He has been feeling this emotions quite a lot for the last few weeks but still he could not put a finger to what actually his sentiments were. To put it simply, he felt iritation, annoyed, anger, sad and hurt, all in one package and to tell in a more complicated way, well it was just -  complicated? Kim Hanbin' s fiery eyes were set as usual on two figures who seems to be in a wrestling mode or more like the taller one was easily squishing the shorter one as the latter was flailing in a fail attempt to escape but what irks the leader the most was the laughter and the happy expression on the smaller's one ' He seems to be enjoying it. What the heck? '

' Hey man, will you stop shooting the lasers? ' Bobby flopped beside him lazily, they had taken a few minutes break and was all sweaty from practice ' You will definitely burn a hole that way '

' Do I look like I care? ' Hanbin hissed back turning his head away from the scene where they had come to tickling each other. Bobby just shrugged and lied down, closing his eyes and trying to relax his mind and body for a while

' But its not fair ' a soft whisper made the taller rapper open his eyes and looked up at his leader 

' What? '

' Its not fair, he just came in yesterday but he is more closer to hyung than us ' 

Bobby sat up straight ' Well, isn' t that a good thing? That means the members are close and getting along with each other ' 

' They are more closer than should be ' Hanbin looked back to the duo again. Now the smaller was being lifted up by the sassy diva

' And you are sad about it? ' Bobby looked at his friend confused 

' No ' The answer was instantaneous

' Then perhaps you are jealous? ' the other wriggled his eyebrows in a teasing way 

' No ' the leader instantly turned to his friend who was looking more like a naughty bunny with his eyebrows narrowed and a mocking smirk on his face

' Someone is jeaaaalous ' the other was still teasing in a sing song way 

' Well, are not you? ' 

If the leader was feeling this uncertain feeling then sure enough the other should also be feeling, right? Because after all they three had always been together,inseparable, bearing all the pain and hardships together from the beginning way before anyone came, way before Ikon was formed. They three were always in the picture. Jinhwan was their friend, their guardian and in time of hardships and tears, he was their angel and the healing touch they needed. So, of course Kim Jinhwan should be more with Kim Hanbin and Kim Jiwon rather than some arrogant just arrived sassy stubborn diva Koo Junhoe 

' Nope ' 

The leader was woken up from his thoughts by a single word and looked at the other as though enquiring what he just said. Bobby just blinked his eyes and repeated ' Nope, I am not jealous ' 

' As if ' 

' Really, on the contrary I am happy ' the rapper looked at Junhoe and Jinhwan, who were laughing together looking at something on the phone ' Its been a while that I have seen Jinhwan hyung laughed like that ' 

Hanbin frowned, this was not what he had wanted to hear. But it was true, Jinhwan' laugh was genuine. In the days before, his hyung had seen tough and hard times and his laugh, it was something the leader had always hated hearing because it seems so hollow and forced, a facade to all his pains. He did not like it at all but now seeing Jinhwan laugh like that he wants to preserve his hyung's laugh and see it again and again. He love it but also something heavy was settling on his heart seeing the oldest laugh not because of him or Bobby but because of someone who had just enter his hyung' s life. Suddenly Jinhwan looked up and their eyes met, the other smiled at him making him also smiled back unconsciously ' His smile is still the same though ..... pure and gentle '

' Whatever ' he looked to his friend who had return to his resting position and looking up the other was seeing Hanbin's face upside down ' Still it is only me who can make him smile like that ' 

With that statement he walked away leaving a confused Bobby who was still laying on his back, blinking up now at the empty space where his leader was ' What did he say? '

The members were scattered in the living room, finally having a free day in their busy lives they were deciding to utilise it fully according to their wishes 

' Why not we go to the beach?' Yunhyeong spoke up excitedly 

' I want to go there too ' the youngest chimed in holding his hand up as though answering a question 

' Count me in ' Donhyuk too added and looked up at the other remaining who have not said anything 

' But I dont want t