I sat there. On our once favorite spot in this cafe waiting for you. We used to sat there every time we came here. 'Quiet and cozy' you said.

I saw you. Entering the cafe wearing your unrecognizable poker face walking towards my direction. You used to never showed me that face in the past. 'I want to show you my happy side only' you said.

I heard you. Greeting me with a whisper of hello. No more I love yous.

I watched you. Staring awkwardly at me. Waiting for what is going to come next.

You've changed so much. I thought.

I can't help but teared up when I see the emptiness in your eyes. Sad. Because your eyes used to light up when it reach mine.

"I missed you." I said barely audible.

"Hm?" You looked rather confused.

"I missed you. The old you."

"He's gone. Long time ago."

I nod at your words. Feeling a stab on my wounded heart.

"But, why?" I asked. Don't you think I deserve a little explanation?

I could see you were looking for an answer for yourself through your questionable eyes. Do you really have an answer for my question? What was this thing that had happened to us?

It's been 10 months. And I've been thinking about every possible answers I will hear from you for that long. But seeing you like this makes me understand that you were just never had a reason or two for what was happening to us. Do you know? I would rather heard your blunt reasons  than letting you go without hearing