You stare at your phone and sighed loudly. It’s been three days since your last argument with Hanbin and both of you decide to stay away from each other. It’s like with keeping each other away instead of sort them out will actually help your relation. For the nth times, you sighed and reached out your phone, scrolling the call log and stop on someone’s number. You tapped your phone and listen to the caller ringtone until you heard a voice.

“Where are you?”

She waited for the person to respond and nodded as if that person can actually see her.

“Come to my house. In 15 minutes.”

She said without waiting for the person respond and hang off the call but she actually can listen to the curse from the other side. She laugh and back to her phone. Scrolling her last message with Hanbin.

“Don’t this miss me?”

 

You grab a snack and munch it while watching a show in the television where you don’t even know what it is about. Your mind went out from your body and you basically stare at the television while munching a snack until you feel a present of someone body beside you. You look at him and he just smile.

“Late.”

“5 minute only.”

He smile and you back to your tv show and keep asking yourself why are they laughing when the things they are doing are not even laugh funny and not even inducing laugh from her.

“So……” He look at you. “You call me to see how you actually lose your spirit?”

He grab your snack and munch it. Watching the show and he actually laugh while looking at that boring show. Is it even funny?

“How is he doing Bobby?”

He shift his eyes on you and you just look at him with a cold stare. He get up and went to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator and chuck down the cold water. He act like he’s in his own house and you don’t actually mind about it.

“Still asking why on earth you kissed me last three day.”

There. He’s shooting the stupid act that you did last three day. You broke the stare and back to the television. this show, this ain’t even interesting. He back to the couch, flopped himself on the couch and look at you before fully change his position to face you.

“Why are you doing that?”

He finally asked it. He has been so curious for over three days. He know how you actually love Hanbin and how you actually willing to do anything for him but what’s making you kissed him that night. You ain’t even drunk nor taking a drug. So what is it?

“I just wanna see his reaction.”

You sound so soulless with the answer and Bobby rubbed his face. Can’t believe with his answer.

“Don’t lose your .”

You said and he already lose his . He stand up and take a deep breath, going to the kitchen and chuck down the cold water again. Maybe he need to cool down his feeling.

“So you play me? You let me play you because you wanna see his reaction? You’re making me look like a toy? A backstabber friends?”

You catch your breath. You know this going to happen. You know you actually did something silly and you just can’t help but feeling wronged with your own stupidity.

“Your lips look so delicious that night.”

He choked and you just laugh. You stand up and walk to the kitchen and face him. You smile before you actually put your both of your hands on his neck. Your finger slowly caress his nape and the back his head touching his fluffy hair.

“We feel nothing when we in this situation so why would he said you a backstabber. It’s not like we will eventually each other just because of a kiss. The kiss is just a soft one. A short moment when this lips..” You close the gap between you and Bobby and you can hear his breath getting heavy. “.. Meet your lips.. Like this..” Your lips finally touch him again. His soft lips is so tempting yet the feeling is not the same as you kissed Hanbin. You broke the kiss and smile.

“Stop doing this .” Bobby groaned and look into your eyes.

“That one is for your next birthday..” You giggle but then you can feel a hand wrapped on your body. You look up and he smile. More like a smirk. A bad one.

“I told ya stop this .”

He pushed you to the kitchen wall and you winced in pain. Well not that painful but still a pain is a pain. He stare at you, your eyes nose and lips before finally making a way to your lips. Slowly kissing you and biting your lips and you just let him devour your lips while standing still like a statue. He broke the kiss and sighed. Dropping his head on your shoulder.

“We both know that this ain’t gonna happen” You whisper on his ear before pushing his body.

“I love Hanbin so much and only his touch can actually and yes it was my fault that I kissed you. I am so pissed off with that big nose boy who didn’t even care that he’s hurt or no. I mean how he just let his fans pull him and scratching him without telling him that those things is actually hurting him. I know he love his fans but that was way too much like..” Bobby stare at you.

“Only because of that?” He said and you nodded.

“They why don’t you just tell me?” Someone make an appearance and yes it’s Hanbin. Duh this is so cliché but your just rub your face before looking at Bobby.

“I told him that I am coming. “ He said and walk out from the kitchen. “Settle this . I’m out.” Leaving you who still standing behind the kitchen wall and Hanbin who’s standing at the living room.

“Nice to see you again.”

You walk out the kitchen and stand in front of him. Staring at his whole existence and realize that those three days without Kim Hanbin is actually a hell. You smile and hug him. You miss his smell, his body, his laugh, his voice. You miss everything about him and you are surprised when he hug you back.

“This is cruel babe.” He said. Breathing on your head and kiss your hair.

“I wonder how you are doing those three day. Suddenly you called Bobby and asked him to come here. Not me but Bobby.” You laugh on his chest.

“Because I know you will come too. I know Bobby can’t keep anything from you. But you take such a long time to finally coming here. I almost give up.” He laugh and hug you tightly.

Both of you standing hugging each other at the living room in a silent instead of talking and you kinda feel suffocated because he didn’t even actually want to let you go. You cough hinting him that he should let you go now. Those 3 days should actually been paid off now with this 30 minutes hug but he ignore you and smile.

“Uh.. Hanbin…”

“Not until I satisfied.”

He said and you nodded. Letting him hug you until he finally satisfied. Your finger fidgeting on his shirt and he laugh. Releasing you from his hug. He reach out your hand and intertwined your finger dragging you to your couch where the tv is still on. Oh the supposed to be funny show has end and a drama start to play. You look at him and he is all smiley.

“Aren’t you supposed to be mad at me?” You ask him and he nodded.

“I am mad at your stupid action kissing my best friend in front of me. But I know your reason so it’s okay. But that’s doesn’t mean you can kiss him again.” He said. You blinked.

He reach out your face and close the gap. Your privacy space has been invaded by Kim Hanbin yet there is not uncomfortable feeling at all. He kissed your forehead.

“I know you are worried about me but I can do nothing about it. I need to think about others rather than myself.” He stop and kiss your cheek and hold your hands before he softly kiss your hands.

“I almost kill Bobby when I see you kissed him and how he actually respond to your kiss and he actually love it..” His breath getting heavy and you pinched his cheek. He look at you.

“I’m sorry. I was too emotional when I see those scars on your body and when you actually say it’s okay.. I lost my and I saw Bobby’s yummy lips and I just kissed him and for a second I thought Bobby is you until you finally broke our kiss. I am truly sorry.”

“How delicious is Bobby’s lips?” He asked you with a serious face.

“Not as yummy as yours.”

You said and kiss him. You can feel Hanbin’s smile between the kiss. Hanbin start to deepened the kiss and slowly push your body until he on your body. You wrapped your hands on Hanbin’s neck as the he biting your lips. His tongue devouring your mouth making you both whimper. Both of you can feel the hot breath when he broke the kiss.

“Maybe we should continue in your room.”

You laugh and nodded. 

You stare at your phone and sighed loudly. It’s been three days since your last argument with Hanbin and both of you decide to stay away from each other. It’s like with keeping each other away instead of sort them out will actually help your relation. For the nth times, you sighed and reached out your phone, scrolling the call log and stop on someone’s number. You tapped your phone and listen to the caller ringtone until you heard a voice.

“Where are you?”

She waited for the person to respond and nodded as if that person can actually see her.

“Come to my house. In 15 minutes.”

She said without waiting for the person respond and hang off the call but she actually can listen to the curse from the other side. She laugh and back to her phone. Scrolling her last message with Hanbin.

“Don’t this miss me?”

 

 

You grab a snack and munch it while watching a show in the television where you don’t even know what it is about. Your mind went out from your body and you basically stare at the television while munching a snack until you feel a present of someone body beside you. You look at him and he just smile.

“Late.”

“5 minute only.”

He smile and you back to your tv show and keep asking yourself why are they laughing when the things they are doing are not even laugh funny and not even inducing laugh from her.

“So……” He look at you. “You call me to see how you actually lose your spirit?”

He grab your snack and munch it. Watching the show and he actually laugh while looking at that boring show. Is it even funny?

“How is he doing Bobby?”

He shift his eyes on you and you just look at him with a cold stare. He get up and went to the kitchen, opening the refrigerator and chuck down the cold water. He act like he’s in his own house and you don’t actually mind about it.

“Still asking why on earth you kissed me last three day.”

There. He’s shooting the stupid act that you did last three day. You broke the stare and back to the television. this show, this ain’t even interesting. He back to the couch, flopped himself on the couch and look at you before fully change his position to face you.

“Why are you doing that?”

He finally asked it. He has been so curious for over three days. He know how you actually love Hanbin and how you actually willing to do anything for him but what’s making you kissed him that night. You ain’t even drunk nor taking a drug. So what is it?

“I just wanna see his reaction.”

You sound so soulless with the answer and Bobby rubbed his face. Can’t believe with his answer.

“Don’t lose your .”

You said and he already lose his . He stand up and take a deep breath, going to the kitchen and chuck down the cold water again. Maybe he need to cool down his feeling.

“So you play me? You let me play you because you wanna see his reaction? You’re making me look like a toy? A backstabber friends?”

You catch your breath. You know this going to happen. You know you actually did something silly and you just can’t help but feeling wronged with your own stupidity.

“Your lips look so delicious that night.”

He choked and you just laugh. You stand up and walk to the kitchen and face him. You smile before you actually put your both of your hands on his neck. Your finger slowly caress his nape and the back his head touching his fluffy hair.

“We feel nothing when we in this situation so why would he said you a backstabber. It’s not like we will eventually each other just because of a kiss. The kiss is just a soft one. A short moment when this lips..” You close the gap between you and Bobby and you can hear his breath getting heavy. “.. Meet your lips.. Like this..” Your lips finally touch him again. His soft lips is so tempting yet the feeling is not the same as you kissed Hanbin. You broke the kiss and smile.

“Stop doing this .” Bobby groaned and look into your eyes.

“That one is for your next birthday..” You giggle but then you can feel a hand wrapped on your body. You look up and he smile. More like a smirk. A bad one.

“I told ya stop this .”

He pushed you to the kitchen wall and you winced in pain. Well not that painful but still a pain is a pain. He stare at you, your eyes nose and lips before finally making a way to your lips. Slowly kissing you and biting your lips and you just let him devour your lips while standing still like a statue. He broke the kiss and sighed. Dropping his head on your shoulder.

“We both know that this ain’t gonna happen” You whisper on his ear before pushing his body.

“I love Hanbin so much and only his touch can actually and yes it was my fault that I kissed you. I am so pissed off with that big nose boy who didn’t even care that he’s hurt or no. I mean how he just let his fans pull him and scratching him without telling him that those things is actually hurting him. I know he love his fans but that was way too much like..” Bobby stare at you.

“Only because of that?” He said and you nodded.

“They why don’t you just tell me?” Someone make an appearance and yes it’s Hanbin. Duh this is so cliché but your just rub your face before looking at Bobby.

“I told him that I am coming. “ He said and walk out from the kitchen. “Settle this . I’m out.” Leaving you who still standing behind the kitchen wall and Hanbin who’s standing at the living room.

“Nice to see you again.”

You walk out the kitchen and stand in front of him. Staring at his whole existence and realize that those three days without Kim Hanbin is actually a hell. You smile and hug him. You miss his smell, his body, his laugh, his voice. You miss everything about him and you are surprised when he hug you back.

“This is cruel babe.” He said. Breathing on your head and kiss your hair.

“I wonder how you are doing those three day. Suddenly you called Bobby and asked him to come here. Not me but Bobby.” You laugh on his chest.

“Because I know you will come too. I know Bobby can’t keep anything from you. But you take such a long time to finally coming here. I almost give up.” He laugh and hug you tightly.

Both of you standing hugging each other at the living room in a silent instead of talking and you kinda feel suffocated because he didn’t even actually want to let you go. You cough hinting him that he should let you go now. Those 3 days should actually been paid off now with this 30 minutes hug but he ignore you and smile.

“Uh.. Hanbin…”

“Not until I satisfied.”

He said and you nodded. Letting him hug you until he finally satisfied. Your finger fidgeting on his shirt and he laugh. Releasing you from his hug. He reach out your hand and intertwined your finger dragging you to your couch where the tv is still on. Oh the supposed to be funny show has end and a drama start to play. You look at him and he is all smiley.

“Aren’t you supposed to be mad at me?” You ask him and he nodded.

“I am mad at your stupid action kissing my best friend in front of me. But I know your reason so it’s okay. But that’s doesn’t mean you can kiss him again.” He said. You blinked.

He reach out your face and close the gap. Your privacy space has been invaded by Kim Hanbin yet there is not uncomfortable feeling at all. He kissed your forehead.

“I know you are worried about me but I can do nothing about it. I need to think about others rather than myself.” He stop and kiss your cheek and hold your hands before he softly kiss your hands.

“I almost kill Bobby when I see you kissed him and how he actually respond to your kiss and he actually love it..” His breath getting heavy and you pinched his cheek. He look at you.

“I’m sorry. I was too emotional when I see those scars on your body and when you actually say it’s okay.. I lost my and I saw Bobby’s yummy lips and I just kissed him and for a second I thought Bobby is you until you finally broke our kiss. I am truly sorry.”

“How delicious is Bobby’s lips?” He asked you with a serious face.

“Not as yummy as yours.”

You said and kiss him. You can feel Hanbin’s smile between the kiss. Hanbin start to deepened the kiss and slowly push your body until he on your body. You wrapped your hands on Hanbin’s neck as the he biting your lips. His tongue devouring your mouth making you both whimper. Both of you can feel the hot breath when he broke the kiss.

“Maybe we should continue in your room.”

You laugh and nodded.