When the news of ash and cl came to light

Even a year after things between them had ended

Everybody ran to support her

And protect her from a surprised gdragon

- hahaha people do not know what to invent really hunchae?

There are no words necessary to explain the sepulchral silence that was in the room

- Chae?

Chaerin was still speechless

Suddenly dara sat between her and gd and bom sat on the other side

Top xin and taeyang stood right behind her

- Perhaps this ...

Said jiyong perplexed pointing out the news on the website

- this…

He shut up and took a deep breath

He did not like anything where this was headed

- what does all this mean, chae?

How come they were best friends and he did not know anything?

- oppa ... just ... just forget it all, give it a few days and nobody will talk about this

- chaerin! How come you never talked about this with me?

Chaerin shivered at his furious shout and top placed a hand on her shoulder

Surprisingly for everyone outside the company, top had a strong connection with chaerin, and if this situation made him choose

No matter how much he might be his leader and friend ... he would always choose chaerin

- Ji relax

- How do I relax ?! you knew it?? wait…

He glanced around

Daesung and seungri looked away

And the girls had tightly tied the hands of chaerin

- chae! really? it is real? how long…? why?!

- it is real…

Chaerin muttered

- what?!

- Ji breathe

- do not you dare to tell me to breathe hyung, and do not you ever think of repeating it about the relax ji, chaerin answer me

- it is real! it was real!

Chaerin rose toward the door

But before leaving, jiyong stopped her

- Ji Let her go!

- no! why? Why did not I know anything ?? !!!

- Why did you have to know?

Jiyong did not believe what he heard

- what..?

- Why the hell do you have to know? !!

Everyone looked worried the situation chaerin never would never raise the voice at jiyong

Their union was exceptional

But this memory aroused in chaerin painful memories

Painful moments that for her

Jiyong was never there

- Chae.

- no! Maybe the best thing is to refresh your memory, we got drunk at that party, you accompanied me to my house and you did not stop until I was , we had and the next morning you went out running from my apartment because some photos came to light and Kiko already saw them

Jiyong closed his eyes at the memory of how without saying anything he ran out of the apartment

- but the thing did not end there, kiko told you horrible things about me, things that if you really ever were my friend you would never have believed, but you believed

- Chae I ....

Jiyong wanted to take her away from the room since the others were already hearing enough conversation of something that by their faces jiyong deduced they had only imagined in the worst situation

- I was in love with you ji

Jiyong who was looking at the ground fleeing the murderous glances, looked up at her words with his mouth open with surprise

- I was completely in love with you since before even debuting

bom was crying as she stood up trying to silence her

- chae ... there will be no turning back after this ...

she murmured, taking her by the arm

- I know..

Jiyong looked at the members begging them for privacy

The door closed behind them even though they both knew, that they were at the door trying to hear at least part of the conversation

- I'll say it very fast to avoid me greater embarrassment,

- Not chae please ...

- No. I was completely in love with you. GD

It hurt him see her speak, with that cold voice without feelings even talking about how in love she was with him

He could see her bright eyes, tears he knew she would never shed in front of anyone

- after that, our big fight came

- chae you know how much I regret to say what I said

- but you did, after saying that I did not have to follow you like a dog, after telling me that I had already achieved enough fame thanks to go after you

- Please, chae. just stop

- Now that I've started, you know I can not stop.

Jiyong knew that a tear of his own had spilled down his cheek and that chaerin had also noticed by her gesture

- I had a delay

- what?!

The heart of jiyong stopped, she could not ....

- turned out to be nothing but I had it, while you ignored me I prayed for all to be a lie, you were happy again with kiko and I knew that she was the type of woman you loved, beautiful and strong and with that model body

- chae kiko and I are no longer ....

- I know, but I felt so bad at that jeremy party... I just sat at a remote table... and then he came

Jiyong knew what was coming and he hated to see that his heart ached for it

- we were talking and days later I came I finally had the menstruation, I was happy! GD I was happy because I knew that you would hate to be tied to me in that way and so ..., and so you were still free, call you because I needed to talk to someone ... and we talked for hours GD ... for hours

Chaerin smiled at the memory

- I told him everything GD ... things that you never knew about me, he taught me to forget you

why he could not meet her eyes? He was ashamed of his attitude but his heart ached in such a way that he needed to sit down again

- I forget you and I started to love him, first as something innocent, something so pure oppa .... He had problems and I had problems, we took care of each other GD

Chaerin smiled and jiyong could see the happiness that brought to her those moments

- we decided to give us a chance as something more than friends, and shortly after we could not live the one without the other, I did not see you in the company so I was afraid to see you for the first time after that fight, so that was the only thing that was on my mind , how would it be to continue working near someone who hated me in such a way

- chae I never hate you alone ... kiko spoke so much that I ...

- then you broke again, and you came back to me

Jiyong remembered that moment when he appeared in her apartment with ice cream, a pizza and the phrase

"She has gone away again, kiko is gone"

They spent the afternoon watching movies and talking

Until that moment almost 8 months later.

- I tried to talk to you, Ji .... I really wanted but ... you never listened, which made me realize that I no longer had a feelings for you

Jiyong still could not speak ...

She wanted to talk to him about Ash and he did not listen?

Thinking about it he was the one who always talked when they spent the afternoon together

Before chaerin was looking for him to help her with problems of leader, to produce or compose something, about her family ....

When was the last time he even asked her how was Harin with her studies?

was he that such a bad friend?

Why did it hurt so badly to know that she had forgotten him?

Why was it so painful to imagine his hun- chae in the arms of another man?

They were something special

Chaerin .... loved him ....

past

Why did it hurt so much?

Chaerin picked up the door and left leaving the others worried and surprised

As he had thought, everyone was still at the door

Taeyang and xin entered the studio while the others followed chaerin

They sat beside him on the couch while GD began to cry

- This is all I have now? Just the two of you while the others go with her?

He said in a poor mood as he laughed listlessly

But xin does not laugh with him

- It's just a little check ji ....

Taeyang smiled sideways and sigh

- if it is choosing side we would not be here

Xin put a hand on his shoulder and sacked him

- hey ... do you even know all the tears that woman shed for you?

- How come I never knew anything until today?

Xin and taeyang looked at each other, and it was Taeyang standing up who said

- Because that girl ji .... Never ever put something above your well-being

Xin also got up, knowing that Taeyang wanted to hit him as much as he did, but it was not the place for it

- never, and believe me if I got to know this story before .... at the time…. I would have blown you to punches, you understand?

- god tae ... I do not even remember half of that night ... I never thought ... that I ...

Xin shook his head as he pushed taeyang out of the room

- that night you were both drunk ... that is the only excuse that I will allow you

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The days went by and chaerin fled every time she saw him

While jiyong discovers how badly he lived without her

They spent half a year without talking

until gradually the conversation managed to be more fluid

But nothing remained of that friendship

or his heart

Was that love ...?

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