Authors note; Hey guys this is my first fanfic in AFF, I hope you keep up with me and read my stories and feel free to request .

you have been checking your watch for almost ten times...."where the hell is Oh sehun?" you were quite angry for the way he behave the whole week not to mention that it is your anniversary... sehun and you were dating for almost 2 years now and he has been really busy with his schedule and the necessity of spending his free time with his eleven hyungs to please his million fans...you were deadly jealous of them but you love sehun too much sometimes you feel that you're relationship is just a one sided love and wonder why he is dating you because you are just a normal girl with no wealth and no beauty to be proud of and maybe he's just dating you to prove that he is not a spoilt kid wanting fame and wealth running after the rich girl , but you never find out the truth cause he's the best actor when it comes to love. there were days when you feel Like ending all but sehun one little hug silenced all your pain. there were nights when you cry yourself to sleep thinking he never have feelings for you but sehun three little words make you believe infinity and you believe that you're really lucky to be just beside him when millions of girls are willing to replace you and this are all the pains that you gotta take when you're in love with Oh Sehun this is your second anniversary and he needs to be reminded three times just this week ...you're heart were aching from pain. You dialled sehun's no. CALL ENDED you dialled again hoping that he would pick up because you don't think you can suffer any longer.. Tringg...Tringg....tringg.... Tringg....tringgg....tringggg...."hello" Finally he answered but you were shivering too much at the fear that he wouldn't pick so you need a sec to recover before speaking. "Hello....jagiya...sorry for being late...uh....something important came up" Yeah....something important, more important than you... to whom he have been telling off how much he love you and how he would be nothing without you.. At this moment you want to throw back all his sweet and romantic words that he has been feeding you. You love him so much that you realise it's possible to hate someone this much "Can you just come over here....so we can celebrate our anniversary... if it's alright with you...jagiya....it would mean the world to me" he request. The waiter at the restaurant come besides you asking you what wine should be served You we're silence for a while "Ne...oppa" "Thats my girl...thank you so much...love you forever...see ya" You hang up. "Take back all this cakes and candles...even all the wine" you stand up and ordered the waiter. "What about the lights and all the performance you've arranged?" The waiter questioned you with surprise. "Its over" that was all the words you've got. The guard called a cab for you You sat at the back quietly....putting your hand at your chest and start hitting it....cause it hurts too much... You feel like all those doubts were clear now and were true and that's hurts more than anything You were crying so much that you need to redo your makeup before entering sehun's apartment. You step inside to realize that he was not there.....you found a letter asking you to head upstairs to the roof.... At every step you take your heartbeat seems to increase and beat louder.... The memories from your first day, how you met, your first date, first kiss, first I love you's, how happy you were together and your first fight, first doubt, first lie, first cry and un ending heartache follows As you open the door of the roof.... There he was Standing...... staring at your perfect dress that you take almost four hours to pick, your nearly ruin hairstyle which turns out to be quite y and your makeup redo which makes you look a little Goth and your eyes which were burning in red because of all the tears from before...which seems quite naughty from far. "You're late but beautiful " he smiles at you. Thats what he's best at, you thought of yourself....you just stand there Thats what he's best at, you thought of yourself....you just stand there. As he walks towards you your heart was about to explode... you fear that you would be dating him longer than now. You really want him to stop but his smile turns into a worried face when he look you close. You were now closed enough for him to see you clearly.... He puts his hand on your chin while lifting it up... "Are you okay? Jagiya?" He wants to know or just his acting. "I'm...." hurt, confused, angry, depressed, "....fine" You hate yourself for always giving in. he just sigh...he hold your hand and pull you towards the upper roof.... You knew you have to say something "Oppa...i have something to say...I...." something stopped you. You were shocked to see 730 candles arranged in a heart shape.... lights tangled around to make happy anniversary shape....blue rose which were scattered all over the places, balloons hanged perfectly to match the decorations and at the centre .....a perfectly arranged table and with the most precious plates and silvers, glass wine and bottles were placed...your eyes couldn't believe what you saw....not only it make you forget your heart break , It sends you out of the world for more than 976518656344646 Millisec .... "I also have something to say" You were called back to the earth by a man with the perfect proportions , kneeling down at one feet and in his hand he hold , the most beautiful diamond ring packed in a small box waiting for the right owners hand ....you were too surprise to know what's happening before you.... Sehun knew that you're out of the world. He smiles and talk on... "Jagiya....please be a dear and marry this 22 year old man who is so in love with you, he would die if you ever leave and forgive him for being so greedy for wanting you to be his....only his....cause it's too hard for him to sleep every night fearing at the thought of you being others" He look as if he really mean it. You were lost for words..... he ask for your hand.... The man that you love and want forever to be yours offered his hands to you... There were butterflies in stomach and you have never been more alive than you did now...all the futures that you've have been dreaming of him can be now yours.....but you're tongue didn't try to make a move.... "Jagiya....I'm waiting for you....please say yes....only yes....no other word....just yes is enough" he look like a puppy wanting to sleep in his master bed. "I.." you're tongue froze but not due to the cold weather but it's because you're world revolves like really revolves in a second "i....I love you so much that you really hurt me...like over and over again...I sometimes just wanna end all of this..... I'm tired from all the pain all the sleepless night...all the times when I tell myself over and over again that this happens with every relationship.... and the ugly truth that.... it's not what a healthy relationship would be ....and that our end might be near and...." you were spilling out all the words you've wanted to say.... Sehun stands up and walk towards you while you continue "....I just don't wanna be hurt anymore.... there is no one in the world who knew more than me that...I'm not pretty or beautiful....I got no luxury and fame and I'm just an ordinary girl and I am considered really lucky to be dating you....and tonight you hurt me deeply and.... I'm sorry I came over here to end our relationship....." you were really crying in front of Sehun while he looks at you with the eyes full of love and sorry "....but you proposed me and I hate myself so much for saying this.....yes....I want to be forever yours and marry you, I love you so much that it hurts and I don't wanna be hurt..." Sehun hug you tight than he ever did.... "mianhae....mianhae Jagiya....I won't hurt you again ....all I ever wanted for you was to be happy and by working I hope to give you that happiness you deserve cause you're the most beautiful, pretty and y girl I have ever known, cause in this world I don't see any girl who would be able to compare to you..." and now its time for you to shut him and kiss him..... You look at diamond ring on your hand and you look up to see everyone was waiting for you to speak up You smile at Sehun and say "we are not dating now " and looks at the pastor who was curious of your answer "I do" you whispered. "By the power invested in me... I now pronounced you man and wife , you may kiss the bride" That was what you two have been waiting for your whole life