Seulgi was not okay. She had been okay at one point in her life, before she lost Seungwan. Before she lost the only girl who ever made her feel loved. It had been the 13th of October when she stopped being okay. Who knew that a simple phone call could make someone feel so broken. "Hello, this is Dr. Cho." "Hello." She did not know why this man was calling from her girlfriend's cellphone. "I am very sorry to inform you, but the owner of this phone has gotten into a car crash." Seulgi screamed, tears streaming down her face. "Seungwan! Wannie, can you hear me? Get her on the phone!" There was silence. "The woman is currently in critical condition. I am sorry." Seulgi never forgot the sight of Seungwan, who had always been bright and beautiful, laying cold and lifeless on the hospital bed. She never forgot the way her chest stayed still, even as the doctors pumped medicine into her veins. She never forgot the doctors telling her that she needed to leave, because Seungwan was already gone, and she had been waiting for a day already, and there was nothing she could do to save her. There was nothing Seulgi could do to save the girl that saved her. She remembered the pretty blue flowers and wreaths, reminiscent of the pretty girl who had once lived. She remembered the picture frame in the middle of the artificially forged meadow; a young girl with a radiant smile, trapped behind a wall of glass. Never to be seen again. Seulgi could still see the people in black, roaming around the funeral service. She still imagined them walking through her own home, because her mourning for Seungwan never ended. It never would end. Seungwan was the only one that made her happy. She was the only one who ever put a smile on her face. Even on the darkest days, Seungwan still managed to shine her rays of happiness into Seulgi's life. She never took it for granted, no, but now that it was gone, she felt as though she had not cherished Seungwan enough. She had not even had a chance to see Seungwan after their fight. It was only a