If you had to choose between your loved one and yourself, who would you choose?

-You have to decide now Taemin! Me or Minho-

I’d choose my loved one. Because I know that I can’t live without him. I’d prefer to die, for him to live.

-Chose him Taemin! Please! How am I suppose to live without you?-

The question was simple. I had to choose between them. I had to say who I love. I know who I love, and no one can change that. It’s always been him. If someone asked me ‘Who is your most precious person?’ in a heartbeat my answer would be ‘Minho’ I’d say it loud and proud. And I know he would do the same for me.

-NOW TAEMIN!-

-Why are you doing this? If you really loved him you wouldn’t do SUCH A THING! ANSWER ME JONGHYUN! WHY?-

Even though he was fighting to stay strong, I know that he was breaking inside, dying. I couldn’t bare to see my Minho so broken because of me.

-It’s simple really, Minho. If he says he loves me, there is no need of you. You’d only stand in the way. But…if he says he loves you, I don’t need him. He would be of no use to me if he’s with another. Choose Taemin. Its either me, or Minho.-

I don’t remember when Jjong turned into such a cruel and sadistic person. I always knew him as the sweet and caring boy who’d always joke around and make people laugh. So when did he turn to evil?

-There isn’t much thought to it Jjong- It’s time to end this- If I choose you…Minho will die- Saying that, made my heart hurt, knowing that something might happen to my Minho, killed me inside –If I choose Minho…I will die. If you really loved me, you’d know the answer by now. I’d choose Minho every time. Over and over again. If I had to make this choice again, and again, and again. I’d always choose him…because I love him. He is my reason for living. If you loved me you should have knew that.- I didn’t do much thinking. In fact I didn’t do any thinking. I know my answer by heart. There is no thinking about it.

-So that is your choice, huh Teamin? Such a petty really. But you chose him and I would enjoy watching you DIE-

I looked into the gun that Jonghyun had pointed at me. The tears in my eyes were blurring my vision, but I didn’t care.

-Taemin! Don’t! Please don’t! What am I going to do without you! I LOVE YOU!-

Hearing him cry, made me want to die. I never planned for this to happen. But, there are some things which are bond to happen with the choices you make

-Remember Minho. I’ll always be with you. Just think of me and I’ll be there, where ever you are. Live your life happy. Please. For me. Don’t regret anything. I’m happy that I got to meet you, that I got to fall in love with such an amazing person as you, Minho. I’ll always be with you. I love you-

My last words were said. Looking into my lovers eyes, seeing all the tears made me what to run and hug him. Tell him that everything is going to be okay. But…it’s not. I smiled at him, wanting him to remember me smiling.

-Smile for me Minho. I Love you-

His smile made everything much easier, worth much more. That’s how I’ll remember him. Smiling, happy, a little clumsy, but most of all loving. His pure heart will always stay with me.

I had to look away from him, or else I might ran to him and risk him getting hurt.

I looked into Jonghyuns eyes. I’d never guessed that they would look so dark and evil. But people change, don’t they.

-Goodbye Taemin-

-Goodbye Jjong. I hope you burn in hell-

A loud ‘bang’ was heard. And sharp pain trough the middle of my chest. I felt the hard and cold ground beneath me, and Minho’s loud yell

-TAEMIN-

Then, it all disappeared. Nothing hurt, nothing mattered. I was in blackness, complete and total blackness.

-I Love you Minho. Always will-

I’m happy with the choice I made. I don’t regret anything. Our love held no regret, and I’m happy I met and loved an amazing person as him. My heart will always be with you, Minho.