Here I am again waiting..... 
Waiting for that one message to brighten up my day, that one message to make me smile no matter how down or lonely i am, that message that even if it just contains a smiley face or a sticker as long as it's from him.... it'll make me smile, atleast we get to talk. 

Oh by the way I'm Park Sooyoung, and this is a story about my oh so fail love life. I didn't even imagine me being in this situation, I guess it just happened. So there's this guy that caught my attention in my English Class. He is Tall, he has a milky skin and small eyes that's cute. Our second encounter was when he called me in front of the gate of our school. 

*Flashback* 

We just finished eating lunch at the near noodle house in our university, we enter the gate busy chit chatting about one of our classmates when I got distracted by someone calling or hooting i should say-- well he could be calling anyone since all i heard was "Pst" but something about me wants to look to that direction so I did then I didn't regret it since I saw him. That cute guy from english class. 

"Hello Miss Park." He says smiling at me. 

I wasn't able to reply since i didn't know his name, so I just smiled and he smiled back... when he smiles he looses his eyes and it's just so cute. I wonder how he got my name though.

*End of Flashback* 

When he smiled I think that's when I got caught... after that encounter I couldn't stop thinking of him. We only have one class together so it's sad since I don't get to see him often, it's just once a week. Weeks passed but we didn't get a chance to talk so we didn't get close. Whenever we pass by each other we would just smile or have a small talk like "Hi" and "Hello" then that's it, we go our separate ways. And it's frustrating, then I gave up all hopes on him or that we'll even get close. 

Just when I lost all hopes on him, one event changed it. In our English class I got paired with him for one project. That's how it started, our friendship bloomed and we became close and eventually even closer as the school year nears it end. On our last day, I wanted to approach him but then I was too scared and shy since he's around his friends and I don't want to seem clingy so I acted natural as if we're not close, I just smiled at him and answered his questions then I am all done. The year ended without us talking happily or freely in person. We stopped talking online