Sorry.

I Promise to Believe.

Hyung, it's been awhile.

 

It's been 2 years since we parted.

How are you? I hope you are living your life like how you wanted it to be.

 

Hyung, I still remember all of our memories together.

 

Precious moments with you will never be erased from my mind.

I hope you still remember me too.

 

Hyung, you were the first member to accept me.

 

You told me that life was hard for you cause you were a foreingner in this big country.

At one point, you even needed to wear a mask for performances.

You sacrificed yourself for your brothers.

You told me that in time, people will learn to accept me too as part of the group, Super Junior.

 

Hyung, you were the one that comforted me.

 

You told me it was okay to make mistakes.

You told me to learn from them because if we never made mistakes, we would never improve, we would never see what we were

doing wrong.

 

Hyung, you were the one that cared about me.

 

When I was sick or tired, you would make me rest and cook for me.

You always made sure I was taken care of.

 

Hyung, you were the one that looked out for me.

 

After my terrible car accident, you always made sure that I was comfortable and well.

Before, during and after performances, you would keep an eye on me to see if I was hurting.

But before you left, I can't believe I was so blind, to see that you were hurting as well.

You never complained or show any sign of hurt.

Yet I should have realised that a person's silence is their loudest scream.

 

Hyung, you were the one who stood by me.

 

If I had a misunderstanding or argument with anyone, you would stick up for me.

You never let me take all the blame, you were always there to protect me.

You never discriminated me just because I was the youngest.

 

Hyung, you were the one who told me, promise to believe.

 

You told me to always hope.

You always told me to chase my dreams.

If I ever believed in something, stick by it.

Because everything will turn out right, as long I always promise to believe.

 

Hyung, you were the one who left us.

 

You left a hole in all our hearts.

You made us stronger.

You made us realise that whatever happens we need to stay strong and move along.

Hyung, I hope you are doing well where ever you are.

You told me to always follow my heart, like how you followed yours.

Hyung, I hope that you will reunite with us one day.

Not just as Super Junior, but as a brother and a friend.

I promised then, and I still promise now.

I promise to believe.

We are thirteen stars all together.

In the end we are Super Junior. The last men standing.

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--Made-In-China
#1
Chapter 1: Ahhhh~ I miss him... And this story... Is beautiful... T^T
LiXinRyeo #2
Oh i miss him so much .. I always hope they will gather together again .. T.T
cookiemob #3
Thanks for reading :) yeah I miss him too, he was my bias..
0207selina
#4
Omg , I can't believe I cried :( I miss gangeng :'(