How can you talk about someone you've never met??
that question's answer depend whether what's you are actually missing in your life.


just like not having a parents as a shelter in your life, making you face the cruel world on your own,
and wondering why you out of people had to go through rough times sometimes,
and face everythig the life throw at you on your own.


or somehow you ended up as one child, people would take that as a blessing
but others would do anything to have a sibling who can share everything with them


and sometimes you just create the perfect image of the person you'd fall in love with
first things first the typical stuff, how would they be??
someone who's understanding, humorous, lovely, and lively

well I think not only me who already found many people like that but why didn't we fall in love with them??


cuz it can't really be measured that way... can it??
I've known dozen of people in my life and lots of them gave me the feeling that whatever is bonding us would actually last for a life time I'm positive about it this time, yep so silly

but of course not cause we clicked at some points and shared few dirty jokes and nasty secrets

would make us soul mates would it???

nope ,definately not~

cuz it would be just a matter of time and both of you would actually go to separated ways
as time and distance would play their rule betwoon you two

it'd hurt sometimes, when you end up with an empty gap in your heart

but other times you'd be too drowned in your own world to even notice what's going on around you

as few weeks of not contacting turn to months,and you keep delaying the call till the time you'd be free

of the hectic schedule you're stuck in till years passes you by and that person is already replaced with

someone who you can actually meet in daily basis.

Saying all that doesn't mean I didn't get to experience a real strong bond that connected me with someone

who became close to me even before I get to meet them in person …

that person had the chance, I wouldn’t call it chance though but did their best to be part of my lif