of time before I have to go serve my military duty to our country so I ask that we try our best not to fight," he plead softly. His pleading eyes hit me to the core. I could feel my eyes starting to water at the thought of not seeing him for two years. 

"That sounds fair," I mumbled doing my best to stop these building emotions. 

"And lastly I ask that I get as many kisses as I can get to help motivate me in the coming two years of service," he said flashing a big smile across his lips. 

"Okay," I giggled at his three conditions. 

"So can we work on the third one right now," he asked as he bat his eye lashes at me. 

This made me laugh as I nodded, "Sure let's work on it." 

Releasing one hand, he wrapped it around my waist and pulled me flesh to flesh with him. Flashing his pearly whites, he stared down at me before letting his free hand lightly ghost on the side of my face. The feel of his finger tips dancing across my face, caused the same feel of butterflies dancing in my stomach. His tender touch had me smiling up at him as I draped my arm over his shoulder to lean futher into him. Taking my chin in his hand, he tilt my head up and descended down towards me. Taking my lips to his, he softly worked his lips against mine. Letting his mouth slightly open, he let his tongue lightly trace against my very own begging for entrance. But I wanted him to earn it as I continued to kiss him. Seunghyun pinched and then slapped my , making me gasp in disbelief. He chuckled as his tongue entered my mouth. Dancing all along my mouth as we kissed more passionately. His fingers were also dancing along my sides encouraging me to trust in his kiss. This kiss of playful yet strength gave me the confidence to give it all to him. 

"I love you," I breathed into his kiss. 

"I love you too," he was quick to answer as he let his kiss prove his words. 

As our passionate kiss turned into light pecks, I pulled away and sighed before leaning into him. Wrapping my arms around his waist I inhaled his manly scent of him. Oh how I loved his strong arms encircling me. Closing my eyes as I could feel our love radiating out of us it made me smile. Our love was like the city lights, we have those dim moments of disagreements and fights, but we also have those twinkling moments like now. No matter the type as long as the light is still burning there's still hope. Hope that we're choosing to work on. 

Author's Notes:

Well I haven't wrote a oneshot in ages so why not. Inspired and written to  GallantxTabloxEric Nam- Cave Me In. Oh I just wrote this in one go so if there's typos just pretend you didn't see them okay? thanks, haha. Thanks for reading!