Chapter ONE

Healing Scar

"Dad dad dad... please don't leave me... I'm scared .. I don't want to be alone ... dad dad " ... I shouted. I tried to hold on to him but something dark and cold pulled me and I had to watch him walk away. I begged for him to come and save me but he never turned back.

Suddenly it became dark and I saw the moonlight streaming through my window ,and that's when I realise it was a dream . I could feel the tears flowing from my eyes and all the sweats covering me . Wipping them away with the tissue papers I took from the drawer near my bed I looked at the time .

It was still  middle of the night so I went to the kitchen for some cold water . And after that i decided to go back to sleep and not let my dream disturb me. Yes , my father left us when I was young. I still hate him but I also miss him .

Actually my mom and dad never really got married because my father's family never accepted my mom and they band him from seeing us because his family had high reputation to keep . He didn't elope with us because he knew his family will find us and destroy me and my mom. So he use to visit us secretly. And I was satisfied with that until one day he broke my heart completely.

Yes my heart isn't completely shattered and scared by some love affair I had , actually I've never been in a relationship before . But I was  hurt by my very own father which makes it hurt more.

My alarm woked me up the next morning and I was greeted by my favourite friend , the morning sunlight. Getting out of my bed I grabbed my jogging suite and got ready for my morning jog.

I like to listen to the sound of nature , the birds singing and the animals in the park waking up . Actually its the only music I enjoy. Its helps me calm especially on mornings when I have a bad dream the night before . When cooling breeze hits me thats when I really let go of myself. It was a wonderful feeling I enjoy every time.

Actually I don't listen to any kind of music and I have my own reason for that. But its a secret only my mom and my best friend knows.

By the time I got back my mom was making breakfast in the kitchen as she hum some random songs which was her hobby. I love when she does that. After greeting my mom a good morning I jog up to my room, took a shower and got ready for class .

Walking  into my walkin closet I  chose a brownish striped kamis , a brown short pants and a military boot to complete my look. I was always said to be a fashionista in our college , but the truth is I just wear what I like .I don't really use make up, lip gloss was the only thing I use .

So putting the item I need for class in my Gucci bag , my purse , my phone , my camera , my laptop , first aid kits , some stationeries I needed for class , some other needed items and a pepper spray if i get into trouble. But fortunately I haven't gotten the chance to spray it to anyone's eyes.

I walked downstairs to our kitchen to have breakfast made by my mom . By the way I love photography its one of the few things I enjoy .

After a nice breakfast made by mom I headed out for my college . I have my own scotty that I really love , she's one of my best friends. I named her Stella , she's a red coloured vespa BTW  .

Starting her engine I took off . It was a pleasant day so I really enjoyed the ride to my college.

Parking my scotty in the parking loot I was greeted by my bestfriend  Yun hyeong who was standing beside his bullet  bike . He had his smile plastered on him as usual . We have been together since middle school and he is my closest friend or you can say my only friend .

He's the only one I share my secrets to other than my mom and he is a great listener . They say he's cute but to me, he's just my best buddy I hang around with everytime . Although I do think they are right to say that he's cute . He has a great body which I have seen quite often and his mom is a successful fashion designer and his dad is a legitimate business man , in short they are rich which makes him more cute .

I gave him a fake smile which he notice it right away. " Had a bad dream again?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I really hate it " I replied .

" Just don't think about it, thinking won't help " he told me .

He's right if i keep thinking about it it's not like I'll feel better after it. So I replied saying " you're right ."

We walked to our lockers together which was opposite to each other and when we were there we were greeted by a smiling Eun mi .

I don't really consider her as my close friend because when we started college she just tagged along with us even though we never ask her .

I know its cruel to not consider her as my close friend even though she tags along with me every time . But I'm a conservative person i don't just let people into my life. Sorry Eun mi .

We all had the first class together so as usual I sat with Yun hyeong and Eun mi at the back . Both me and Yun hyeong we're the top students in our college , we are quite the bookworms but Eun mi was different from us in this field, she use to barely pass.

After the professor came in and take class we took notes like a typing machine in our laptops and listened carefully to him. Class always go on real fast because our college is one of the most prestigious college and only the smart and talented students can get in. Although there are some students like Eun mi who get in easily because of their parents money . I guess money will always have power in this world. because.

Other classes went on as usual , and in the lunch break I went to the college park and sat under a tree to relax and take some photos . Students call this park 'lovers point' cos it looks so romantic and beautiful and I love being here . And soon enough I spotted Yun hyeong approaching me through my camera lens . I guess he notice my absence and knowing where I will be, I guess he came here.

"I was walking around this beautiful park when I suddenly saw a beautiful lady sitting alone under the tree holding a camera... and I couldn't help but admire her beauty ... um, would you mind if I join you?" He ask like a gentleman.

" well yes, please, I'll be happy to spent some time with a fine  gentleman such as yourself " I replied.

"A beautiful lady such as you shouldn't be alone you know" He said frowning because I had left him alone before.

"I'm so sorry . In a beautiful day like today I couldn't stop myself from going out to enjoy" I told him with a smile on my face.

And our conversation went on. Sometimes he would talk to me in this way to make me feel good when I have a bad mood .

After class me and Yun hyeong went to our bakery shop like usual to help my mom. Yeah my mom owns a bakery shop where we make varieties of cakes and cupcakes... the outer and interior design is done by me. I know I'm not an architect. But when we were starting this business I stretched the design I wanted and gave it to our architect and he made it came to life. I don't know how people think of it but to me its really beautiful.

As we arrived at our store it was really busy. Lots of customers were waiting for their packages and orders. We usually have alot of customers in mornings, evenings and weekends.

And as we entered inside I smelled the sweet aroma and the calm atmosphere of our shop , which always feels good even when the shop is busy .

I gave a greeting hug to my mom , uncle lee who is our first employee , I just call him uncle cos he's so nice to us even though he's not my real uncle. And Mickey my gay friend who works here , he's not a close friend but just a friend. You know what they say 'every girl needs a gay friend'. While Yun Hyeong gave a small wave to each person.

Both of us grabbed aprons and started to help. The shop was full of customers and a dozen of employees. So I quickly helped.

While I was busy giving packages to the queue of costumers from the counter I heard my mom's laughter . And as I looked at her direction I was melted by the scene of my mom and Yun hyeong laughing together .

I love seeing my mom happy, it makes me happy too. Yun hyeong has his way of making my mom happy which I really like. And I couldn't help but smile at Yoon hyung when he looked towards me as if I was thanking him.

after a few seconds I continued my work until I heard my mom calling me so I quickly went to her. 

 

"Sweat heart I have this big order for tomorrow but their's too much costumers today so can you do it for me?" My mom ask. My mom sometimes lets me do the order she gets from outside and I'm always excited to do it. 

 

Baking is one of my hobbies . 

 

"Of course mom" I replied and she gave me the location and the kind of cake they wanted . "Ok , so why don't you two go somewhere and make that cake while I manage things here" my mom said. "Yes mam" Yun hyeong said as he gave my mom a salute like a solder is giving to his commander, which made me laugh.

 

Yun hyeong and I started our work quickly. We had to make a cake that had an angry man on top of it. What kind of people orders that huh. But when I think about it , its not so weird . Some people want a life size shoe cake and alot of other weird cakes like a bra cake. We had to make the structure and then paste cupcakes on them. Cake business is not easy.

 

After an hour or two my mom closed down the shop. Cake shops don't open late at night. But since me and Yun hyeong were not finished yet and since the cake had to be delivered the next morning we asked my mom to go home . And after a few touches here and there we were finished and ready to go home.

 

"Ok , wait wait wait just one snap of the cake" I said to Yun hyeong as I took out my camera and took the picture of the cake. After I'm satisfied with my snap we went home . 

 

Even though I had a scotty Yun hyeong would always drive with me till my home . He says he wants to see if I go straight to my home or not . Cos he's afraid I'll roam around , which I like to do alot. 

 

And after I placed my scotty safely in our garage I went back to Yun hyeong who was waiting near our gate . "So um I better get going then, its late my  mom will be worried about her baby boy" he said with a smile. " ok then, drive safely ok" I told him. " Do I ever drive recklessly?" he asked sarcastically as he got on his bike which I just snort at.

 

"Oh and um I like it when you smile and laugh sincerely like today, it makes you look prettier" he said which left my gasping abit before he put on his helmet said good bye and drive off. 

 

Its funny though... even though we've been together for so long as friends he still manages to flutter me with his words.

 

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The next day me and Yun hyeong went to deliver the cake. It was SM Entertainment building . It is quite big actually. And they had a really tight security too. The guards didn't believe us when we said we had to deliver a cake . But I don't blame him after I saw some fans near the building . 

 

The guard only let us in after he called the receptionist who told him to let us through. And as we entered the building the receptionist greeted us and told us to wait as she made a phone call . I even brought extra cup cakes.. Its our shop's tradition  giving extra to our costumers,  but I haven't done the frosting yet.

 

After some time the receptionist arrived with a man . We greeted him politely. " hey Hyung how are you?" I asked which made Yun hyeong really confused . 

 

Yes , I know Mr Choi . He works here in SM and the reason why I know him is because he and my mom are close . 

 

"Yes, thanks for asking . How are you and your mom. I'm so busy these days I didn't get to visit your shop for awhile " he told me.

 

"We're also fine, and its ok we understand" I said assuring him and I told him that I needed to finished frosting the cup cakes. So he told us to follow him.

 

He took us to the third floor and as we exit the lift I could hear strong music beat from the rooms we pass by. In some I could see people dancing or singing. 

 

Finally he opened the door to a random room which seems like a dancing studio which had a sky printed wall. He told us we can place the cakes on the table inside the room and he also said he had to do something so he left us to do our work. 

Yun hyeong carefully placed the cake on the table while I started to work on the cup cakes . But he suddenly got a call so he went outside to take it.

 

And After I was finished with the frosting I examined the cake and saw some misplacing on the miniature on top of the cake. I was too afraid I might accidently touch the cake so I stood tip toed so I might fix it easily . But as I was about to return to my normal position I almost hit the edge of the cake with my hand that I was going to fall trying to stop myself from ruining the cake. 

 

And so I closed my eyes and prepared for the impact. But instead , I felt an arm around me . Shocked at what was happening I open my eyes thinking it was Yun hyeong . But, instead I met with another pair of eyes I have never seen in my life. 

 

It was big and sparkling which kind of sent butterflies in my stomach. He's face was perfect and his arms feels good in some way. As I stared into his eyes I felt my heart flattered . His perfect messy hair made him more dazzling. 

 

What is this new feeling??..

 

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