Sometimes relationships are like that. You meet, you go out, you get involved, you fall in love, you have fun, you feel nice, you fight, you break up, you pick up what is left from your heart and try to move on.



Sometimes you never really invest in your relationship, you spend time with the other, you have fun, it’s okay, you feel nice but you don’t develop actual feelings. You like the other but you don’t love him.



Sometimes you spend years with the other, days and nights together, but you don’t really know the other.



Sometimes you are the strong one that is ready to move on as soon as the relationship ends, that is capable of taking that decision, sometimes you are the one to close the door and never look back.



Sometimes you are the one that sees the whole relationship break apart but you are too afraid to do something so you let it happen, you let the other go, because you love him.
Sometimes you are the one left behind.



Draft: July 14, 2014 18:38
I want you to stay.



Draft: July 15, 2014 21:20
Thank you for the adventure, now go have a new one.



Draft: July 16, 2014 14:38
I just really hope that you will be happy.



Draft: July 17, 2015 08:51
I know I am not the only one..



Draft: July 17, 2014 09:13
All endings are also beginnings, we just didn’t know it at the time.



Draft: July 25, 2014 00:25
I love you Kim Minseok…Even if you don’t love me.



Draft: August 3, 2014 17:52
Not every person we meet is destined to stay in our lives.



Draft: September 1, 2014 10:23
My boss told me to get vacation until I felt less depressed. Apparently my current mood didn’t work well with the customers. Well it was either vacation or he would fire me. I don’t really care.



Draft: September 3, 2014 02:25
Yixing is really worried. He keeps knocking on my door telling me I should eat. I don’t really feel like getting up from my bed. It feels nice here. Warm…



Draft October 7, 2014 03:56
Our fingerprints never fade from the lives we have touched. You are still here, you will always be.



Draft: October 7, 2014 03:57
I can’t believe how sappy I have become.



Draft: November 16, 2014 15:20
I stopped drinking coffee..it reminds me of you and how I met you..kind of a difficult thing to do considering I still work at the coffee shop but you aren’t here.



Draft: November 28, 2014 23:16
It snowed today..I hope you saw. I know how much you love the snow.



Draft: December 23, 2014 18:22
Isn’t Christmas your favorite holiday?



Draft: December 25, 2014 21:24
I miss sitting by your fireplace, I would make you hot chocolate and you used to bring that old blanket. We would stay there watching movies until we fell asleep. Somehow thinking of this still puts a smile on my face.



Draft: December 26, 2014 23:11
I always understood, respected and never questioned you. You never knew me. But love isn’t like that. You don’t get to choose who you fall in love with.



Draft: December 29, 2014 04:16
What pains me is when I think of the things we could have been.



Draft: December 31, 2014 01:46
It’s just…sometimes I feel like..you didn’t even care about me. And I wish I knew that I mattered for you for even just a moment.



Draft: January 14, 2015 03:29
Why do I even write these messages?



Draft: February 14, 2015 23:08
There are those days, that I remember and cry and I can’t seem to be able to get up and pick up myself. There are those days that Yixing will come running to the room in the middle of the night and hold me until I stop shaking. There are those days that I don’t know if I will be able to go back to who I was.



Draft: March 12, 2015 02:13
Why did you lie to me? Did I really deserve it? Getting this hurt?



Draft: March 12, 2015 02:35
But it was my fault wasn’t it? I knew..but I decided to stay..I knew..but I picked you.



Draft: March 26, 2015 15:34
Minseok...I think I have forgotten how your name sounds when I call it...



Draft: April 8, 2015 13:47
You know what actually makes me sad? Not that we broke up. Not that you never gave a about me after. The fact that I‘ve thought about regretting being with you.



Draft: April 29, 2015 01:10
I heard you moved to America..I..it doesn’t matter.



Draft: April 29, 2015 01:11
I wish I had a chance to see you at least before you did. One last time.



Draft: April 29, 2015 10:01
No strings attached. Our story has ended.



Draft: May 10, 2015 17:00
I am sure that you will find people to love you again but I am also sure nobody will love and understand you as much as I do. Because I‘ve loved you even before you knew, because I cared about you even before you noticed me, because I changed myself for you.



Draft: June 1, 2015 12:06
When I see you outside..and I wonder if in the end you made it official with him.. I just..I just can’t stand it..



Draft: June 26, 2015 23:06
Did you even realize that I was sick right before you left? That knowing that you were seeing someone else, the fear of losing you caused me panic attacks? That I couldn’t sleep or eat? Did you even look at me in the eyes back then?



Draft: July 18, 2015 00:17
Why did you lie?



Draft: August 12, 2015 15:57
Was I really the reason we broke up? Is it really right if I blame myself? What did I do wrong? I really wish you had told me.



Draft: August 12, 2015 16:12
“It’s not you it’s me” that..you know that never..when you say that you can’t expect the other to believe you.



Draft: August 28, 2015 04:58
It feels wrong missing you so much.



Draft: September 3, 2015 20:38
Why do I still care? Why does it hurt so much?



Draft: September 4, 2015 05:07
Why do I still think of you? Why are you in all of my drunken thoughts?



Draft: October 10, 2015 03:26
I just want you to know that I love you.



Draft: November 13, 2015 15:15
Why do I still let you affect me this much? Just by hearing your name..



Draft: November 25, 2015 21:30
I don’t blame you for choosing to protect yourself over our relationship, I wish I was strong enough to do the same before I completely lost myself. But see, I loved you.



Draft: December 17, 2015 15:34
You can’t tell me I matter and then leave like I don’t.



Draft: January 15, 2016 14:37
I really hate it when I see you by chance on the streets and then I have to lock myself again to pick up the pieces that are left.



Draft: January 15, 2016 14:39
I really hate it when you come casually and say hello.



Draft: January 15, 2016 14:45
Not friends, not enemies, we are strangers Kim Minseok. Strangers that happen to share some memories.



Draft: February 28, 2016 20:19
That feeling every time I come back and I search the airport desperately for you. Why do I hope to see you? Why can’t I just forget you and move on?



Draft: March 4, 2016 15:09
I just...feel so pathetic being stuck here after two years..still thinking about you, still missing you.



Draft: March 27, 2016 17:20
What I miss the most from you is your smile...



Draft: April 1, 2016 11:44
I love you and it’s not a lie.



Draft: May 17, 2016 04:02
Those things I remember, those little idiosyncracies that only I knew about, I treasure them and I hope I am still the only one to know.



Draft: June 9, 2016 09:54
Do I even miss you?



Draft: July 14, 2016 03:49
Sometimes I sit here, alone, figuring out which parts of my personality are mine and which ones I created to please you.



Draft: September 21, 2016 20:45
Same day, same time, I walked into your apartment. Those noises that came from your room. I wanted to knock..to ask you what they meant. I didn’t…..



Draft: September 21, 2016 20:57
I don’t regret it..I guess..I don’t think I really want to know..the way you avoided the conversation..the denial..it said enough..



Draft: October 1, 2016 02:30
People change you know. Not really I believe but you either lose yourself or become strong. Remember what you used to tell me? “If it doesn’t kill you it makes you stronger”… I don’t really like that quote but I guess it’s true.



Draft: October 3, 2016 06:14
But it’s that time that you miss the memories more than the person…and that’s just..disappointing



Draft: October 10, 2016 03:26
I love you but I am not in love with you anymore.



Draft: October 10, 2016 04:20
Farewell, Kim Min Seok…



Relationships are like that. Sometimes you get to meet the other, pass by each other’s life as a comet and then disappear. Sometimes you never get a chance to meet the other. Walking on parallel lines, so close yet so far. Never touching. And then, there are those times when you are the lucky one and the one you love walks on the same path as you and accompanies you forever.



In relationships two things are certain. “Our fingerprints never fade from the lives we have touched” and “not every story has a happy ending.”

A/N: Some of those quotes are inspired from movies or the internet in general, no plagiarism intended