Winter season 2017. 

It is in a middle of winter season. Everything is so white outside. I am standing besides the window, just enjoying the scenery whereby the snow slowly falling down from the sky. Only a few people walk across the street. My attention is directed toward a couple who are walking slowly, holding each other's hands. 

So beautiful. The scenary, the scenario. 

And I hope, I will enjoy doing the same thing with you, who is currently in your deep slumber and it really seem likes eternity. 

It have been almost 6 months, 

It have been almost 6 months..

I sighed as I remind my self. I sighed as I count the days that I've wait for you. I have been waiting for you to open your eyes, because I strongly believe that day will come. Because I want to be the first person that you'll look at when you finally open your eyes. 

I walk back to you, the 'sleeping beauty' man and sit besides you. I have been doing this for almost 6  months. 

You are beautiful, Kim Junmyeon, and in your sleeping state, you just look likes a doll. I could just stare at you for the whole day, doing nothing. My hand slowly reach your face, caress your pale cheeck. Your 'snow white' skin feel so smooth and silky, I think I will never grow tired off. And then, my hand make it way toward your plum rossy lip. 

Unexpectedly, my face slowly moved toward yours. My heart uncontrollably make a sound 'lub dub' racing through my ribcage quite annoyingly. But, just as my lip a few inches from yours....

Snap it out, Park Chanyeol. 

He never know you gonna do this to him..this is so wrong. You can not do this to him. 

For God sake, control yourself, Park Chanyeol!!!!

So, I end up plant my kiss on your forehead. It is something completely pure, innocent and sweet for my falling angel. Yes, you are my falling angel, Kim Junmyeon. 

"I love you. Even if you know nothing in this world, I want you to know that. Even if you loss all of your memory, I want you to remember that, I am the only who love you the most." I whisper straight to your ears. I don't give up my hope, although I am doubt that you probably hear that. 

I entangle my large hand with your small, cold one before falling asleep besides you. 

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"I love you. Even if you know nothing in this world, I want you to know that. Even if you loss of you memory, I want you to remember that, I am the only one who love you the most."

I feel somebody whispered right into my ear. I slowly open my eyes, but everything seem to be unfamiliar to me, it is so blurry and foggy.My eyelids stutter for a few moments, trying their best to adjust with the light. Luckly, the room was not so bright.  

When I completely open my eyes, I look toward my right side. Right there, there is a young man in his sleeping state, with his face hiding toward the mattress. I only could see his shining black hair. 

Owh, it was only in your dream. There is no way this sleeping man whisper something to your ears. 

Then, I notice another warm hand holding my small one. It must be quite some times, that my hand feel quite aching, so I accidentally move my hand,