Her hair is messy, her palms hide her baby face and she can’t stand up nor see her again. But she doesn’t cry anymore, her tears were stop for just a moment. She didn’t do anything.. Just sit on cold floor while her back lean on her baby blue walls. She released her palms from her own face and now she look up and close her eyes.. She heard noisy sound from road and her mind recall the last moment she saw her.

“ Taeyeon ah..” a sweet voice spoke on her ear.

Taeyeon turned her head and bumped her little nose with sharp nose. Giggles came out from other girl’s mouth and Taeyeon grinned. The girl pulled away herself a little and sat down beside Taeyeon.

“Most of people would like to read at library. So..Why no library ?” The girl asked.

Taeyeon chuckled. “My favorite spot has already took by someone.”

The girl narrowed her eyes. “Seriously ?”

Taeyeon laughed. “Just kidding Sica. I just have feelings to read here and besides if I read at library we would not talk like this. Also you would like to sleep there.”

Jessica slapped Taeyeon arm. “Yah.. Why you hit me ?”

Jessica only stucked out her tongue and grinned. Taeyeon couldn’t help but chuckled to her bestfriend acted.

Taeyeon has already had a feelings to her bestfriend since freshman. When Taeyeon’s face hit by papers which is belong to Jessica. Taeyeon took away the papers from her face, and for the first time she saw her. But until now they are in final year and Taeyeon keep her feelings to keep their friendship.

Taeyeon smiled to herself for remember those beautiful moment. But her smiled changed into laughed when she saw her bestfriend pout to her.

“Yah ! Stop act cute !”

But now Jessica’s expression changed again to annoyed face.

“Yah to me ? You didn’t even listen to me ! “

Taeyeon stopped laugh and stared blank to her bestfriend. “You said something to me ?”

Another slap on Taeyeon’s arm was landed and Taeyeon groaned. “Aish.. I am so sorry, My hightnest.”

“Cook me for dinner tonight and you are forgiven.”

Taeyeon chuckled. “Anything for my hightnest.”

Their spent they dinner at Taeyeon apartement. Jessica who can’t cook just laying on the couch while watching tv but another room, Taeyeon became Jessica’s chef just do her stuff which is not cucumber allow in her hightnest food. Not long, Taeyeon had finished her stuff and they ate dinner together with happinest, but sometimes happinest didn’t stay long.

“ Actually, Tyler oppa asked me to go to prom with him. “

Taeyeon’s body froze and she didn’t say anything.

“Taeyeon ?”

Taeyeon whispered. “Your answer..?”

Jessica smiled a little. “I said yes.”

Taeyeon couldn’t help but held the pain on her own chest and smiled. “Good.”

Taeyeon hold her chest. “Stop this pain please..”

Taeyeon still stay on her place for hours. She doesn’t care about cold floor neither how much time has already exceeded. Taeyeon stare the ceiling, the pain has already become into an empty feelings. She can’t feel anything..

Taeyeon’s blank mind got interrup by her phone ring, she looked at where her phone is. Taeyeon stood up from the floor and walk to mini table and she pick up the call.

“Taeyeon ! Where are you ?”

“Apartement.”

“Eh..? Yah midget ! You missed the last class.”

Taeyeon pulled away her phone from her ear and see her phone.

9.30 AM

“Oh… Sorry..”

“What ? Taeyeon are you okay? “

“I am okay Yul.. Don’t worry, I will talk to Mr. Lee”

“You better do that.. But are you sure?”

“Yes and now I will hung up. Bye.”

Taeyeon hang up the call and prepare herself to meet Mr. Lee. Taeyeon wore a while shirt and black hoddie and a ripped jeans. She looked at mirror and she really looked awful. Her skin more pale, her blonde hair still little messy and she has eyes bag with little more darker. Taeyeon shake her head and put earphones to her ears also wore her hoddie.

She doesn’t want to meet and listen to everyone except Mr. Lee for today.

Taeyeon walk to teacher room by her head lowered and her hands in her pocket hoddie. Also earphones still on her ears with loud song, maybe the volume is full. After arrived infront teacher room, Taeyeon knocked first before open the door. And then closed it again and walk to Mr. Lee’s table.

“Oh Taeyeon you are here.” Mr. Lee smiled.

Taeyeon nods and put out her earphones and turned off the song.

“Sit down please..”

Taeyeon take the sit but her head no longer looked at floor but now she looked at window.

Mr. Lee looked at her favorite student. “Taeyeon looked little.. disheveled. Something wrong?”

Taeyeon’s eyes still stare the window and she whispered.” I can’t feel anything sir..”

Mr. Lee smiled and nod his head understandly. “Sometimes, at this time you can pour your feelings to papers and words.”

Taeyeon looked him. “What do you mean sir?”

Mr. Lee gave Taeyeon music papers and pe