Sehun's POV

 

 

 

 

I went back to my car as the phone call was over.

 

I know she's the only girl I loved, the girl who I dream to be with for the rest of my life. She was the little girl who was brave to lit my pitch-black world. She let me see the world to a new perspective, with a lot of colors. We we're in the same situation since we are both only child and our parents we're too busy because of business. Since then I never felt the loneliness of being a sole heir, because I had someone who makes me appreciate little things around us and never fail to make me laugh. However, my world turned to black and white again because she met Chanyeol, my cousin. I pleaded to my father to send me to China, with the excuse to train myself business, but God knows it's not the real reason. I went there to let Seulgi go. I don't want to risk our 10-year relationship over a childish confession, that I like her since we were young.

I tried.

 

Feb. 13, 2014

“You look dashing young master”

“I told you to call me ‘Sese’ Nana” I smiled to the woman whose fixing my tux

“I’m just your maid Sehun-ah” she expressed calmly

“you’re not my ‘maid’, you’re my Nana and my one and only Nana forever, you never left me alone, Nana unlike my real parents” I pout

“but you understand why they need to go Sese”

“ne Nana” I hugged her tighly

“you’re a fine man now, I can take my leave now” I see how her eyes pooled with tears

“don’t say that Nana, you’ll be the one to take care of my little Sese” I and heard a small laugh from her

“ok ok, just leave now young man, you have a beautiful girl to date with, hoping for a good news later” she planted her warm kiss on my forehead

“of course Nana, no one would say ‘no’ to my handsome face” I more and left for the graduation party

 

 

“would you be my first dance?”

“yes” Seulgi smiled sweetly

 

 

 

The bouquet of blue roses fell on the floor as I become deaf. I can’t believe to what I’m witnessing right now. My cousin and my dream girl, under the spotlight, as they we’re immersed to their own world. I can’t breathe suddenly as if someone’s choking me. I ran as fast I could until I’m far away, I went on my knees and crying silently, and the flashbacks went to my mind.

 

 

 

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“You know Sese I have a lil’ crush on someone” it caught my attention as we were eating lunch

“who?”

“I don’t his name, but he’s my editor-in-chief’s younger brother”

“really you don’t know his name? what kind of girl are you?” I tried to but deep inside I was boiling with anger

“it’s just a simple crush, I don’t expect for a fairy tale like love story to happen in my life you know” she smiled and suddenly all my insecurities went through

“whatever just eat your lunch”  

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“Sehun-ah do I look fine?”

“of course Chan, we have the same blood running in our veins, so it’s natural that you’re handsome too” I chuckled

“you should be grateful to me, my dear Sese” he said still standing in front of the mirror

“whatever Chan, why you’re suddenly concern with your looks, don’t tell me you have a girlfriend already”

“ani, I’m going to Yoora’s club, and hoping to see that lovely girl again” he smiled like an idiot

“the journalism club?” I asked and he just nodded still checking his image on the mirror

okay, just go” I left him alone

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So it was a small world after all, he’s the boy Seulgi’s referring to and she’s the lovely girl my cousin adored to. After a couple of years, really? On the last year of college, I decided to confess my love to Seulgi but I think I’m late. It’s like a fairy tale like love story now between them and I can’t let myself snatch Seulgi’s happiness. It was our last night to be together, our farewell ball, the day I had my heart broken.

 

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“where were you last night?”

“I’m sick” I said coldly

“I’m sorry to hear that Sese, are you feeling fine now?” I know she’s concern with her BESTFRIEND

“I’m fine”

“I see you’re tired, I’m going to tell you something about the boy I had a crus-“

“just stop Seul, I’m tired” I’m clutching my chest hard, biting my lips hard out of anger

“okay, just rest Sese, I’m going to visit in your apartment, what do you want?” she tried to cheer me up

“nothing, just be safe, bye” It was the last words I said to her

 

“are you fine Sese” my Nana hugged me tightly

“I’m not” I can’t hold it anymore, I sobbed into her arms

“just cry my Sese, you’ll be fine”

 

 

“Mrs. Lee, you and young master need to go” chauffer Park informed us

“Sese we need to go now; your parents are waiting in China to congratulate for finishing your studies” she smiled to cheer me up

I just nod.

I scanned the whole airport, still hoping that Seul to come and stop me.

 

But I left with a heavy heart.

 

 

Seulgi’s POV

“why Sehun’s not answering his phone and it seems that he changed his unit’s password” I was standing in front of his unit.

“oh Ms. Kang!” chauffer exclaimed as he saw me standing

I bowed to greet him, “annyeong Mr. Park, is Sehun fine?”

“of course Ms. Kang, haven’t he told you?”

“told what? That he’s not sick?”

“ani, he’s leaving today”

“leaving where?!” I don’t understand why Sehun’s not mentioning anything about it

“I’m sorry but it’s only Mrs. Lee and young master Sehun knows”

“o-okay thanks Mr. Park” I left hurriedly and punched his number

“sorry, the number that you dialed did not exist”

“what the?!” I feel betrayed that he kept a secret from me, the worst thing it’s not a small thing to deal with, but him leaving States without saying a word a total move

 

*end of flashback*

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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